part two of mind vomit |
I ran out of space. Lawl. Though if you read the last one im sure your going, wtf? She loves life?! But yes I do, I love it despite all the shit. =) dude, the cat is stairing at me.....>.> but I...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Feb 2010 17:41:00 GMT |
part one of my mind vomit |
For the fist time in a long time I cried about my past. Even though my blogs on here relate to it, it's been awhile since i've actually shed tears. I dont want to followed by past sins and mistakes no...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Feb 2010 17:33:00 GMT |
Shade |
(shades are faded images of what was once living. Trapped between live and death) Sleepless nights give way to drowzy mornings. Watching with dry eyes as it passes before me. I fade into the...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Nov 2009 19:57:00 GMT |
Ice |
Once i felt a warmth, fluid like water. Delicate. Protective. Moved with each of my motions. Tasted like honey. I find myself sitting. No longer embraced by the sweet tasting warmth but my flesh now r...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Aug 2009 16:54:00 GMT |
Fall |
I feel so much like a child. So small and afraid. I watch my shadows feeling as if im going to see a face. I can feel inky fingers pull me under. An ocean of my madness. Chokeing out apologies though ...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Jul 2009 15:14:00 GMT |
Part 3 |
I want to yell at the world. Make it take notice. Rip off my jacket and let them see the scars. And the three new lines. Yea i still cut. I hear people say they want to die that their lives are to hor...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Jun 2009 21:07:00 GMT |
Part 2 |
It was when she abandoned me. The day she told me to make a list of everything we need to buy and for some reason i was so excited for her to come home. I sat for hours in my driveway with a phone and...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Jun 2009 20:06:00 GMT |
Dont read |
As i sit here i often start to think about why i get so angry. Im always so easy to snap. I hate it. I dont want to be this way. I dont want to be me anymore. Inside my head there i am screaming. I ca...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Jun 2009 19:56:00 GMT |
Thoughts |
I often find myself trying to find the words to explain how i see and feel things. I mean how does one convey how one feels when you see a butterfly swim across the twilight sky. The swollen darkness....
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jun 2009 20:52:00 GMT |
Something old.... |
It's been awhile since the last tome I posted.I have no more internet at my house so i'm stealing from Amanda while she sleeps.School's over.Wow.The feeling of sorrow has settled into my gut and I can...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jun 2009 05:43:00 GMT |
