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As happy as a bunny can be

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About Me

"Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful."

I am smart, beautiful, strong, vibrant, and worthy of love and respect.

Feel Deeply, Love Fiercely. Being hurt is inevitable: the worse you get hurt, the more real you are......... I wish I wasn't so real.

I miss you all ready, I miss you all ways, this is how I feel.

It is selfish to love people and expect them to love you back.

I stay awake for fear of my dreams

I do not care if you do not like me, you only see what I allow you to see.

Be very careful if you make a woman cry: God counts her tears. Woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal, under the arm to be protected, next to the heart to be loved.

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
Neil Gaiman

When life hands you lemons, add vodka and chill

The ability to make love frivolously is the chief characteristic which distinguishes human beings from the beasts. (Heywood Broun)

“Thought is subversive and revolutionary, destructive and terrible, thought is merciless to privilege, established institutions, and comfortable habit. Thought looks into the pit of hell and is not afraid. Thought is great and swift and free, the light of the world, and the chief glory of man.”- Bertrand Russell

Girls are person's too!

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My Interests

More often then not, happiness is an illusion.
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I'd like to meet:

Anyone but you.
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Television:

I'd like to say I love my DVR, almost as much as I hate it. Seriously, if I didn't have one, I'd watch so much less tv. I love Grey's Anat, Desperate Housewives, Grease! You're the one that I want, Project Runway, Practically anything on Food Network, Family Guy, Futurama, Stripperella, The Girls Next Door, The Twilight Zone, Law and Order (most of all SVU) and various other specials on some of the "learning" channels.

Books:

My favorite ever is Watership Down by Richard Adams. It just makes me happy to be alive.

Heroes:

I don't like to elevate anyone that high, because I hate being disappointed. So if I do idolize anyone, it's a secret.

My Blog

A few abstract thoughts, a letter to my spirit baby.

Have you ever had a moment, a thought, a dream, a passing, fleeting revelation of what you life means?It is beautiful- truely, blindly, unconditionally amazing.I keep having these... realizations, and...
Posted by As happy as a bunny can be on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 11:39:00 PST

Happy Fucking Mothers Day

I hate this day with nearly every fiber of my being. I am insanely jealous. I deserve, just as much as other women, that title. And it's making the pain and the grief that much more accute, that much ...
Posted by As happy as a bunny can be on Sun, 13 May 2007 08:09:00 PST

Caring too little, too much

Sometimes, when i go to work, I am super. I make great money, and I have a really fun time. And I know i can do it all the time... But I don't. I actually feel like it's a conscious decision, and that...
Posted by As happy as a bunny can be on Sat, 12 May 2007 12:00:00 PST

nightmares

I never had nightmares like this.... I keep having these awful, disturbing dreams in which I do things I'll so regret. and they're real, I think. Because as I wake up I reach for my cell to call someo...
Posted by As happy as a bunny can be on Wed, 09 May 2007 07:23:00 PST

It really is hard to find a GREAT fuck buddy.

So, Last night was pretty shitty. I had a awful panic attack at work; the power failed and I got so scared in the dark that a customer would go balistic and attack me that I just collapsed and started...
Posted by As happy as a bunny can be on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 01:41:00 PST

If I wasn't blonde with big breasts?

Would you still like me? notice me? Care?Sometimes I get really mad when I get hit on, when some random loser tries to pick me up, when I'm the only one in a group to get a double-take. Then I get a r...
Posted by As happy as a bunny can be on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 09:17:00 PST

To Sleep, Perchance to Dream

Dreams wrap me up, capturing meSuffacating me.Don't let go, "look at us, loo at what we say. This is wrong. Don't live like this. You are better then this. Becareful. Your life will speed past you so ...
Posted by As happy as a bunny can be on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 12:28:00 PST

I can't remember the last time I really felt alive.

Actually, I can. And it was awful. It was horrible and painful, but it was better then this is. At least it wasn't alone. I had someone to be there, someone to hold me and just let me cry, someone to...
Posted by As happy as a bunny can be on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 09:12:00 PST

you cannot leave the subject line blank

stopStop.don't thinkhurtHurts.just sleepscreamScream.at meblockBlock.all thingshateHate.to bejust something that's been stuck in my head....If you turn the tv up loud enough, you can't help but to pay...
Posted by As happy as a bunny can be on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 12:19:00 PST

life: a series of illusions

Sometimes I have this rediculous illusion that I'm so important. And then other times I realize I'm not important at all, in the grand scheme of things. Then I think, well, one person can make a profo...
Posted by As happy as a bunny can be on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 10:25:00 PST