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Countdown to Catastrophe

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About Me

(Warning) I'm totally insane. I don't mean that so much in a he does odd things way I mean more like "we the jury find the defendant" kind of insane. The longer you spend with or around me you'll realize this to be more and more true. I'm just a few sandwiches short of a basket. Not many people haven't said "youre insane" to me, it used to be slightly offensive but then I came to find it was kinda true. I like to play guitar, write songs (not great in my opinion),depending the time of the year, skateboarding and enjoying the outdoors, scaring people. Oh, right. I pretty much hate everyone, and I do mean HATE I use hate in the context of "I don't care if your dead or not" with so few exections I can count them on one hand. I don't even know what else to put here. So yeah...Go away. I need to get back to my conversation with myself.Ask me if you want to find out more about me.
A poem:
Peace is but a shadow of death, desperate to forget its painful past, though we hope for promising years, after shedding a thousand tears. Yesterday's sorrow constantly nears, and while the moon still shines blue, by dawn it will turn to scarlet hue.
I will not add you unless I get a message of somekind first.
Disorder Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder : High
Schizoid Personality Disorder : High
Schizotypal Personality Disorder : Moderate
Antisocial Personality Disorder : High
Borderline Personality Disorder : Moderate
Histrionic Personality Disorder : Low
Narcissistic Personality Disorder : Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder : Low
Dependent Personality Disorder : High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder : Moderate
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone who I can trust in the long run. I know that there are people out there who are good people, but it's more a matter of sifting through all the bad ones to find them.Someone who won't fuck me over in one way or another.

This dude.

My Blog

*sigh*

I'm starting to see the error of my ways. To be honest I must say it kinda sucks, hehe though being able to spot your own flaws I guess can't be a total loss. Now just to actually get around to doing ...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 20:06:00 GMT

*dazed*

I have really got to say that staying up such weird hours is a head change. I'm feeling more like a vampire and looking more like a zombie. I'm finding that I have more of my days however which has be...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Feb 2009 05:45:00 GMT

...this isnt my batman glass

What a strange blog title...So a couple nights ago after I got off of work I was hit by a few just amazing epiphanies? however its spelled it was like a night of revelations anyway. So about 5 o'clock...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Feb 2009 07:48:00 GMT

What about mindless paranoia now?

"If you need directions you could see the mad hatter.""I dont want to talk to a mad person.""Well theres always the march hare.""I'll talk to him then." "...But he's mad too...haha we're all mad here"...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jan 2009 03:57:00 GMT

Listless pulses

Well first and foremost I wish who ever is reading this a Happy New Year. I hope that the coming year is better than the previous. n.nAnyways, back to what I was about to write about. So I've began tr...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 22:26:00 GMT

Trust or friendship are fake

Are Friends Truly Worth Having???An oddity of the mind, a deep rooted contempt for humanity and all that it brings and represents. People, at this point in time basically disgust me. So much so, that ...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 20:43:00 GMT

wheee!!!

Uhh...I'm not really too sure what to say really. Damn...This isn't like me I should have something to ramble on about but strangely I don't I'm just sitting here listening to music in the dark and ty...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 01:34:00 GMT

Deep in thought

I finally think I have some of my head on straight. Downside? I think I went a little crazy. Literally. I found myself plagued by thought, it drove me mad but, then it hit me kind of like an epiphany....
Posted by on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 23:36:00 GMT

Wonders of the world and the mind

[/guitar solo] So for what I'm going to assume is the past three days or so, I can't recall too well considering I haven't slept more than 10 hours in the given time frame.I have too much on my mind n...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 22:10:00 GMT

Is there something wrong with me?....

I'm beginning to fall under the impression that there is something wrong with me. Not just mentally either, I knew that  long time ago. I mean am I seriously destined to be forever miserable? Yes...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 15:34:00 GMT