Haley Rawks - ProfilesArchive

About Me

You may say I'm a dreamer,
but I'm not the only one.
Someday you'll join us,
and the world will live as one.
- John Lennon -
I'm neurotic, selfish, insecure, sarcastic and lazy. Sometimes I fail to think about the consequences of my actions, until it's far too late. I blame myself for the things I cannot control. I will always admit when I'm wrong, it just might take me a day or two to realize it. I know I may never achieve all of my goals in life, but I will never give up the fight. I realize that there is no such thing as a perfect life, or as a perfect person... there are only perfect moments. Sometimes I forget to think about myself, other times I forget to think about the rest of the world. I am in no rush to grow up, nor am I in any rush to fall in love. Marriage is only an option in my future, and to have children is my dream. I plan on having at least a dozen pets someday, if not more. I have never in my life been so content, as I am right now. I see beauty in everything, and I see the best in everyone.. which can be hard at times. I care a lot, and love even more. I think out what I want to say in my mind first, but the words rarely come out right. I don't talk shit, I only speak the truth. I wouldn't say anything behind your back, that I wouldn't say to your face. In the past few months, my life has finally started to make some sense. I finally cut out the one person who could have potentially ruined it all. My life may be full of mistakes, regrets and complete and utter chaos at times.. but I wouldn't have it any other way.
"Who are you to judge the life I live?
I know I'm not perfect - and I don't live to be.
But before you start pointing fingers...
Make sure your hands are clean.
- Bob Marley -
Leah Allison; My Pride & Joy

My Interests

Ruling with an iron fist.

I'd like to meet:

My Child; My Missing Piece
Mommy's Little Angel
Rest In Peace
03.19.07

Someone to hold my hand, when things get tough.

Music:

Anything and everything, and all things inbetween.

Movies:

Ghost.

Television:

Robot Chicken, CSI:SVU, The Best Years, Degrassi, A Haunting, Forensic Files, Cops, Law & Order, and Paranormal State.

Books:

Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, A Wrinkle in Time, The Lovely Bones, Harry Potter 1-7, and almost anything else I can get my grimy little hands on.

Heroes:

Lorraine Warren, Chip Coffey, Hani Elkadi, and of course.. Bettie Page.

My Blog

Into the Depths of the Mind

The Depths of the Heart, the Mind, and the Personality - Thinking Questions I. Love. 1. Do you believe in true love?: Yea, but it isn't always easy to find.2. Is there such thing as love at first sigh...
Posted by Haley Rawks on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 11:17:00 PST

Tis the Season

Things I gave:Beer Pong Champion Hat - RyanHot Wheels Police Vehicles - RyanChicago Bears Tin of Popcorn - DadLarge Sized Universal Remote - DadGolf Tees - DadDisposable Razor Blades - DadIowa Hawkeye...
Posted by Haley Rawks on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 11:56:00 PST

El Amor No Debe Doler

November 3rd was supposed to be my due date. So, I guess I'm supposed to be a mommy now. I wish I was able to hold my baby. I would literally give it all away, just to be able to kiss my little o...
Posted by Haley Rawks on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 10:48:00 PST

Tribute to Mary

Mary Luella LynchRest In PeaceJanuary 15th, 1960 - October 1st, 2007 Although the sun has set on meAnd God has called me homeI hope you don't forget my loveAnd I pray you don't feel aloneAnd al...
Posted by Haley Rawks on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 11:35:00 PST

Tag Mother Fuckers!

Here's how you play. Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits or goals about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their...
Posted by Haley Rawks on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 01:07:00 PST

A Soldier - His Prayer

Stay with me, God. The night is dark,The night is cold: my little sparkOf courage dies. The night is long;Be with me, God, and make me strong. I love a game; I love a firght.I hate the dark; I love th...
Posted by Haley Rawks on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 08:49:00 PST

I want a love like this.

I want to have a love like the one of Bella Swan and Edward Cullen. They're characters from my three favorite books. Needless to say, they are quite remarkable. I'd give anything to have that. That in...
Posted by Haley Rawks on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 08:10:00 PST

Fuck You.

You fucked me up. I fucking hate you. Go ahead, apologize. I won't forgive; I won't give in. I'm just a game to you. Well guess what, I quit. You are ridiculous. I can't believe I fell for your stupid...
Posted by Haley Rawks on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 03:03:00 PST

Forget Him [stole this from Tab]

Forget his name, Forget his face, Forget his kiss, His warm embrace, Forget the love that you once knew, Remember he has someone new, Forget him when they played your song, Rmember when you cried all ...
Posted by Haley Rawks on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 11:33:00 PST

The Sky Is Falling

I keep getting these horrible headaches. They're always in the same spot, on the right side of my head. Sometimes I get them several times each day. My hair is falling out too, its horrible. The other...
Posted by Haley Rawks on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 10:09:00 PST