In this world, cutting helps some heal, everyone is getting fat. No one is telling the truth, lying is consistent, self-made tears can be blue tears or red droplets, war goes on every day to try and achieve peace and people are starving to death. Charity is a thing of the past, we all lie to ourselves and everyone around us, nowhere is safe, everyone has phobias and multiple fears. We all lose hope, money controls us all and friends all carry knives in order to stab you in the back when you aren't looking. Disease runs wild, relationships are harder, hook-ups and one-night-stands happen more often, underage drinking is popular, illegal drugs are being taken, smiles are fake, homes are broken, life-spans are shorter, material things are a must and abuse is high. Sex is meaningless, boys are jerks, girls are the equivalent of the devil, chivalry is dead, nobody cares, everyone fends for themselves, animals are being eaten, and forests are destroyed. Health is getting worse, STDs are common, rumors are spread like wildfire, trust is slim, honesty is disappearing, and crying is a daily activity. january 28, 2009 well as you might know the man in my life is aaron kubicek[: im most positive that aaron know's alot more then he should about me and he's still here so tht most mean somthing[: (he didnt runn) he's pretty much there for me when i need him[: we spend more then enough time together[: we telll each other mostly everything. im very wild and aaron's nnot like tht so we complete each other. beleive it or not aaron yells,gets mad and bits...but i think im the only person that gets him tht way sometimes. im almost totaly convenced he's the one. we throw baseball together now.ha it's kinda cute... i've been hit twice[: im not gonna lie to myself we fight but im sure thats normal! we wresle in the mornings. we play cards and aaron loves to cheat! we swim alot and aaron gets darker and my ass stays white. so i wrote this to be better then yours ha[: you know i love you babe.