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... Beautifully Chaotic ...

.......if home is where the heart is, where is home when there is no heart.......

About Me

*::...There's Too Much Beauty To Quit...::*

i'm 23 in wenatchee, washington. the only drama i own is my own. my friends & my family are my world. i'm lucky to have them... they're the greatest. we're like one big disFUNctional family! i'm by far not a lady to any extent... i cuss worse than a sailor & i can make a construction worker blush the way i talk. my favorite outfit is tank top, hoodie, jeans, sandals... even in the summer. i spit habitually & i smoke like a chimney. i'm me... real... no gimmicks... u get wut u see. if u don't like it, u don't have a reason to talk to me. if u don't kno me, there's no need to have my name in ur mouth. i can be the sweetest person... but i'm usually the meanest. i like to talk shit... i do it jokingly. if u take offense, my bad... get over it. i'm fairly violent but it's usually a joking matter. there aren't many ppl i hate, just a lot of ppl i don't trust. i have the upmost respect for anyone who has the same respect for me. i like to have the occasional drink & i like to get stoned as long as it's around the right ppl. i will fight for me, my 'wife', my best friends, kids, & my family... other than that... if u can't handle ur own shit u shouldn't have gotten urself into it. i'm not gonna put myself in a position to go to jail for anyone else just as i don't expect them to put themselves in that position for me. i'm a big girl, i can handle my shit... i just have some good backup in case it's needed. ♣ I'm AUNTY JESSY to most kids... I ♥ love ♥them all the same! ♣ I'm HEAD'S wifey... but ONLY HERS, so don't go gettin any ideaz buddy. ♣ I'm KERI'S bitch, but she's muh hooker so it evens out. ♣ I'm SUPERMAN'S kryptonite so be careful. ♣ I'm CHRISSY'S 'baby's daddy'... inside joke. ♣ I'm BIG MIKEY'S stripper wife, so back off! ♣ MARCOS is MY 'SPECIAL' FAT KID N I luvz himz. ♣ I'm HEATHER'S slap-bitch... watch ya face, mane! ♣ I'm BRICE'S little buddy N that ain't ever gonna change. ♣ I'm NIKKI N MOMMA SUE'S fuckin freak cuz I'm crazy like that I guess. ♣ I'm JESSE'S late nite Wal Mart buddy, we have way too much fun there! ♣ I'm LIL' SISTER to a lot of muh boyz, so they get a little protective. IDK wut else to say about muhself so if u run across any questionz in that pretty lil' head of urz, feel free ta ask! Like I said, I'm pretty open to just about anything. So just like that, I'm out. Latez!

My Interests

What I Like: ♠ Go'n to tha bar n hang'n out with my friends. ♠ Pick'n on ♥Adam♥ LOL. Crazy leprechaun! ♠ Sunrises N Sunsets... they're breathtaking. ♠ The hustle N bustle of the city. ♠ Ponder'n lives... my own as well as others. ♠ Drink'n with tha homies, that is WHEN n IF i drink anyways. ♠ Muh ♥Fat Kid♥ makes me laugh lots. ♠ ♥Heather♥ cracks me up non-stop... her n all her sexy stoner goofiness. ♠ Watch'n all the drunks at tha bar... they're goofy with they beer goggles on. ♠ Stay'n up for 3 days in a row twacked on Bawlz Energy Drink with ♥"Head"♥ N ♥Chela.♥ ♠ Spend'n time with my ♥family.♥ ♠ Play'n with my friends' kids... all my ♥"nieces N nephews"♥... they're a blast. ♠ Sitt'n on the phone listen'n to all ♥Kizzerts'♥ fight'n stories. ♠ ♠ Hang'n out @ 7-11 until 6am with ♥Kimmye♥ so she's not lonely while she's work'n. ♠ Go'n to the after hours parties... too much fun!!! ♠ Talk'n shit to people I kno, cuz it's great fun. ♠ Laughter makes me happy. => ♠ Jokes. ♠ Smiles... I ♥ to see ppl smile. ♠ Act'n like an idiot... or flash'n... to make CERTAIN people smile. ♠ Clumsy people. ♠ Jumpy people (even though I'm one of them). ♠ Music is my ♥LOVE♥. ♠ Cuddl'n up with someone... yes, I'm a CuDdLe WhOrE, gotta problem? ♠ Ninjas... HIYA BITCHES!! => ♠ Fooooooodd... love.food. :P ♠ Be'n able to be ♣ME♣. ♠ Animals. ♠ Sitt'n on rooftops or on hoods of vehicles on hills, look'n @ tha city lights... very calming & helps me think. =] ♠ Camping. ♠ Sitt'n @ the park with a good friend just talk'n & wrestl'n & laugh'n. ♠ Pictures N Memories. ♠ Drawing N Others' Drawings. ♠ Tattoos = Sexy!!! ♠ Walking. ♠ Stand'n, dance'n, & skipp'n in tha rain. ♠ Road trips rock my sox. => ♠ Sing'n in tha shower... as long as no one hears me => ♠ Traveling. ♠ Haunted places, Ghosts, N Other Spirits. ♠ Pointless walks with ♥"Head"♥ N ♥Krystl♥ to absolutely nowherez. ♠ Go'n to Linden Tree N jump'n offa dock with all tha homies... & skinny dipp'n after the bar. ♠ Thunderstorms excite me lots. Especially if lots of lightning is involved. => ♠ Writing. ♠ MySpace. ♠ Typing. ♠ Board Games, Card Games, Dice Games, N Dominos. ♠ Baseball/Softball. ♠ Shoot'n pool. ♠ Word Searches, Sudoku, N Fill-ins... I'mma dork like dat. ♠ Hugs. ♠ Hot Rain. ♠ The smell of fresh rain. ♠ Candles smell nummy, too. ♠ Pecan pie is so great. ♠ Sweet tea makes me wanna nut in muh pants!!!! :P ♠ Fight'n tha girls @ tha bar when I don't wanna dance. =] ♠ Grabb'n ♥Mandi's♥ boobies!! ♠ Go'n on 'ninja walks' with ♥"Head"♥... duck'n N hide'n from cars N shit... HAHAHAHA! ♠ Hack'n... or attempt'n to. Im not too good no more. ♠ Jump'n in tha river every Apple Blossom @ 6am in my bikini top & boxers with ♥"Head"♥. ♠ Apparently I like 2 be nakie when I iz drunk... hmmm. ♠ Etc. etc. etc.What I Don't Like: ♠ Be'n drug into people's drama... if I want in, I'll find a way. ♠ Hand'n my drama off to other people... I will vent, but don't try to solve my shit plz n thanks. ♠ People who talk shit in a hypocritical manner or behind someone's back. ♠ Disrespectful assholes N stupid stank ass broads (no, I'm not talkin bout anyone in particular). ♠ "Gangsters". ♠ Two-faced people. ♠ People who are in friendships for what they can get out of them instead of what they can put into them. ♠ Liars. ♠ Users, abusers, N pathetic losers. ♠ Scandalous cop call'n bitches (Tami). ♠ People who think that their opinion in other peoples relationships/personal lives matter. There are no 'TESTS' that people have to go through to be with/hang out with someone.

I'd like to meet:

Friends... can never have too many of those. If u're just lookin to hook up, look the other way. It'd be nice to meet a guy worth while in my area. Doesn't need to be an actual relationship type deal... it'd just be nice to have someone to kinda date. Someone to spend time with n cuddle up with. Don't go thinkin I'm the typical female, always gotta be in a relationship. I ain't lookin for love, just kind of a companionship. That's about it. Get at me if u think u're worth while... but I'll be the one to determine if u are. Thanks. "AN EVIL FRIEND IS MORE TO BE FEARED THAN A WILD BEAST; A WILD BEAST MAY WOUND YOUR BODY, BUT AN EVIL FRIEND WILL WOUND YOUR MIND." -BUDDHA "YOU CAN ONLY BE YOUNG ONCE, BUT YOU CAN ALWAYS BE IMMATURE." "NEVER PRETEND TO LOVE WHICH YOU DO NOT ACTUALLY FEEL, FOR LOVE IS NOT OURS TO COMMAND." -ALAN WATTS "ANGER MAKES YOU SMALLER, WHILE FORGIVENESS FORCES YOU TO GROW BEYOND WHAT YOU WERE." -CHERIE CHARTER-SCOTT "YOU CAN TELL MORE ABOUT A PERSON BY WHAT HE SAYS ABOUT OTHERS THAN YOU CAN BY WHAT OTHERS SAY ABOUT HIM." -ANONYMOUS "EVERYTHING HAS BEAUTY, BUT NOT EVERYONE SEES IT." -CONFUCIUS "CHALLENGES ARE WHAT MAKE LIFE INTERESTING; OVERCOMING THEM IS WHAT MAKES LIFE MEANINGFUL." -JOSHUA J. MARINE "ONLY I CAN CHANGE MY LIFE. NO ONE CAN DO IT FOR ME." -CAROL BURNETT "THE TRUE MEASURE OF A MAN IS HOW HE TREATS SOMEONE WHO CAN DO HIM ABSOLUTELY NO GOOD." -ANN LANDERS "THE WORLD IS A DANGEROUS PLACE TO LIVE, NOT BECAUSE OF THE PEOPLE WHO ARE EVIL, BUT BECAUSE OF THE PEOPLE WHO DON'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT." -ALBERT EINSTEIN "A FRIEND IS ONE WHO KNOWS US, BUT LOVES US ANYWAY." -FR. JEROME CUMMINGS "KINDNESS IS A LANGUAGE WHICH THE DUMB CAN SPEAK, THE DEAF CAN UNDERSTAND." -C.N. BOVEE"THE HIGHEST REWARD FOR A PERSON'S TOIL IS NOT WHAT THEY GET FOR IT, BUT WHAT THEY BECOME BY IT." -JOHN RUSKIN
"FEAR LESS, HOPE MORE; WHINE LESS, BREATHE MORE; TALK LESS, SAY MORE; HATE LESS, LOVE MORE; AND ALL GOOD THINGS ARE YOURS." -SWEDISH PROVERB

Music:

ICP, Boondox, Twiztid, Psychopathic Rydaz, KMK, Kingspade, Dark Lotus, ABK, AMB... various genres of rock... a lot of shit, mane.Take the quiz:
Insane clown posse quiz, Juggalo or Poser?

Juggalo
Your a True Juggalo, Born With a hatchet and a juggalo face, Cruisin with A trunk full of faygo and a car full of fat chix, and haunted by a Dark Carnival, your hmies are family too, and you believe Santa Clause is a fat bitch. Hallowen is prolly ur favorite Holiday. if this is tru and ur a juggalette you should im me on .. IndependentJ0ker (with tha number zero) Much Clown love!

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Movies:

Comedies are the greatest. I love movies based on true stories N crimes. Action's not bad. Not big on scary, freaky, gorey movies but I'll watch em every now N again. Romance... wow... not really my thing, but I do like a few. I love Disney movies N movies like them.

Television:

I don't watch tv really. If I do, it's music videos on MTV or CMT or some kinda shit like that.

Books:

News of Record in The Wenatchee World. V.C. Andrews. Dean Koontz. A few Stephen King books. There are other great books I've loved, too.

Heroes:

I have a lot of influences N role models... there are a lot of people that add to what made me (and help make me) who I am N I'm sure there will be plenty more of them to come. Everyone in my life takes up a piece of me N my heart N I learn lessons from each N every one of them.

My Blog

hmmm...

i've been havin a pretty hard time with myself lately... i been thinkin' about my life & still can't answer the always-asked question...  what do i want to do with my life?? fuck if i know......
Posted by ... Beautifully Chaotic ... on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 05:38:00 PST

retaliation

Man:Where have you been all my life?Woman: Hiding from you.Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before?Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.Man: Is this seat empty?Woman: Yes, and this one wil...
Posted by ... Beautifully Chaotic ... on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 04:16:00 PST

Just Quotes...

"You grow up on the day you have your first real laugh at yourself" - Ethel Barrymore "A cynic is a man who, when he smells flowers, looks around for a coffin." -H. L. Mencken "Conscience is the inner...
Posted by ... Beautifully Chaotic ... on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 06:13:00 PST

Randomness!!! Oh Yesssss... Ha Ha!

Random Kinds of Factness: -The Food & Drug Administration allows up to 210 insect fragments and 7 rodent hairs in a regular 700-gram jar of peanut butter before considering the product too unsanit...
Posted by ... Beautifully Chaotic ... on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 05:49:00 PST

Rewritten by Calvin n Greg

Soul Survivor(Mickey D's remix)... by Calvin and Greg Chorus :If you lookin' for me I'll be on the grillWith my buns dropped tryna keep the KVS clock down (Now)'Cuz I'm a grilla (Yeah)I...
Posted by ... Beautifully Chaotic ... on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 04:12:00 PST

Aboutsa Me <3

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:JessyBirthday:June 16Birthplace:San Antonio, TXCurrent Location:Wenatchee, WAEye Color:BlueHair Color:BrownHeight:5'7"Right Handed or Left Handed:RightyYour Her...
Posted by ... Beautifully Chaotic ... on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 02:02:00 PST

My Favorites!

What's your favorite....Beverage (non-alc) ?Sweet TeaBeverage (alc) ?SmirnoffColor ?GreenFood ?GoodItem of clothing ?HoodieMeal of the day ?Lunch... it's tha only meal I eatFeature on yourself ?EyesQu...
Posted by ... Beautifully Chaotic ... on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 01:51:00 PST

Can U Believe It??

SOMEONE ACTUALLY MADE ME SPEECHLESS!!  I DO BELIEVE THAT'S A FIRST! LOL, JUST THOUGHT I'D LET Y'ALL KNO... ITS A VERY RARE THING. WELL, THATS ALL MY DEARS! LOVE YOU ALL! ...
Posted by ... Beautifully Chaotic ... on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 01:45:00 PST

FuCk YeAh!

k, well, idk wut tha FuCk YeAh wuz really about... just bored i guess. so here i am, on vacation... away from Wenatchee where tha air is so fucking full of bullshit, drama, n stress.  i'm actuall...
Posted by ... Beautifully Chaotic ... on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 03:13:00 PST

Hi.

Wow... this is great.  Thus far, I have had 3 of my good friends confess how in love with me they are.  Honestly, I love them all... but not like that.  I feel really bad because I can'...
Posted by ... Beautifully Chaotic ... on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 10:20:00 PST