About Me
". mazel tov ."
the thoughts i always wanted to cry out:
"I kind of wanted to be real about the way I function with women at this current point in my life. Which is, I don’t have one woman that I call my girl. There’s different girls in my life that play different roles and I see at different times, but collectively they kind of make up the roster of happiness for me [Laughs]." -Aubrey.
The term nostalgia describes a longing for the past, often in idealized form
if yesterday is the past, then why does it affect me more than whats happening in the present?
idk, but in the mean time im working on keeping close company with good karma.
but i can't even find
the perfect brush so i can paint what's going through my mind..and if one day you wake up,
and find that your missing me.
and your heart starts to wonder
were on this earth i could be
just know that im stronger from my hearts defeat....& Consequences keep weighing me down
Whenever she think I'm serious I'm playing around
It gets deeper and colder, & funny thing is
I'm writing this in my head as she asleep on my shoulder.
and most women are deceiving, and are the reason that i dont believe in finding the love that i need...
'cause im over having decent chicks that only for chillin with, and women do the same things guys do, the only difference is that there better at conceiling it.
so i push on, and use those who need usage.
After all, the only constant in life is change… so why look at the future as if it is somehow predetermined?
i just always remember that
Growing old is mandatory; growing up is optional.
yet, maybe i shouldnt settle for wealth. i should just gather my vision and sell it myself, that way if it fails, and i never blow up, i can just stand in the mirror and yell at myself...
"love. live. life. proceed. progress."
mazel tov. good karma. good riddance.
