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fAy

The F in Fay means way more~...*grin*

About Me

I am a walking contradiction. i want to be passionate yet jaded. i want to be smart and pretty yet simple and sweet. i want to be slim and slender yet fleshy and sexy. i want to be the not-so-pretty girl that has everything that makes everyone want her and the hottest babe that everyone wants just for her looks. i want to be superficial yet sincere. i want to be a high flyer yet grounded. i want to be giving yet i want to take everything. i want to be cool and approachable. i want to be friendly yet sophisticated. i want love and freedom. i want to be innocent yet streetsmart. i want to be hardworking and be a slacker. i want to be committed and single. i want to be liberal and open yet conservative and morally strong. i want to be strong yet vulnerable. i want to be emotional and detached. i want to be pure and dirty. I want to be everything but I still want to be me. All at the same time.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Everybody loves an Asian girl, no?

Heroes:

My daddy!

My Blog

switch off my soul

change the weather drain the ocean melt the moon turn off the sun shuffle the seasons count the sand juggle the stars convert the pope sprint the walk mute the music glorify the sinners loc...
Posted by fAy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Bury me please

I see myself sitting here I feel the blood running through every inch of me The plaque latching to the walls Refusing to let go Building and building and killing and killing me Slowly, oh so slow...
Posted by fAy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

empty

the hole has been growing bigger with each single day with each single blow from you and you and you my tears no longer have meaning my eyes beg not to cry anymore my heart is tired of beati...
Posted by fAy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

lies and truths: they hurt

Sick and tired of listening to lies Every single word you said Mere lies I refuse to demand the truth from you anymore I trust too easy I give too much I expect too much And now my hurt is too ...
Posted by fAy on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST