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About Me

I'm dark, scary, and I will probably fascinate you, at least for a little while, I realize I have weak points, they are my strengths. If I could die and haunt people I would. I'm not depressed, just in a bad mood but only when I want to be. I'm happy or so it appears most the time. I love to listen and play music, its my life, and it keeps me alive at times. If I could have a pet robot, I would name him turnip. And we would drink together and be drunkin revlers. Sometimes I think I might really be a vampire, daylight burns me and I am un-naturally at home in the glory of nighttime. I like to do things that can hurt me like snowboarding, makes me feel my body is serving a purpose. Instead of just keeping my restless soul trapped from realizing its full potential. I will probably like you. My family is wierd and crazy, and I wouldn't trade it for anything. Anybody who keeps going even in the face of imeasurable odds is my hero. I'm more sarcastic and depraved than I let on. I read the dictionary. If I don't remember your name, sorry, but it can't be helped I seem to meet a 100 new wonderful people a day, and even more that aren't wonderful. I like video games they take me from the terror of reality and make anything seem possible. I hope I make you wonder. Take the quiz:
what kind of drug are you? (includes pictures)

xtc.
you are xtc.amazing, wild, sexy and young.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People who are chill, and girls that know what they want.
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Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have low conscientiousness.
Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.
Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.
Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. The Five Factor Personality Test

My Blog

oh I called it my dear brighteyes.

I'm scared oh so so scared of my skeletons, if its only one lie, what will become of me? I'm calling all oh all, oh So At My own awful touch, I found a way to that thing that comes back for you, some...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 10:35:00 GMT

WMD....? How about WM3

It takes a cold, dark, and lonely night for things so awful so wrong to pass 12 hours in this cold dark room one word to much and we end up trapped by concrete and fear "tell us what you've done" con...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 01:32:00 GMT

In the name of all those we love

Trudge trudge my weary soldiers, for the wounded parts of our ugly souls, for if you stop you will surely succumb to the cold. It's not for my heart I carry on, but for the broken hearts of the d...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 23:58:00 GMT

Death is like living.

I lock myself up alone. And I will be hear until the glass breaks from running dry. All I need is a pen, a pill, and some paper. I will never be what I long to be. I thought about writing a fucking lo...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 20:38:00 GMT

My book

I havn't slept for days, its not drugs, stress or good ol' insomnia. I just don't have the time these days. I spend my days making a living, I spend my nights trying to live. It was much easier in day...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 19:45:00 GMT

The black (my Eulogy)

Death. The Comatose. A never ending sleep. To wander the night a memory. Horrorshow ultra-violence. Whosoever kills the rightous becomes the wicked. In the pain and darkness in my mind I hold you in m...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 23:13:00 GMT

The end of the world....

When the end of the world comes, where will you be? I will be in the bright light of the sun, turning to ashes, skewers in my mouth and poision in my veins. When the world turns to dust, some will be ...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 20:37:00 GMT

Gruesome

As I walk down the streets ambulances chase me, waiting for my death, but it ain't comming. At least not until I stop screaming for life! What is LOVE, What is SCARED, what is SOME, what is TIMES.&nbs...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 22:31:00 GMT

Please don't forget about vampires!

So I went to a graveyard get down, I thought it was supposed to be a party, seemed a bit dead. So I decided to take a walk, saw some guy with a flat tire just trying to ride it out, so I decided to st...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 21:30:00 GMT

Manifesto or Manuscript

Ever wonder what someone else is thinking, you can never be sure. Lets say you see some kid with headphones on bobbing his head, well maybe he is just enjoying some funkalicious backwards vampire rock...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 13:00:00 GMT