~There is a part of me
that feels I am different from everyone else.
Something that I can't quite see,
something that I can't quite feel,
something so unreal.
But this 'thing' is always there,
this 'thing' with others, I will never share.
So I push it to the back of my mind,
all the thoughts of boys and clothes
and make-up, it is hiding behind.
Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten,
it comes back with such ferocity,
angry and unforgiving.
I feel so lost and sad,
whatever caused this feeling
must have been so horrible and bad.
A lost memory or something else,
I'll never know,
whatever it is,
I know for sure,
I can never let this feeling show.~
I am love in the face of hate
I am kindness in the face of ridicule
I am strength in the face of diversity
I am patience in the face of the mule
I will not run away from fear, I will not run and hide
I am bravery, I am pride
I will make a difference in this world, big or small
that is my promise to me , my promise to all~I am looking in a mirror,
but all I can see is me,
trying to be
what I want to be
instead of what I really am.
~
And the truth is...I'm not perfect - I don't want to be.
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Feeling so strange and alone. Lost and betrayed, slowly falling down. Every day deeper and deeper into some kind of endless darkness... I can`t find myself... I can`t recognize myself anymore. Nobody ... Posted by on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 16:01:00 GMT