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About Me

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I don't have a fancy profile, I don't care..MY MIND IT KIND OF GOES FAST..BUT I'LL TRY TO SLOW IT DOWN FOR YOU... I have issues and I live in the past.. I can't make sense of my life at all, but can anyone really do that? I live for music. I have been with the same guy for a year now..which is new for me. I have self issues.. I'm an actress..on stage, and..off. I feel like you could take the time to get to KNOW me, but you will NEVER fully GET me.. I have made mistakes that have cost me friendships that I loved dearly.. I have done things right, to get me to a stable place..for that I am proud. I hope to be a BIG name someday!I am a photographer, I am a model. I am a writer, I hate reading. I am an actress, I am a director. I am a singer, I live for music. I help people fix their problems, I am a mess--who can't take a word of advice from anyone..even herself... I am a thinker, I'm deep, I'm an artist, I'm a lover, and a fighter, I'm messed up, I'm totally fine. I am thought to have bipolar.. I am a lable, but I am only me.. I try to be the best, I must be the best, I want to be better than everyone..so that maybe someday..You'll love me. I'm a work in progress..but with the right friends and support, and with God's help..I know..I KNOW..I will make it..I CAN BE ANYTHING I WANT TO BE!.. I have dreams, and now it's up to you..to help make then come true!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

hmm, basically anyone who is like me, so we can be friends! I love to make friends! I also wanna meet a vampire, and a fairy, and all the other mythical creatures!!! I'd like to meet Marilyn Manson, and Ville Valo!!! I would also like to meet more people from bands, coz I like to watch other people's faces when you tell them you know someone famous! ^_^ lol... I'd like to meet someone, who can love me---for ME! For all the baggage, hobbies, problems, extra weight, mind, and soul that comes with meeting me....

WOOT Playlist by %e1%83%a6Experiencing%3a+Nostalgic+Phantasmagoria%e1%83%a6 on MySpace Music -
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My Blog

for drew. same thing that's been posted all over...

I'm telling everyone on myspace, that i messed up. Not Drew this time... this fight was deeper. it was about drew feeling like he is never gonna be good enough for me...well that's a lie... because i ...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Oct 2009 21:16:00 GMT

FINALLY!!!! Happy and willing to be ME!

Maybe you saw my facebook status...if not..then this will be news to you...But I am seriously sick of being all depressed thinking I'm not good enough to be myself!...I've finally realized that girls,...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Aug 2009 02:59:00 GMT

WOOT Playlist by %e1%83%a6Experiencing%3a+Nostalgic+Phantasmagoria%e1%83%a6 on MySpace Music -

http://music.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=musi...
Posted by on Sun, 24 May 2009 22:17:00 GMT

It seems EVERYONE is sick these days...

It seems today,that everyone is sick,sick in the head,sick to their stomachs,sick of death,sick of life,sick of being sick,sick for fake,sick for real,sick because he's sick of her!sick...sick...sick....
Posted by on Sun, 01 Mar 2009 11:03:00 GMT

YESTERDAY WAS PRETTY AMAZING!..but I sadly have proven, I cannot be in the circus!

Yesterday was a great day.  I can't remember MUCH...but i'll get to that point later.  (which sucks)...SOOOO yea!I remember finding out, via my man, that my birthday is in the Bible!!! (gen. 7:11) DUD...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 08:52:00 GMT

MY CELL PHONE IS DEAD!!!!...can is rise?

Okay so my cell phone charger isn't working.  i HATE cricket! lolbut yea.So my phone is DEAD until i can get a new charger...and i REALLY don't know where that'll be.so if you text me, i won't reply f...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Feb 2009 00:10:00 GMT

Where I am...I am where?!

I'm not losing faith, I'm just losing grip on reality,The line is hazy,and I'm fading into the horizon...where lies and thruth are one.........
Posted by on Tue, 03 Feb 2009 05:43:00 GMT

You give me a quiet mind..and i..i love you..

Last night I had a Dream (no i didn't find myself in a desert callled "cyberland..) I was at a concert.  In my dream I knew who the band was..I THINK it was Blue October, because the only song i remem...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jan 2009 15:40:00 GMT

OMG! SHUT UP MOM!!!!!

Okay!  I'm REALLY sick of my mom being a total jerk to me!  She thinks I'm some slut who is smoking behind her back!  I smoke when I'm WAAAAY stressed out!  So like one cigarette every 3 weeks!....Tha...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Jan 2009 22:25:00 GMT

QUESTION GAME! COME PLAY WITH ME ;) lol

Post your name and I will do each of the following:1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.3. I'll say something that only makes sense to ...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 23:03:00 GMT