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*Lauren*

smoke like a hippie and drink like a pirate

About Me


- I'm loud.
- I have stars on EVERYTHING.
- I curse. a lot. get over it.
- My pants always are falling off.. no matter what belt i have on or how tight/loose they are. get used to it.
- I'm unwaveringly faithful. Don't fuck with my friends.
- Speaking of my friends, they are basically amazing.
- I smoke like a chimney, curse like a sailor, and drink like a fish (when the oppurtunity arises). It's what makes me Lauren.
- I come off as a bitch. I am at times, but it's just my personality.
- I like you, therefore I make fun of you. If I don't like you, you don't exist to me.
i'm not very interesting.... i like to swing and listen to loud music. thats my life. i like stars. i like cherry cokes. i like dr. pepper. i like colorful tennis shoes. i like sneakers. i dislike dressing up. i like skirts with sneakers. i dislike make up. i like vintage cars. i like oak trees. i dislike heights. i like my bass guitar. i like taco bell. i dislike fake people. i dislike snobs. i dislike stereotypes. i like people who can laugh at themselves. i like my holly dolly. i like my old shitty truck. i like shows. i dislike horror movies. i like theatre. i like doing tech. i dislike feet. i like nail polish. i like hair gel. i like short hair. i like boys with long hair. i like hair dye. i like james dean. i like the 50's. i like black and white movies. i like shoelaces. i like ice cream on a cone. i dislike mushrooms. i like being a bitch. i like sarcasm. i dislike red meat. i like metal. i like almost all music. i dislike talk of "smacking up your bitches". i like feminism to an extent. i dislike racism. i like english. i like writing. i like poetry. i like emily dickinson. i dislike republicans. i dislike people who think they know everything. i like knowledge. i like 'the real world'. i like dawsons creek. i like romance novels. i like people who can start random conversations. i dislike people who hate things.
I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me.
Hunter S. Thompson
A common mistake that people make when trying to design something completely foolproof is to underestimate the ingenuity of complete fools.
Douglas Adams
One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.
Friedrich Nietzsche
Envy is ignorance. Imitation is suicide.
Emerson
Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.
Ida Scott Taylor
Once you've taken a few punches and realize you're not made of glass, you don't feel alive unless you're pushing yourself as far as you can go.
Green Street Hooligans

My Interests



I'd like to meet:

if they were alive: james dean and jim morrison.

Anyone who appreciates this poem as much as I do
Hope
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune--without the words,
And never stops at all,

And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.

I've heard it in the chillest land,
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me.

Music:

just a small sample of my musical ADD

Movies:

Harry Potter, Fight Club, Clockwork Orange, Star Wars, Rebel Without a Cause, Giant, Seven Year Itch, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, X-Men, Memento, The Boondock Saints, Lucky Number Slevin, Trainspotting, Shawshank Redemption, Pulp Fiction, Reservoir Dogs, Nightmare Before Christmas,Empire Records, The Ringer, Kill Bill, Wedding Crashers, A Murder of Crows

Television:

Dawsons Creek, CSI, Law and Order:SVU, Grey's Anatomy, Lost, Without a Trace, JAG, NCIS, Friends, Prisonbreak

Don't go to sleep!

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Books:

the outsiders, harry potter, grendel, catch 22, fight club, choke, lullaby, catcher in the rye, franny and zooey, american psycho, sarah, ham on rye, big fish, fear and loathing in las vegas

Heroes:


the holly dolly; my wife

nina doll; the daughter

kit-kat; my heart

andrew mistler; my angel RIP

shannon little; my mommy

biggie; my sanity

sarah greene; the shit talker

casey parkman; my brudder from another mudder..

logan williams; my long lost brother

jamie perkins; my heart and soul

allie foster; my fav. pledge sister/lesbian

drucilla; the ass to my titties

My Blog

such great heights

  I am thinking it's a sign that the frecklesIn our eyes are mirror images and whenWe kiss they're perfectly alignedAnd I have to speculate that God himselfDid make us into corresponding shapes l...
Posted by *Lauren* on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 06:42:00 PST

August 7 always sneaks up on me..

It's hard to believe it's been three years since Andrew died.I've changed so much in those three years.. if he was alive would he recognize me now? I like to think he would like the person I've grown ...
Posted by *Lauren* on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 12:19:00 PST

my mind feels like it's going 100mph

Is it possible for someone to be addicted to reading?!I'm serious! So yesterday I packed up a good majority of my room (including ALL of my books.. which is a lot) and drove it all to Memphis. I came ...
Posted by *Lauren* on Wed, 02 May 2007 09:27:00 PST

one of the most beautiful things i've ever heard...

I'm currently reading Anam Cara: A Book of Celtic Wisdom by John O'Donohue and barely twenty pages into it I've felt compelled to share something from it. Something that is possibly one of the most be...
Posted by *Lauren* on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 11:31:00 PST

Boredom to the max

life is stressful. I have a lot of things I probably should be resolving and working out but i don't have the energy at this point in time. Story of my life huh? Missing some people more than I probab...
Posted by *Lauren* on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:24:00 PST

check it out

if you have not seen the movie 300 stop what you are doing RIGHT NOW and go see it.holy shit. I went to this movie a little excited (i'll admit it.. i love a good war movie.. i grew up with a marine) ...
Posted by *Lauren* on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 11:43:00 PST

hope?

postsecret.com never fails to make me feel better. somedays you just have those uber low moments where it feels almost impossible to pull yourself back up... but looking at that website is theraputic ...
Posted by *Lauren* on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 01:37:00 PST

why the fuck not

TRY THIS: Write ten statements about ten different people without saying who each statement is written about. They can either be things you wish that you could say, things you wish that you would have...
Posted by *Lauren* on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 01:46:00 PST

hmmm

life seems to always catch you off guard. funny how things work out.eehh school is school. I'm busy as hell with projects and papers and tests but it's a necessary evil so I'll suck it up.The dorm suc...
Posted by *Lauren* on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 05:09:00 PST

song of my life...

My hair's a wreck Mascara runs My feet get dirty And my skin burns in the sun. My lips they bleed But I still sing my songs. Takes me a minute To admit it when I'm wrong. Pretty is as pretty does, B...
Posted by *Lauren* on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 01:30:00 PST