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About Me

This is a tricky question to answer as Iâ€™m not always entirely sure who I am from one moment to the next. In fact, all I'm certain of is that I'm not quite the same person as I was last year or the year before.For the past four years I have been on a journey of self-discovery. I have gone through heaps of obstacles and I have learned from it. Every Step in life is a journey and it also a learning process. It's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be but I know itâ€™s going to happen. I have learned I am much smaller and less important than I once thought. I wasn't ever cocky, but there was a time when I was really quite full of myself. I had a lot of confidence in my ability to learn and do almost anything. I think I was solipsistic; you know, I was like the sun, everything revolved around me. I wasn't that bad, I hope, but you get the idea. And you probably get it because when we are young we all tend to think that our feelings and ideas are the most important in the world. I've not had the best time of my life! But, I have learned to accept the bad with the good. You do not know what your life will bring tomorrow, so enjoy all that you've been given today. Live each day as if it were your last. I'm that guy who fears little but worries lots. I'm that hopeful romantic who loves to love but when I love I love hard. Right now I'm finishing up my BA. in Education and Sociology and plan on entering TOA (Teachers of America) in the spring. As for now I'm still finishing my journey of self discovery and awaiting any new obstacels that lie in my path..

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i want to meet a person who calls me beautiful and not hot. A guy who is gonna treat me like a prince and not like an asshole. A guy who isn't gonna make me cry. A guy who kisses me with meaning. A guy who offers their jacket up when I am cold. A guy who calls just to wish me a good day. A guy who just wants to cuddle at night and not ALWAYS have sex. A guy who laughs at my stupid jokes when he actually doesn't think they are funny. I want a guy who doesn't just play with my emotions but actually cares about how I feel. A guy who backs up his words with actions.

My Blog

To every boy

To every boy that is scared to put his heart out there again, because he has been hurt too many times or so badly.To every boy that has been cheated on because hes not a slutTo every boy that dresses ...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 11:28:00 GMT

Same mistake

So while I'm turning in my sheets And once again, I cannot sleep Walk out the door and up the street Look at the stars beneath my feet Remember rights that I did wrong There is no place I cannot go My...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 14:46:00 GMT

DECEMBER 31st!!!

So I have been thinking about my extent on this backbreaking terrestrial sphere. For the past two years I have been inebriated, embalmed, plastered and polluting my body with biologic chemicals to for...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 12:15:00 GMT

The prodigious bond now gone to rest for ever more.

For the last 5 hours my hands have been enfeeble. Trying to record my thoughts in the past 24 hours has been so distressing. Have you ever been so afflicted with grief in life? Has someone so close hu...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 15:36:00 GMT

LIPO!!!!!!

"Lipo-Dissolve Non-Surgical Fat Reduction is an innovative alternative to liposuction that safely and permanently reduces cellulite and fat."So I'm all set to go Under the needles in two weeks. I'm re...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 07:10:00 GMT

OUT OF HELL!!!!!

OUT OF HELL!!!Its funny that I look at that continuance turning point as a pit of affliction or a grave of never ending misery but come on... I think that if I would of stayed in that enviorment my li...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 10:53:00 GMT

"A WASTED YEAR"

The end of the roller coaster is approaching.... Its weird to think of how much I changed in one year. Its hard to imagine that it has come to a end. I should take this experience and learn from it. ...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 18:28:00 GMT