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About Me

I am a 48 year old Mother and Grandmother. My family is everything to me. I am easy to get along with, but at the same time I have a wicked temper. I would kill or die for my Daughter or Grandson, if given the choice I would have done so for my Son. I stand up for what I believe in and if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I dislike it when someone tries to change my beliefs to theirs. Every one is different in their own special way and that is the way it should be. I do not like Drama, I have enough of that in my life already, but I am here if you need me.


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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Terry :) Stephen King(curious about how he comes up with his his ideas). People who do not judge others for what they do or do not believe in. I would most of all like to meet God(when my time comes).

My Blog

Matthew

Matthew Such an innocent question, yet so devastating to me. The feeling of guilt that I hid so deep, bursts through my soul and I weep.   My mind races back to that horrible day, when death came...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 07:59:00 GMT

No Hope

No Hope Is there someone who can help me out of this hell I'm in? Can it all ready be to late, this hole to deep? Please tell me is there a ladder that can reach? I think of that first drink, from th...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 07:55:00 GMT

The Present?

The Present? I remember the day you were born, how proud I was when told, you have a son. I was amazed but yet still torn, how could my heart not burst with the love I felt for one?   Your first ...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 07:48:00 GMT

Angela

Angela The ache in my heart grows more each day, losing your brother has made it that way. The love you give keeps me going day to day, and without it there would be no reason to stay. I don't know ho...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 07:35:00 GMT

Death Is Coming My Way

Death Is Coming My Way As the one year date of your death draws near, there is no hope for me I fear. My heart and soul die more each day, death is coming my way.   It is not the death of my body...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 07:27:00 GMT

Welcome to the Rest of My Life

Welcome to the Rest of My Life I sit here and wonder how a world once so pretty, now seems so very ugly and dirty. I then remember my sunshine is gone, and my life as I once knew it is done.   P...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 07:11:00 GMT

My Pain

My Pain Is there someone who can comprehend my pain, or am I alone in this journey of the insane?  Why can't I dream of your wonderful smile, instead of the horrible way you died? Will I one day...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 18:39:00 GMT

Why Must I

Why Must I Why must I be here, when my hearts not in it? Why must I feel so lonely, when I have so many near? Why must I cry tear after tear, when I know it can never bring you near? Why must I see ...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 18:35:00 GMT

Show Me How

Show Me How You know the pain of losing a son, you made the choice to take him home. I also know the pain of losing a son, You made the choice to take him home.   Can you help me to understand wh...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 18:28:00 GMT

Yes

Yes Did I send you to your death when I said yes you could stay that night? When I had always said spending holidays with your family is what's right. The guilt I feel for letting you go is tearing my...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 18:24:00 GMT