How is it possible...
..to miss a woman whom he kept at a distance..
..so that when she was gone..
..he would not miss her.
Only then did he realise how wanting part of her..
..and not all of her..
..had hurt them both..
..and how he cannot justify his actions..
..except that..
..well..
..it was life.
I'M STILL LOOKING FOR THAT DARE TO BE GREAT SITUATION!
There is a reason for everything that happens in your life..And in time you will know what that reason is..There is a reason why people dont stay who they are..Sometimes love just isn't enough.
~I'll tell you this people don't fall in love with what's right in front of them, they want the dream, they want what they can't have, the more unattainable the more attractive!
BROWN HAIR, GREEN EYES...Jealous?, IRISH/SPANISH/GERMAN/MUT.. I'm a Awesome DORK...
I have obsessions! Too many some would say...I love TV and I'm surrently on my way to becoming a history teacher! I can name at least 20 Care bears and I said at least. If there's a METS game on don't bother me, I dnt wanna talk to you! UFC is my favorite thing...I'm like Crazed right now!!!...Thursdays=Busy!! Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Roswell were what made high school great for me. SOBE ADRENALINE RUSH and Snapples r all I drink well and beer...I officially stand by my obsession with the greatest show of all time "Saved by the Bell"! My hair's big, as is my attitude and I might not be the skinniest chick, but I'm funny as hell and am surrended by good people. I think guidettes are riduculous and uggs are hidious! I believe in God and have a cross for every occasion. My phone is an extension of who I am. People who shake constantly irritate me and poeple who just like to hear themselves talk. I hate ego maniacs, but yet always seem to fall in love with one and my absolute pet peeve IS PEOPLE OBSESSED WITH MONEY..... I write Hallmark poetry and work at a Steakhous(Prime 15) Staples and in the summer the WP summer camp! I just won counselor of the year and it was one of the best things that I've ever accomplised because it means that my kids love me and thats all I care about! I just recently graduated college AKa: Unemployed!...Dee and Liz are my BF's along with Gee, Meliss, Tina & I'll do nething for my girls and I mean nething! I'm a fist pumper, but yet I barely go to clubs...I will defend my right to pump my fist, but will not defend my fellow pumpers as they do not deserve it b/c they are a bunch a lemming clones! I love Teddy Bears and DODGEBALL is a sport to me. 06' was the best year of my life and I hope to have many more like it! When I think back to my last two summers I get choked up just thinking about the people I met...Nicole, Laura, Steph and MAtt and Michael...u mean more than u'll ever know!
