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.meretricious.

she had diamonds on the inside

About Me


- - - - - - - - - - -♥ casa. X read. X diary. X 4umm. X groupie. ♥- - - - - - - - - - - idontknohowtoputthis
butimkindofabigdeal
my life's pretty punk rock.
there's only one thing i hate in this world.
cigarettes.

2 2 0
diesel.
NEATKID.
billabong.
im classy.
im a lady.
i like that.
i cut hair.♥
im clumbsy.
not with hair.
im a nice girl
take it as it is.
i dislike caffeine.
-if u think i like u,
dont flatter urself.
ive only liked 1 boy
im picky, thats good.-
i like water... a lot...
huge fan of manners.
it'll take a lot to love

(exception for family.)
i find beauty in flaws
and a love for faults.

ive never been typical.
im defintely "different"
i make wishes at 11:22.
just recently, i grew up.
|i dont need photoshop
to make myself pretty|
i romanticize memories.
i go to too many parties.
im in love with mi familia.
i think thats a great thing.
immaturity really kills me.
[ i rarely remember exact
memories, only the feelings
i felt during thee moment ]
i think wwwaayyy too much.
i rather hug/cuddle than kiss.
ive learned to embrace a lot.
CHIPOTLE is my life. the end.
i get intimidated by older ppl.
but i luv to be w/older crowds.
me and mommy share secrets.
my innocence is underestimated.
im too aware of my surroundings.
me and my bro, will rule the world.
mellow music and ppl are thee best.
i believe things happen for a reason.
and i learn a lot from the bad things.
im content with what God has given me.
i break rules/laws often, i think they're b/s.
im in a constant progress of bettering myself.
im a mutt [ irish, english, scottish, norwegian,
jewish, indian (cherokee & tuckahoe) russian, german and dutch ]
i've found u can't trust n e one. and once u find one person u can. hold on tight to them, they're special ppl. i hav some amazing ppl in my life. they keep me going when im down. i have a bad rep for something. ill tell u when i figure it out. please dont use me. im too nice and oblivious. if u asked me to, i would do only too much for you. i dont believe in love, but u hav no idea how much i want to. i love my brother justin more than life itself. and u hav no idea, me and him. are goin to conquer the world. i say i dont want a boyfriend. cuz apart of me knows better. but i like the feeling. of knowing someones there at all times. then i realize, i have my mom. so really, i have it all.
'sometimes when ur on, ur really fcking on but the lows are so extreme that the good seems fckin cheap and it teases u for weeks in its absence, but u'll fight it and u'll make it through, u'll fake it, if u hav to, and u'll sho up for work with a smile and u'll be better and u'll be smarter and more grown up and a better daughter or son and a real good friend and u'll be awake u'll be alert u'll be positive though it hurts and u'll laugh and embrace all ur friends and u'll be a real good listener u'll be honest u'll be brave u'll be handsome and u'll be beautiful u'll be happy .'

My Interests



HORCHATA

us.



love at first sight.

innocence.

• music, its my life
• boys, the other half of my life
• friends
• dress-up
• make-up
• hair.
• movies/acting
• mmyysppacce. if ur reading this.. ur addicted too. loser.
• ur jus gunna hav to figure out the rest
in person
like they did in the olden days.
yes i ammmm , u likeeee?

I'd like to meet:



a badass with a genuine heart

• someone who can make everything i look at in life, change.
• a boy who loves adventures as much as i do. :]
«a gentleman with a good taste in music»
[ i need the hands to hiself kind of guy ]
• uncomplimentative(new word?) people.
compliments should be rare. and true.
• chris farley. i cried the day he died.
• benjamin franklin. hes amazing.
• someone to listen, not just
wait for their turn to speak.
• a boy that massages well
• non-smoking virgin boys
• i found im scared to kno
im always on ur mind.
• betty grable

• mainly, someone i just click with.



I apologize to you if I don't seem real eager to jump into a forced awkward intimate situation that people like to call dating. I don't like the feeling. You're sitting there, you're wondering do I have food on my face, am I eating, am I talking too much, are they talking enough, am I interested I'm not really interested, should I play like I'm interested but I'm not that interested but I think she might be interested but do I want to be interested but now she's not interested? So all of the sudden I'm getting, I'm starting to get interested... And when am I supposed to kiss her? Do I have to wait for the door cause then it's awkward, it's like well goodnight. Do you do like that ass-out hug? Where you like, you hug each other like this and your ass sticks out cause you're trying not to get too close or do you just go right in and kiss them on the lips or don't kiss them at all? It's very difficult trying to read the situation. And all the while you're just really wondering are we gonna get hopped up enough to make some bad decisions? Perhaps play a little game called "just the tip". Just for a second, just to see how it feels...

the friends.
I have tight. friends.

the friends.
the commentations

Music:

jus about every thing u luv and hate.
































Movies:

hm.
>NOT napolean dynomite<









<40 y/o virgin>


Television:




<Boy Meets World>






|||| Shows from the 90's ||||
-doug-
-rugrats-
-pepperann-
-aahhh! real monsters-
-clarissa explains it all-
-camp anawanna-salute ur shorts-
-sabrina the teenage witch-
basically one saturday morning lineup.

Books:

I never read a full book until sophmore year.
it took til my junior year to actually fully read a required book.
but i read a few books on my own:
Go Ask Alice
Cut
Harry Potter 1-5 (first series read, and the book that began my reading)
The Perks of Being a Wallflower
currently reading: Stranger in a Strange Land
recommend a good book to me. that would be neat.

Heroes:



my.brother, Justin

he's accomplished so much, so young. ive looked up to him my whole life, and i always will. i only hope to meet a man that could fill his shoes. good luck.

big.sis, Gina

if u've ever met Gina u kno she is prolly the most gorgeous person u'll ever meet. not only that, shes the sweetest beautiful person too. she took me as her sister, and no matter wat, she'll be my big sis. :]

best.friend, Sammie

sammie has known me more than half my life, more so since 7th/8th grade, but been around since 3rd. never will u meet a girl like her. shes gorgeous, yet soo humble and modest. she'll put u before herself, no matter wat. she'll listen when u need her to, and make u a bed at 4am when u hav nowhere to go. i love her mucho. and i kno shes one of those ppl who will always be in my life.

My Blog

not a single lonely soul

do i feel i could not relate to. i see others misery and lonlinessand theres not a case i dont get.i understand it. all of it. to the fullest.i get that pain. that sense of no sense at all.the feeling...
Posted by .meretricious. on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 01:08:00 PST

boys

not gunna lie. i'm realizing no man will match upto the two who made me who i am.my dad and brother top anyone.they're both amazing people,and it set the standards for u all.mm. good luck. for the bot...
Posted by .meretricious. on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 01:01:00 PST

unforunate.inspiration

jus weaving myself a web         &nb sp;         &nb sp;         &n. ..
Posted by .meretricious. on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 10:16:00 PST

lookalikes.

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Posted by .meretricious. on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 12:05:00 PST

because u should kno.

TOP 16 [ but not limited to jus that]   1. Samantha Ashley Moeller My best friend, not many girls could match up to her. i've always considered her a precious secret. not even she knows her own b...
Posted by .meretricious. on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 03:46:00 PST

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------------AUGUST---------------outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and ...
Posted by .meretricious. on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 07:42:00 PST

artistic wannabe

  daVinci betta watch his back.   joke. dont be too cruel. only a little.
Posted by .meretricious. on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 12:12:00 PST

BLOW. r.i.p.

if u kno me. or talk to me often. u kno i loved blow. past tense. loved. as of the 11/28 Blow is no longer. :(
Posted by .meretricious. on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 12:12:00 PST

MY FIRST MOVIE.. the longest yard

ok. so today was pretty much the best day ever. i got to meet lots of ppl that are sssuuppperrr rad. a few ppl wanted to kno.. so instead of rewriting the story over and over... ill put it in here.wel...
Posted by .meretricious. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a bazillion pix

and sometimes.. i fail miserably. ...
Posted by .meretricious. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST