Alisa-tron Takes On Motherhood

About Me

I am a pessimistic realist that believes in telling how it is, especially when it pisses you off. I am the mommy of a beautiful girl named Lyric Lulabelle, who I swear is going to change the world with her smile, as well as 2 babies who I lost but who still are a huge part of me and who I am. I think about them every second of every day and I pity the world that never got to meet them. I am a musician and a writer. Music and writing are what makes life worth living. Writing not only defines who I am but also acts as a therapeutic tool to help me cope with the bullshit life keeps throwing at me. I am a certified welder and an active Liberal, and an avid football and video game nut. I am a mommy, a daughter, a wife, a friend, a mental case. That's me.

Waiting for the light

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Jim Morrison, and Kurt Cobain.... "We'll float around, and hang out on clouds; then we'll come down and have a hangover!"Also: Bobby Bowden, Warrick Dunn, Michael Moore, Bill and Hillary Clinton, Bill Maher, Mercedes Lander, and Richard Obrien! I'd love to take on a debate with Wolf Blitzer! WATCH THIS!!!

My Blog

That Girl

That girl The one you swept aside In another life Was someone who Could take your pain away ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> She's unbelievably naïve She...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 00:31:00 GMT

Dissipated

My scars are bleeding And no one's here to lick it up I'm pondering life and fate And questioning my beliefs Yearning for some sort of company To sustain me Thumbing through memories Of love and frien...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 12:01:00 GMT

Broken Amity

Altered distortions of our amity Marinate my mind Memories of our twisted contentment Strangely intertwined I'm left with only those memories of you and I And I naively sit in the past looking backwar...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 04:04:00 GMT

forgotten

The intricacy of silenceThe complexity of rhymeThe obscurity of violenceThe density of timeThe assurance that's forgottenThe allureness in-betweenThe attraction that I'm lost inThe involvedness of bei...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 09:55:00 GMT

goodbye

Depressing shades of gray whisper secrets in my earThey haunt my life with clarity and bless my life with fearAnd all my former memories are blissfully distortedEvery layer of my life painfully contor...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 20:15:00 GMT

jaded

I often wonder what life has in store for meBut I'm afraid now I have wasted too many hours just waiting for my life to come together that all the oppurtunities have passed me byI spent so much time b...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 00:01:00 GMT

Silence

I start to fade My mind is lost I said I'll stay Whatever cost But prices rise And souls turn black My sullen eyes Can't take it back This misery consumes my every dying breath I'm breaking I'm break...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 17:23:00 GMT

Falling Further

She slits her wrists and starts to bleed She cries for help, but no one hears She knows it's too late to concede She's lost inside her lonely tears And she falls farther down the cracks Until t...
Posted by on Wed, 02 May 2007 22:58:00 GMT

Dissonance

Another taste of nothing Another dollar down Another empty feeling To leave me gagged and bound Another raw temptation A shot into the wind Another fucking failure To push me toward my end So ...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 07:56:00 GMT

Torture

I'm holding on too tight To a feeling I made up in my mind I can't decipher the good from the bad The right from the wrong And I just need to unwind My mind is cloudy in a haze Wrapped up and w...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 15:08:00 GMT