JennY♥

~There is a part of me that feels I am different from everyone else. Something that I can't quite see, something that I can't quite feel, something so unreal. But this 'thing' is always there, this 'thing' with others, I will never share. So I push it to the back of my mind, all the thoughts of boys and clothes and make-up, it is hiding behind. Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten, it comes back with such ferocity, angry and unforgiving. I feel so lost and sad, whatever caused this feeling must have been so horrible and bad. A lost memory or something else, I'll never know, whatever it is, I know for sure, I can never let this feeling show.~ I am love in the face of hate I am kindness in the face of ridicule I am strength in the face of diversity I am patience in the face of the mule I will not run away from fear, I will not run and hide I am bravery, I am pride I will make a difference in this world, big or small that is my promise to me , my promise to all~I am looking in a mirror, but all I can see is me, trying to be what I want to be instead of what I really am. ~ And the truth is...I'm not perfect - I don't want to be.