*Sunshine*

Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom. ANDI LOVE...my family-I love our newest addition LYDIA GRACE-I love Michael-I love Haedyn Rylie-I love my dog Luca and my puppy Bailey and my newest puppy Harley-my girlfriends-singing in the car-bubblegum icecream-millerlite-partying with my girls-i laugh at my own jokes-i love chocolate chip cookies and i always hog the covers-I've had my heart broken before, but life goes on-karma is a BITCH-"what goes around comes around"(I live by this!)-brunettes have more fun-pink roses-pizza-tanning-girls nights out-working out-getting my hair done-lipgloss-strawberry shortcake-the smell of coconut-road trips with the girls-sunday afternoons-honesty-funny people-colorful socks-chocolate covered strawberries-flavored H2O-cuddling-camping-baseball games-getting my nails done-my digital camera-disneyland-dietcoke-monopoly-I Love my NIKE SHOX!-lipgloss-smiling-public displays of affection-laughing-burberry brit perfume-pistons-carmel apples-watermelons-cuddling-laughing so hard my face and stomach hurt-making out-massages-hawaiian tropic suntan lotion-genuine people-shoes-positive people-new clothes-bubblegum-hugs-movies-clean sheets-love letters-snowmobiling-music-kids-purses-wife-beaters-coffee beans-popsicles-happiness-holding hands-banana monkies(Cancun!!)-dirty martinis-cancun vacations-tattoos-sweatpants-thunderstorms-flipflops-sunshin e-independence-popcorn-fruity smoothies-love songs-scary movies-trashy talk shows-waterfalls-messy hair-parrotbay & pineapplejuice-yankee candles-fudge covered oreos-victoria secret lingerie-beaches-shopping-lipgloss-amusement parks-concerts-sleep-email-sunglasses-snow-kisses on the forehead-oprah-red wine-lipgloss-sunsets-bars-clubs-kindness-drinking-lazydays and hanging out with Kel-she is my best friend-I don't take thing too seriously, it takes all the fun outta life!-i believe "life is too short to sweat the small stuff!"-My life is absolute non-stop insanity and i LOVE every minute of it! I HATE...mean people-NOSEY people!!(Mind your own damn business!)-liars-GETTING LOST-backstabbers-smoking-moochers-obnoxious people-traffic-car accidents-speeding tickets-hairy backs-asskissers-sloppy drunks-puking-slackers-yellow teeth-snoring-IMMATURITY-lazyasses-greed-bad dancers-jealousy-bad hair extensions-and being alone.