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About Me

Well my name is Merlin... but i go by other names.. Mully, Smurf, Johnny, Wizard, Bully, and others which i would rather not mention. I am a jaan from da rez who is always into something. I grew up around my grammas house way north of Teesto AZ called Fingerpoint and thats where i learned a lot about life. From sheep herding to taking once a week baths at the water troths, i got to experience the life without the luxuries of modern society. Life there was good. No one to tell me to do this or that, i kinda learned to use whatever was available to me. My imagination grew as i grew older. A lot of solitude helped me figure out about myself. I am a very traditional, even though i do not attend all ceremonies. My father told me as long you believe... the rest does not interfere. I have three sisters and three brothers. I owe everything to my late grandmother, my late uncle, and my parents. I lost many friends along this path i choose, but with all things in motion, i always have a place in my heart for each one. During the past few years i was fortunate to be in the presence of a special person whom i loved dearly. One day she left to join the ancestors and i will always remember her. I have been starting my life all over again. I am a future chef in the making... with a few credibilities like culinary school. One day, i know, will happen. I continue each day as if i was reborn.. i live life to the fullest, and those that know me, know this be true. I regret no more, and i remember and cherish everything and everyone who cross my path... thank you all. I would not be who i am now if it weren't for those amazing adventures! peaces...

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Tournant

Its funny when you find a passion... a certain feeling of self fulfillment arises out of the blue like a sudden rain storm on a hot day in the rez. It just adds to the excitement of being washed and c...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Jul 2009 08:45:00 GMT

Unstoppable

Waves of all songs swirl like butterflies on a blue bird morningChirps at a distance seem more comforting than last night's dreamThe sun gently crawls over the surface to greet my tiring yawningA spec...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Jun 2009 08:49:00 GMT

Things of sorts

...and so another year is about to past. beginnings and endings share a common ground. of all the minutes spent with old and new faces, i sit and stare at the screen. treasures, i keep, while moments ...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Dec 2008 08:41:00 GMT

Autumn Storms

Why couldn't you believe me? The first time I told you...The fear of rejection snuggles so close to your bedWhy couldn't you just tell me? The truth as it laid still...The hurt from the situat...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 22:03:00 GMT

Ambition Drainer Part I

Ambition Drainer Part Inumbers, oh numbers, filled the roads on which i could barely remember. "just keep saying it... just don't forget it" i kept telling myself. hopefully these digits will not harm...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 14:00:00 GMT

"iindo je!"

"wake up!" "the sun is already up!" "are you still laying with the sleeping woman?"the smell of fresh bread being roasted on hot coals in the morning would always dance inside my tummy. it would even ...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 15:38:00 GMT

False Destiny

i remember once upon a dream-embraced memory, i heard the skies whisper to me... my future. they swept into my brain, an endless love that would arise from the east carrying with her, a little pot of ...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 20:03:00 GMT

Soft Awakening

this morning i woke up and realized what i had been missing. like falling asleep on the bus and you wake on the other side of town, or figuring out all the things you wanted to do was actually for som...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 13:52:00 GMT

Shattered Glass

stand atop of broken hills and watch the evils of the world belowtake a deep breath for the unforgiving...watch as the hate inside of them turn to flowers of blacknesssmile for them, and in return, he...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 16:23:00 GMT

evolution of a man

well i begin a new blog which i have not written in a long time. let me see... where to start off... it is now past july and i just recently finished my school of culinary arts. i just need to pick up...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 07:56:00 GMT