-Today, I undressed in front of my mirror that said to me " This is your chance to be bold, brazen and adored", the only thing that's stopping me is my own self doubt...so therefore THE HUNT IS ON--I shall now PUT ON THE WAR PAINT, STRUT MY STUFF AND DAZZLE WHEREVER I GO ..... -"Living in the moment. Pleasure seems to suffer when you think too much,,,so just fuck it and live it"ELENA..
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..AT THE MOMENT IM SINGLE SO I THOUGHT OF GOING MAD AND PAINT THE WHOLE TOWN RED AND HOPE FOR A VERY SEDUCTIVE STRANGER TO JOIN ME.. i FEEL THAT THERE ARE MOUNTAINS TO BE MOVED, EXOTIC SHORES TO BE DISCOVERED AND FLASHES OF GENIUS TO BE GROUNDED BUT I NEED THAT GUY TO KEEP UP WITH MY PACE AND THEN MAYBE HE'LL BE WORTH MY INVESTMENT...
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.. i THINK BEING UNIQUE ADDS FLAVOUR TO THE JOURNEY... "IF WE ALL ACT THE SAME AND THINK THE SAME, LIFE CAN BE TEDIOUS AND DRY" (ELENA).. IM DETERMINED TO LIVE UP THE WARRIOR PRINCESS IMAGE I PORTRAY, IM FROM SPARTi, GREECE AREN'T I.....
Im never satisfied w/ myself but if you really think about it, thats a good thing. It's what keeps me striving to improve myself....
.. SHOULD I CAST A ROMANTIC GLOW OVER EVERYTHING AND GLAMORIZE ALL THE PEOPLE AROUND ME TO FEEL THE PURPOSE ??.. I THINK I RATHER JUST TURN ON THE LIGHTS TO PHYSICAL BLISS AND DIM THE LIGHTS TO EMOTIONAL HONESTY..THE ONLY WAY I STAY REASONABLY SANE IS JOIN IN AND DO AS I WOULD BE DONE BY.......I THINK I'LL JUST CHILL OUT FOR NOW AND WATCH THE GRASS GROW..THE WORLD IS MY OYSTER AND IF I DON'T WIDEN MY PERCEPTION AND FLIRT THE DAYS AWAY I WON'T BE TRUE TO MY INDIVIDUALITY SO THEREFORE!!.......You don't need to know ALL the answers.. No one is smart enough yet to ask all the questions.--so therefore don't ask me , i'll just tell you what I want..We'll do it all
Everything
On our own,We don't need
Anything
Or anyone .If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?.I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel,Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough...If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life,Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads.I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own.If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life--All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see.I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all.If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?.--I love to laugh and joke around about almost everything.. Once you can laugh at your own weaknesses, you can move forward. Comedy breaks down walls. It opens up people. If you're good, you can fill up those openings with something positive. Maybe you can combat some of the ugliness in the world. I don't feel strong. No, I really don't, because I know I'm not. But it's not because I don't want to be strong. People may think that I'm strong, because I'm stubborn, and because I have ideas and opinions. I trust myself. I trust my opinions, so I give a lot of weight to what I want. Maybe, because I know I'm not strong, I become strong
