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my name is cody and im not sure what is going on. im really late and i am sorry. i wanted to do this when i had more time and was more comfortable. that was the cause for some of the delay but the other reason was partial procrastination. i said i would write the same amount as you because i was afraid of how much i would write. you are someone i don't fully understand. another word is your weird. your ability to make me happier is amazing. so is your ability to make me depressed. but the happiness outweighs the depression, so its good :) you make all these weird faces that i feel are some kind of attempt at protecting yourself. i like this because you know you should keep your guard up. im not as good as you at that but it doesn't matter because i don't need to protect myself from you. i know your a person i can trust and love. i remember how cute we used to be. its really funny. you've opened my mind to many things and i am grateful i hope i have done the same in return. you think your "cold-hearted" but you have such a great ability to feel for another its depressing. i know you will understand when no one else will and that is why you mean so much to me. i love you.