Apollo`s Child

Don't make a sound, shh, listen
Keep your head down, we're not safe here,
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Zdravstvuite , or 'hello' to you. My name is Sean Ryan and I'm an open-minded & dreadfully complicated human being. Lovely to meet you. I am nineteen years of age, and I'll start by saying that if you think you know me, you don't. There are those who do, and though they are few, even they are slowly learning more with each passing day. I'm one to savor the moments in life, held high by my mountainous expectations, something of which I can never truly surpass no matter how hard I've tried. Though, in these passed months, I have grown to understand that life isn't as easy as it was made out to be, and naturally, what a shock this realization had been.
One day, I hope to go down in the music world with a single fingerprint left behind, tucked away beneath the hearts of some and the memories of others, not for fame. No. I simply wish to inspire, to create an escape for anyone who bears the need, and captivate any amount of their beautifully driven souls. This is music's purpose, and I only wish to continue it on with the very drive I possess through my future in the art world, my designs, my words, my heart, my music.
There is something about a rainy saturday morning that sparks my once dormant creative instinct, and with tools such as thus, I create my passion, my love, my music. I have always loved the art world, from impressionists to modernism, baroque, and so forth, an era documented by the brilliant minds of each its own century's time. Things I take for granted consist of sunny afternoons, time with my family, and a few of my more 'off-sided' friends of whom once filled my past. I am not religious, but adore religion, its historical landmarks and immense impact on our world as prominent as the night sky, each star a new bend in the many ideals we fight and live for today. And sushi? Oh where to start, such a simple dish no matter the occasion, allowing my nerves to relax for one moment as I sip from a hot glass of green tea. Simplicity at its best.
But, all in all, I love life. I love its good times, and learn from the bad. I embrace every day as if it were closing in on the last, and though I'm a lost cause when it comes to conversing on the phone, I intend to maintain the love I've had for my closest friends for years to come through other means of media. I love rain, I love thunderstorms, I love walks alongside someone I care for, and the occasional movie or two, cats being my preference for 'man's best friend' and can proudly say I am a nerd at times, too. I understand we are not perfect, and I embrace that imperfection, whole-heartedly, hope to one day raise a family in any sense and embrace that one person whom has captivated my heart for the period of the lifetime I vowed in dedication to them. I am me, me is who I am, and though I have my moments, times of trouble and hardship, I also know my life is a decent helping of some of this world's most honorable attributes, friends, family, and loved ones, time always elapsing around us as we go on to make the best of what we were given, fighting for the better of tomorrow,