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XMAS

"you're ugly. you're horrible. I cut you mang."

About Me

.. .. You're such an inspiration For the ways that I will Never, ever choose to be Oh so many ways for me to show you How your savior has abandoned youFuck your God, your Lord, your Christ He did this, took all you had and Left you this way, still you pray, never stray, never Taste of the fruit, never thought to question "why?"It's not like you killed someone It's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side Praise the one who left you broken down and paralyzedOh so many ways for me to show you How you dogma has abandoned youPray to your Christ, to your God Never taste of the fruit, never stray, never break, never Choke on a lie even though he's the one who Did this to you, you never thought to question "why?"It's not like you killed someone It's not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side Talk to Jesus Christ as if he knows the reasons whyHe did it all for you...

My Interests


anatomy, art, art shows, bad boys, betty x, biking, bizarre, black, blood, boots, chainsmoking, chaos, christian death, cigarettes, clubs, corpses, dancing, dawn of the dead, death, decay, demons, depeche mode, diamanda galas, djs, doom, drawing, dyed hair, evil dead, extreme gore, foreign countries, freakish, friends, fucked up shit, fun, gore, gothic, horror, horror movies, industrial, industrial music, knives, living dead, love, lust, men, movies, museums, music, nightmares, nothing, painting, piercings, randomness, riot grrrls, rockabilly, rozz williams, running, sacramento, seattle, sex, sleep, smoking, splatter films, sushi, tattoos, terror, trash, traveling, vegetarians, white trash, zombies,
My 2 current favorite artists right now: Joel-Peter Witkin

and Joachim Luetke

I'd like to meet:

Parker Posey, Andrew Eldrich, John Waters, Martin Gore, Alan Wilder, Siouxsie Sioux, Leigh Bowery, Nina Hagen, Joel-Peter Witkin, ROZZ WILLIAMS (rip), Asia Argento, Poppy Z Brite, Courtney Love, Anna Varney, Diamanda Galas and whoever made these:most of all: ROZZ WILLIAMS. Check out these projects of his, besides Christian Death: Premature Ejaculation ,Daucus Karota , E.X.P.amazing amazing amazing creator:

Music:



most of all: ROZZ WILLIAMS. Check out these projects of his, besides Christian Death: Premature Ejaculation ,Daucus Karota , E.X.P.

Movies:



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Books:


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SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE ME HERE:oh, not to mention the Mutter Museum..

Heroes:


Have the virgins with their honesty... guarantee? We move like vandals down darkened streets And talk like dime store novels Shining blackness in our one track eye Shining blackness in our one track mind Shining blackness in our one track eyesJust like grabbed by lightning corners {nights of choruses} Just like cannibals, we must be starving...With the jobless scandals of society, with their churlish retches We want the graves and go for the bones Of beloved ancestors and blessed saintsDeepest darkness in our blackened hearts Got no time for you bleeding hearts Deepest darkness in our blackened hearts Got no time for you bleeding heartsIt comes with words of loneliness It comes on nights of choruses You're going to die and go straight to hell"he sewed his eyes shut because he is afraid to see.he tries to tell me what I put inside of me.he's got the answers to ease my curiosity.he dreamed a god up and called it Christianity.your god is dead and no one cares.if there is a hell I'll see you there.he flexed his muscles to keep his flock of sheep in line.he made a virus that would kill off all the swine.his perfect kingdom of killing, suffering in vain.demands devotion atrocities done in his name.your god is dead and no one cares.drowning in his own hypocrisy.and if there is a hell I will see you there.burning with your god in humility.will you die for this?

My Blog

i was following the i was following the i was following the i was following the...

I was following the pack all swallowed in their coats with scarves of red tied 'round their throats to keep their little heads from fallin' in the snow And I turned 'round and there you go And, Michae...
Posted by XMAS on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 06:52:00 PST

I’ll be the one who’ll break my heart

I feel it all, I feel it allI feel it all, I feel it allThe wings are wide, the wings are wideWild card inside, wild card insideOh I'll be the one who'll break my heartI'll be the one to hold the gunC...
Posted by XMAS on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 11:24:00 PST

Life’s what I make it...

alright, no more moping around.. i feel much better today. ***life's what you make itCan't escape ityesterday's favouriteDon't you hate itlife's what you make it(Everything's All Right)Don't backdat...
Posted by XMAS on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 11:51:00 PST

Lover’s Spit

All these people drinking lover's spitThey sit around and clean their face with itAnd they listen to teeth to learn how to quitTied to a night they never met...You know its time that we grow old and d...
Posted by XMAS on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 08:22:00 PST

’Tough shit - drink up and leave’

Oh god its another nightAnd your head is feelingLike a lump of leadYou should never have drunkThose party-foursYou should of been home being good insteadEver been in a deja vueand the end is the same ...
Posted by XMAS on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 12:13:00 PST

golden hue

today has been surreal..  only visually, not by actions.. i'm sitting in my room right now looking out of the window and the kid playing on the roof across the fence from us.. he's going to be a ...
Posted by XMAS on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 06:38:00 PST

new day

new dayin heaven the ground is waitingfor the dustthe seedmy love once morei shoutnew dayhold the air and gasp in lifethis solid dancethis cold cold nightis gone...the dark heat throbsthe fools' sweat...
Posted by XMAS on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 12:28:00 PST

to no one in particular

And I dont know where you went when you left me butSays here in the water you must be gone by nowI can tell somehowOne hand on the trigger of a telephoneWonderin' when the call comes Where you say its...
Posted by XMAS on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 12:50:00 PST

my active blog..

..is here
Posted by XMAS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST