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*~Desperado~*

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About Me

I'm not your typical party girl, but I do enjoy a good get together. I'm not your typical school girl, but I'm smarter than most I know. I'm not your punk, I'm not your emo, I'm not your trendy, or even your conservative. I'm a little bit of everything, all wrapped up into one. I've recorded songs, modeled, been published, and I really love to learn. I can speak two languages and am working on my third. (German). I am extremely BLUNT, and I get confused when people try to 'beat around the bush.' I dislike liars, but I HATE BEING LIED TO!!! I'm stubborn. I rarely ever say "I'm Sorry." Even when I'm wrong, I'll act like I'm right. I'm loud. I can be shy. I'm talkative, and I'm happy. I'll push you away if you're getting too close, and I'll walk away first if I think you'll do it later. I have a million bad habits, but they're part of me and who I am...chances are you have a few yourself!
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My Interests

MUSIC, movies, POETRY, PHOTOGRAPHY, good times, GREAT MISTAKES, and taking every day for what it's worth.
Other than that, let's see...I LOVE the smell of ORANGE BLOSSOMS and NIGHT BLOOMING JASMINE, driving with the WINDOWS DOWN and the heater on, the beach, SURFING, body boarding, traveling, LEARNING, TRYING NEW THINGS, meeting different people, oh yeah and AIRPORTS-I can never get enough of them! I love BEING OUTSIDE, hiking, camping, doing nothing, doesn't matter. I love the SUN, I love STANDING IN THE RAIN. I like the process of getting warm after I've been out in the snow for a long time. ARE YOU REALLY STILL READING THIS LIST?? ...I love CLASSICAL GREEK ART. Their concept of what people should look like is phenomenal. I love the Greek and Roman philosophies. I like nice people who DON'T LIE, or hide themselves. I like being happyand LAUGHING. I like hanging out with my good friends when I get the chance, and I love living life in general.

I'd like to meet:

Jesus and my great great grandfather. As for people who are still alive....how about someone who's genuine?? Someone who actually means what they say without a million hidden agendas and alterior motives behind it.

I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick;
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate it, I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

Music:

The Postal Service, Something Corporate, Dashboard Confessional, Rancid, AFI, Simon Says, Lifehouse, Nickleback, 3 Doors Down, Kelly Klarkson, Allison Kraus, Mae, Mutemath, the Umbrellas, Linkin Park, Supertones, Superchic, SOCIAL DISTORTION, Carrie Underwood, Evanescence... Look...I listen to just about everything, yes even country and classical...

Movies:

The Notebook, The Boondock Saints!!! Butterfly Effect, XXX,The Shawshank Redemption, The Fast and the Furious, Too Fast Too Furious, Big Daddy, A River Runs Through It, Legend, Miss Congeniality, 10 Things I Hate About You, 3A Knight's Tale3, The Prince and Me, Road Trip, Old School, Van Wilder, and ANY of the Lord of the Rings!!! Lilo and Stitch, Finding Nemo (were good for cartoons), PiRaTeS of the CaRiBbEaN...the list goes on...

Television:

Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewives, and the News.

Books:

Kissed the Girls and Made them Cry. Life on the Edge. The Great Divorce. The Purpose Driven Life, and The Great Gatsby was good too. Other than those I read school texts out of obligation.

Heroes:

Jesus. Anyone with that much faith in what they cannot see definately falls into this category!

My Blog

Vodka Scenes

Bleeding hearts and broken dreamslaying down in Vodka scenesCrying out for loving armsand certainty in times of harmStanding tall and standing stillwhile the glass begins to fillBattered hearts heal b...
Posted by *~Desperado~* on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 08:59:00 PST

12 Types of Girls

(I can't claim this cause I found it on another girl's page, but it was so tight I just had to share it!) 12 types of females. 1. Ms. Gold-DiggerAdvantagesa. You have some one to manage your money.b....
Posted by *~Desperado~* on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 08:55:00 PST

Shine On Beautiful

I'll never understand why it couldn't be me,but it's your life now...shine on.I loved him more than anyone knows,but he's your man now, shine on. Shine on beautiful, shine on.It's your life to live, a...
Posted by *~Desperado~* on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 08:55:00 PST

How Long?

How long can you drown out the pain?How long can you stop the rain?How long till your search, ends only in thirst,and you see all your efforts in vain? How long till He calls your name?How long will y...
Posted by *~Desperado~* on Thu, 24 Nov 2005 10:49:00 PST

Rattlesnake

I was walking through this worldand I swear that I was fine.Alone was never lonley to me,until I crossed that line. You sunk your teeth in deeper,through your fangs, the venom flows.What you are givin...
Posted by *~Desperado~* on Thu, 15 Sep 2005 03:05:00 PST

The Hockey Loving Niglet

The words that you said in a drunken stupor nearly brought tears to my eyes. They touched a place so deep within me that the slightest breath sent feelings through my fingertips...and so I held m...
Posted by *~Desperado~* on Wed, 07 Sep 2005 11:19:00 PST

The Scent of Innocence

I smelled it the other night...innocence, youth, nievity...okay it was really just a warm summer breeze that carried with it sweet memories of my childhood, blended with the smell of freshly cut grass...
Posted by *~Desperado~* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Precious Losses

Innocence. Nievity. Faith. Hope. Love. Health. And Life   If you haven't lost any of these things today then SMILE*  Consider yourself lucky, and spared. Hundreds of people lose these ...
Posted by *~Desperado~* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Win the War Ladies!!

Left out, passed up, but Recognized... Put on a shelf, on a waiting list, but Respected... Girls like me aren't the ones who get the obvious attention... We are the ones who seep into your brain, i...
Posted by *~Desperado~* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Song

It's just so like me...Under My Skin LyricsI hesitate to say I was bait for youCould that be something that you all would doI'd be lying if I did now say I wasn't intriguedBut timing is everything her...
Posted by *~Desperado~* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST