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Jawnfin

another case of trying to make it in the big city

About Me

Its about looking damn good, and feeling even better.
Wishing For a Star to Wish Upon: Part 1
And she waits by the shore
for her man to come by.
Picking rocks for her vanity
from the pale green water.
Its a temporary escape from the city
and she knows it won't last forever.
The cool ocean breeze
sends chills down her legs.
Wishes he could do the same to her
by simply passing by.
But he doesn't pass her by.
Leaves her waiting til the sunset dies.
The ships in the distance
and the driftwood on the shore
A reminder that nothing lasts forever.
She finds hope that he will find her soon,
beneath the pale moon light.
But the clouds cover the moon again tonight.
And she returns to the city just like last night.
She dreams of the movie life
With well-scripted lines to play with your heart
And morning kisses that could make your day.
But she'll never find her star.
Let alone be one.
And when the daydream ends
She opens her eyes
to the blinking lights in the distance.
A reminder that some things never change.
As the lights glimmer
gently over the still water.
She places the stones on her vanity.
And she closes her eyes to drift asleep.
"Maybe tomorrow the moon will shine.
Maybe tomorrow I'll find my star."
A Star To Wish Upon: Part 2
She awakes from a dream
of a boy with dark eyes.
And she lets out a sigh
as her heart nearly dies.
But today the sky is filled
with only the most brilliant of blues,
And the sun reflects off her face,
as she reads her morning news.
She takes her daily horoscope
and posts it on the wall.
"Today will be a perfect ten,
your greatest day of all."
Shes never believed in fairy tales,
Nor in heaven or in hell.
Though true love always made her dream
she only found it in a shell.
As the sun dies down
and the moon follows through,
She gathers her ambitions,
and leaves as good as new.
Shes Shoreline bound,
just like last night.
Once again escapes the city
to watch the distant lights.
Arriving at her usual spot,
notices something strange.
A boy with dark hair,
and a tie to rearrange.
Hes picking shells from the sand,
that were washed up from the sea.
And she suddenly feels like an actress,
as if scripted, its too good to be.
She takes a deep breath
and approaches the dark haired boy.
Beneath the pale moonlight,
she speaks, in a voice so coy.
He catches her eyes and smiles her way
he knew exactly how to bring her to her knees.
He opens his hand to reveal his findings,
as the wind blows gently through the trees.
He offers her a shell in the shape of a heart.
And places it in her palm, as if to demand.
Its at that moment she realizes,
that he has her heart in his hands.
And they go their seperate ways,
blowing kisses from afar.
And she settles into bed.
Tonight she found her star.

My Interests

confidence, true love, non-blondes, the brass and string section.
quite possibly in that order.

I am also part of an elite crew of club-goers known as Le Phoenix Crew.

I'd like to meet:

If you'll be my star, I'll be your sky
You can hide underneath me and come out at night
When I turn jet black, and you show off your light
I live to let you shine

--- you are beautiful

Music:

is my first language. english second.

Movies:

i probably haven't seen your favourite movie.

Television:

is draining your creativity.

Books:

I haven't found anything better than the Time Travellers Wife. In the library OR in life.

Heroes:

Alfie. (haha)

My Blog

My Future in a Reflection

Tonight I'll catch your eyesin your reflection in the window.Its my subtle wayof learning everything you are.And soon enough you'll leave this trainand I'll sit here wondering why I bother.But right n...
Posted by Jawnfin on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 11:11:00 PST

Post Your Name Here!

1. I'll respond with something random about you, or something random that reminds me of you2. I'll challenge you to try something.3. I'll tell you something I like about you.4. I'll tell you my first/...
Posted by Jawnfin on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 11:03:00 PST

A Darker Shade of Brown

This is to youMy only love.This is to the chills you gave meAnd to the smile that caused them..And to the day I realizedthat you were over me.See, these slow songs They've never been so comforting..An...
Posted by Jawnfin on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 03:54:00 PST

One Last Time

And these words fall from your lipsjust like the colours fall in Autumn.And just as quickly disappearin the shadow of this new beginning.But the sun still shines and come the springI know that you'll ...
Posted by Jawnfin on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 06:20:00 PST

Angel in the Aisle Seat

If these instincts are realthen I know just how you feel.When everytime I say hello to youis just like a dream come true to you,These words never came so easy.I'm not sure you understandJust how much ...
Posted by Jawnfin on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 06:19:00 PST

Beautiful at Bedtime

This is the third time tonightthat I've caught myself thinking of you.Maybe you don't want to hear itbut can you blame me?You eyes are hypnotic, your words intriguingand I can't help but wonder what i...
Posted by Jawnfin on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 10:16:00 PST

Perfectly Different

I was home alone the night you told me the everything would be okay. You said your goodbyes.. I wasn't prepared for this. You know, if we weren't so different, we'd be perfect for each other. Funny h...
Posted by Jawnfin on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 09:31:00 PST

Long Distance Lovers

Ill meet you at the bus stationWe'll take it slow from thereSpit out lines of how you've missed meIll smile as if you meant it.We're at the third awkward silence of the nightand only the first beer. A...
Posted by Jawnfin on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 09:15:00 PST

This is totally me.

BLUES are motivated by INTIMACY, seek opportunitiesto genuinely connect with others, and need tobe appreciated. They do everything withquality and are devoted and loyal friends andemployers/employees....
Posted by Jawnfin on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 03:34:00 PST

My Promise to You

I met you at the train stationI barely recognized you.It had been awhile since I saw you lastYour face didn't quite light up the way it used to.You threw out 'i miss you's as if this were your last ch...
Posted by Jawnfin on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 04:32:00 PST