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Nick

About Me

Your face is the difference in all that i know
bruised and bloodied; tis grace You have shown
for it is i who should be bearing Your pain
but rather, i stand below You and mock Your name
my lies, my lust, my blasphemy and deceit
are to blame for the nails driven into your hands and your feet
why would you go to such great lengths for me?
why would you suffer so much just to be hung on that tree?
with each drop of blood, with each smoldering tear
i begin to realize that there is something very wrong here
as i gaze into your exhausted, broken, and sorrowful eyes
i start to see a glorious and beautiful man in disguise
You came to serve, put Yourself among the lowest of lows
You made fools of the proud; the humiliated You choose
i am a wretched young man marred with mistakes, tormented in strife
so again, i reprise, who am i to stand before the Giver of Life?
i, nick aufenkamp, am really quite small
and i don't deserve to know the Creator of All
but He has called me from my place in the grave
and has opened my eyes to His glory that saves
so for He, and He alone I will sing
so that all the world may know of the majesty of my crucified King.
That is all. FULLBLEED

My Interests

Music:

Member Since: 18/01/2007
Band Members: Nick Aufenkamp.
Worshipper.
Influences:
Sounds Like: A confused and wayward heart crying out for something better.
Record Label: Unknown Indie
Type of Label: Unsigned

My Blog

Kiwi Update 2

Hello All, It has been a pretty crazy past few weeks. School started on July 21 and two weeks have already gone by. So far, all has been really good. The campus is absolutely gorgeous, there are a ...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 01:44:00 GMT

New Zealand Post 1

Hello All,New Zealand is absolutely gorgeous. This is by far the most beautiful place I have ever been. There are hundreds of rolling hills that lead into lush green valleys that are just breath-tak...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 16:54:00 GMT

Cuts.

It was just an ordinary day. It started out just the same.Good morning. Eat your cereal. Have a splendid day.It was just a summer afternoon.He ran around. He played. He jumped through sprinklers a...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 01:20:00 GMT

The Father

Loves.Awesome: awe-inspiring, fear striking, worthy of reverence. Is my God not an Awesome God? I have so little faith. In these times where I choose not to seek Christ, in these moments where I ha...
Posted by on Sat, 24 May 2008 01:50:00 GMT

Think

A swing with the hammerthe glass goes flying in all directionsfragmented reflections of my own self.Nothing really is what it seems.Here I lay. Here I type.So desperately I long for my head packed ch...
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 23:04:00 GMT

mind

Walk in my shoes.My feet are too blistered and I shall go no further.I do not have the strength.I do not have the soul.I do not have the heart.my white flag is impure.i am sorry.
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 01:40:00 GMT

fake love.

You didn’t see it coming.You never bothered to turn around.It crept up upon you and sucked you down without a prayer.Somewhere in your apathy to the waves crashing down upon the rockslost in you...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 21:51:00 GMT

??s?a {pascha}

Deal the cardsI just want to play one more roundThe excitement of the turnThe thrill of the river I have hardly anything left to loseBring what you’ve gotRead ’em and weep.That’s jus...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 22:27:00 GMT

What is Man?

Explain to me all that you knowtell me about your adventurestell me about loveshare with me your hardshipswhat experiences do you have to quench the thirst of this desperate soulYour weathered and wor...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 01:41:00 GMT

Bring Me Back

God is good and I am not.I am a hypocrite, I am too often lukewarm, a complete jerk to some, I lie, I cheat, I steal, I'm full of myself. I am man. Completely mortal and completely devastated by the...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 22:30:00 GMT