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About Me

constantly working to embrace the marriage of this organic matter and light...

Jeff Buckley - So Real & Last Goodbye (Acoustic)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OaP7dBYWOIQ



Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah Live
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bLYHvMTpcrE



Jeff Buckley - Grace
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PHXCK-CAWZY

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

anyone who can connect without judgement and expectation, who is open and willing to be present in the moment of our meeting...

My Blog

God shaped hole

I sigh my own lullabiesLeave me here aloneI cry out to youTrying to fill this God shaped holeRomancing my illusionI'm nakedThis skin's on too looseRevealing my confusionAwakenedMy blood's begun to flo...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jun 2009 10:41:00 GMT

relieve me of the bondage of self...

severing these cords that were ego sewn... needled through with precision... i've come to this decision with a startling recognition of my subtle canny ways... not just casting light on the situation ...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Jun 2009 09:36:00 GMT

ode to the law

we live in a place where people are arrested for drawing with side walk chalk (which is considered vandalism)... people who are detriments to society and thieves are released after 45 days of good beh...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 14:07:00 GMT

treble and bass...

my mind is racing... what used to be scattered and random has become overwhelming and loud... like screaming laughter echoing from one ear to the other with a back ground noise of chatter and mutterin...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 15:16:00 GMT

reposting something i need to absorb...

thiswas sent to me by my teacher... it is so rich with meaning i had toread each sentence... pause and absorb before i could go on to thenext:) hope you enjoy...APRACTICE TO TRANSFORM TRANSFERENCE.......
Posted by on Sat, 18 Apr 2009 17:21:00 GMT

blood splatters...

you. you distract me. attract me. baffle me. i. i taste you. breathe you. forget to... breathe. you. you observe me. stand nakedly. stand shakily. i. i excite too... easily too... readily... you. you ...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 16:10:00 GMT

eyes...

this quarter of a century still comes with frustration... the layers of life open and deep and i'm diving in... trailing behind unsaid expectations... leaving trails of memories... seen through so man...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Mar 2009 21:51:00 GMT

sigh...

i'm sitting here trying to find out the best way to express what i'm feeling... but in the end it's pointless... i'm struggling with myself and seeing further what is... and it is... my drama played o...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Mar 2009 11:35:00 GMT

my birthday

my birthday... my birthday is a celebration of breath, a celebration of pain, a celebration of flesh! i'm having a superhero, villain, or damsel in distress birthday party to welcome my quarter year a...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Mar 2009 12:38:00 GMT

thank you yoda!!

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Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 10:11:00 GMT