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About Me

hi i'm james...18 and i'm now a seinor at clark high school where i'm in AFJROTC...i'm now tne B Group commander and 5th incommand,also i'm incharge of 3 squadrons and in that 6 flight I am also the rocketry team commander for the second year now..and were locked shocked and ready to rock...(kick the tires and light the fires)... so thats one of the few accoplechments that i'm proud of that alot of people didnt think i had what it took to do it but i show them, just like i always do lol but i'm not all what you think i'm a very depressed person i have final decided to admit that... i know that cant be a shoocker to many of you but i try to keep myself to busy to think about my problems i work on other peoples to keep my mind of my own troubles. i dont know what i;m going to do for the rest of my life( i hope it isnt much left) so yeah anything else just ask me i know most of you people dont like me so if you just want to bash me go ahead i clearly have bigger problems than to deal with someone so insignifacant as the like of you so yeah later C/Major James Espinosa-Mazuca
First Name: JAMES
Middle Name: PAUL
Birthday: 6/20/89
Eyes: DARK BROWN
Hair: BLACK
Fav color: AIR FORCE BLUE
Day/Night: NIGHT ....EH
Fave Food: CHINAESE
FRIENDS AND LIFE
do you ever wish you had another name? YES ...NOW TAKING SUGGESTIONS FOR NEW NAME..
Do you like anyone? I DID BUT NOW I DONT KNOW ANYMORE
Which one of your friends acts the most like you? NONE I'M UNIQUE...
Who's the loudest? CHARLA
Who have you known the longest of your friends? ANTHONY COORSMAN
Who's the shyest: I THANK THAT MIGHT BE ME...
Are you close to any family members? NO ... THEY TRY BUT I DONT LET ANYBODY IN TO MY WORLD ANYMORE
When you cried the most: WHEN I WAS IN LOVE WITH THIS ONE GIRL
What's the best feeling in the world: HEHE A FEELING I HAVEN EVEN FELT...LOVE
Worst Feeling: NOW ONE I HAVE FELT ... BEING HATED BY EVERYONE YOU KNOW
FINISH EACH SENTENCE:
Let's walk on the: BEACH
Let's run through: THE EXCUSE AGAIN SO WE DONT SCREW UP
Let's look at the: MOON
What a nice: PICTURE
Where did all the: GOOD GIRLS GO
Why can't you: JUST SEE ME FOR WHO I'AM
Silly, little: GIRL
Tell me: ALL ABOUT IT ...
HAVE YOU:
Ran away from home: YES ABOUT 2 ONCE LAST YEAR ...ONCE FRESHMAN YEAR
Pictured your crush naked: ...NO
Skipped school: NO
Broken someone's heart: HAHAHA NO THIS IS ME WERE TALKING ABOUT
Been in love: YES AND IT STILL HURTS
Cried when someone died: SO MUCH
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: ALL THE GIRLS I HAVE EVER LIKED ...AND THE ONE I LOVED
Done something embarrassing: WAS BORN
Done a drug: NO
Cried in school: YES
RANDOM
Your Good Luck Charm: I DONT HAVE ONE
Person You Hate Most: JAMES PAUL ESPINOSA MAZUCA I WANT TO KICK HIS ASS
Best Thing That Has Happened: I JOINED ROTC
Ice Cream: STRAWBERRY
WHO Makes you laugh the most: NOBODY ATLEAST NOT ANYMORE
Makes you smile: SEE THE LAST ONE
Has A Crush On You: DIDNT YOU ASK SOMETHING LIKE THIS...NO
Do You Have A Crush On Someone: I HAD MORE THAN A CRUSH ...
HAVE YOU EVER
Fallen for your best friend?: YES
Made out with JUST a friend?: YES..LAST DAY OF SCHOOL SOFTMORE YEAR
Kissed two people in the same day?: NO
Had sex with two different people in the same day?: UM I STILL A VIRGIN...
Been rejected: . DUDE IF I HAD A DOLLAR FOR EVERY GIRL THAT REJECTED ME I WOULD BE FUCKING RICH...
Been in love?: YES NOW QUIT ASKING ME ABOUT THAT
Been used?: DUDE THAT ALL THAT I EVER FEEL WHEN PEOPLE ARE BEING NICE TO ME ..WHAT DO YOU WANT
Done something you regret?: I WAS BORN
Cheated on someone?: HAVENT EVEN HAD A GIRLFRIEND...SO I COULDNT HAVE
Been called a tease: NO
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
You touched?: NIOMI
You talked to on the phone?: I DONT REMEMBER....DONT REALLY USE MY PHONE ANYMORE
You hugged?: MY FREIND FABIAN...WIFE
You instant messaged?: NOBODY I DONT HAVE IT
You kissed?: JANICE...BUT THAT WAS A LONG TIME AGO ...
You yelled at?: ME..
Who text messaged you?: YVETTE
Who broke your heart?: ANGELIA
Who told you they loved you?: I DONT REMEMBER I HAVENT HEARD ANYBODY SAY THAT WITH IN THE LAST FEW MONTHS...NOT EVEN MY MOM HAS SAID THAT...
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US Air Force
You love the open skies! You would enjoy flyin over foriegn countries droppin stuff!
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My Interests

um AFROTC for starters mostly my rocketry team
You scored as Marines. Semper Fi. You are a true Marine. You are the nation's most devastating fighting force, barring Special Forces. But your place was not easy to get. You endured the harshest basic training of any Armed Force to get where you are, and your reward is the respect and admiration of everyone else (except maybe the Air Force, who may view you as just a dumb grunt. Perhaps it's true, but you just want to fight).

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Navy


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Air Force


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Army


54%

Coast Guard


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I'd like to meet:

i would like to meet some girl that would love me but that is impossable since no girl will ever fall in love with me and if a girl did love me armagedom would come so yeah i cant wina good friend...i have lost all my best friends i have never felt so lost in my life!!!...but oh well her loss...time will heal the pain she caused me...
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Music:

if you know me mostly anything but i like alot of linkin park,toby keith, 3 doors down,

Television:

RIGHT NOW I HAVENT SEEN MUCH AS GOOD TV...SO I DWELL IN THE PAST SHOWS...MASH...JAG...LAW AND ORDER...OH AND FULL METAL ALCHEMIST...AS SEEN BELOW... .. ..

Heroes:

Are all the men and women in the armed servises...i hope that i never have to make the one way trip but i'm willing to do so and i would be proud to have yall lay me down and know that i did it for all of you...hell thats why i want to go and fight...for all of you i love yall that much and always remember that..

My Blog

MILITARY BALL

ok....i posting this in my blog cause i want document proving that i did ask everybody and when i dont go to military ball its not a shocker...   i need a date for it ....must be a girl and if so...
Posted by TILL THE DAY I DIE I WILL SPILL MY HEART FOR YOU on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 10:02:00 PST

FRIENDS...

why is it that when i dont want to lose my friends i end up losing them ...and why does it have to be the ones that mean the most to me...this school year i have lost ....angel ....shelby....and jessi...
Posted by TILL THE DAY I DIE I WILL SPILL MY HEART FOR YOU on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 09:34:00 PST

this weird feeling

what is missing? i have this emptyness feeling inside it creeps up on me atrandom times with no warning it turns the greatest days bad it makes medepressed & makes me want to break down ...why won...
Posted by TILL THE DAY I DIE I WILL SPILL MY HEART FOR YOU on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 09:10:00 PST

Top performer

i'm so happy that today we had colonal gesh here today cause today i was recognized with an award i had never seen given the top performer award hell i had never seen a cadet with it..(i had seen some...
Posted by TILL THE DAY I DIE I WILL SPILL MY HEART FOR YOU on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 01:27:00 PST

the questions apon questions...

ok so a few question i have been wondering about for a VERY long time still plauegs me(along with why cant i spell to save my life...well my excuse is that its 6:20 and i havent gotten any sleep)...
Posted by TILL THE DAY I DIE I WILL SPILL MY HEART FOR YOU on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 04:52:00 PST

WHY...

WHY  am i the biggest loser in the corps... WHY  dose nothing ever work out for me... WHY  is the world out to get me... WHY  am i the butt of all the jokes... WHY  cant i mov...
Posted by TILL THE DAY I DIE I WILL SPILL MY HEART FOR YOU on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 03:42:00 PST

loseing a friend.

well i lost one of my best friends she was my world....i miss her with all my heart she was the only one that i truly fell happy with...LIKE I WAS FINE THE WAY I WAS ...and if she was the on...
Posted by TILL THE DAY I DIE I WILL SPILL MY HEART FOR YOU on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 03:42:00 PST