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About Me

I'm a sinner and a saint. I've been a mild success and a complete failure. Words are what im good with but who i am would show you more. I live life. "the sweet just isnt as sweet without the sour", but the sour sucks....thats why i chose bitter. dont worry im refreshingly bitter. you could be an ornery old sod, or a peppy young lad and we still have something in common. I have some directon but im utterly lost like everyone else. We all have a chance to disappear someday, thats why id rather burn out then fade away. don't get confused, I love it here.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Vincent price!!! bring him back!!! but really im happy with who I know. aside from that id only want to meet people who will remeber me, or that i may wish to remember. at some point memories will be all that mattered. I'd also like to meet Rembrandt "the crying man" Brown.

Slider- Ending Clip- Cryin Man
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iu_WRkB6rlc

My Blog

the last night on an icey road......

he looked upon the winter landscape, and knew in his own mind,that in the snow covered ground and falling flakes that he would surely find,a place of constant solice and a world where she might be,som...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 03:54:00 GMT

selfish desires and beautiful words.......

 i wanna be the breath you take when you wake up in the morning,i want to be the words you make when you speak of light and glowing,i want to be your favorite thing even if its just a toy,i want ...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 03:32:00 GMT

the world seems so empty without you.....

nothing i can do gets her outta my head. i feel so damn confused and my brain is dead. two reports to write i can't think of a single thing. except for why doesnt she wanna be right here with me. gran...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 20:45:00 GMT

cold and discreet a deadly shade of pale.....

i have failed myself. I have failed her. nothing can be done, it seems my song is sung. I want no pity from you. I'll have no pity from me. just the knowledge that im truely sorry. don't think of me w...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 13:08:00 GMT

Can't Sleep Without You.....

This place is so lonely, this bed is so cold,when your not here on my pillow for me to hold,This bed is a knife, and it doesn't feel right,so I'll toss and I'll turn until these tears subside, To feel...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 06:49:00 GMT

this charade...

there is so much to say here, but you shold just try and step into my world for a day. you will get the picture.
Posted by on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 15:37:00 GMT

I need another Drink!!!

Went to the temple club last ngiht due to the fat that 4 of my friends band were playing and fuck yea i feel great. now i feel like im back in michigan and im starting to feel little mor elike myself....
Posted by on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 13:18:00 GMT

life fades away when your not looking

so she tells me today that she doesnt love me anymore, and there is no way to fix it. ever feel so down about everything you've lost and known that you havent even hit the full extent of how sad you w...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jul 2005 22:34:00 GMT

aaarrghghg!!!

alright im ready to give up, im so fucking bored.....now i just find a  thing to do to pass time excpt sit around and think of how much i hate everything.
Posted by on Thu, 07 Jul 2005 13:29:00 GMT

Twisted!!!

this damn thing wont let me add my self as a friedn and there fore i cannot post on my own comments.....what ever happened to allowing someone to love themselves. I invoke squirrely wrath on this thin...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jun 2004 15:08:00 GMT