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so this is my life.and i want you to know,im happy and sad,and im still trying to figure out how that could be posiable. i am a girl who, runns without fully stoppingg, turns a fuck you look upon you and then turns around leaving it up too you to judge and define me,and expecting your true feelings..of a girl like meeee!music is my way of exspressing myself! pics only capture a secound of my life. i pocked my head out in the afternoon of june sixteenth(:FAMILY is my top priority. mascara;;IS A MOST FOR ME(: obsesive over camo. very chaotic!!! im plastic not fake(: freshmen.... class of 2013(: eat when im bored shitless. have a bad tempure.(comes when least expected). i dont think money is everything!! love butterflys(: photography♥ is my life! im british bitch(: i get scarred in the shower. i slept in my parents' bed until i was 10. i have a birth mark above my ass. lack self respect for others.(so excuse me for not caring) boundries are pathetic! extremely stubborn! truthfully think love is blind. they may say silence is pure but to me silence, is a god awful sound. personaly believe people will see what they want to see of me. most likely you couldnt last a day in my shoes. if i ever promise you something,dont hold your breath for to long(: im wild and crazy,probably nothing you can handle! drama is not my cup of tea &crumpits. many people under estimate me. im very missunderstood. im a true cowgirl at heart. i really want a chance to forgive and forget. at times tend to think im invenceable. come off a little intimitaing to people. one day i wanna stand where nobodys stood! i also want to travel the world & go to a heavy metal concert before i die! i dont give a fuck what you say about me its problyy not near half as bad as what i think of you. hate when i feel everything and nothing at the same time! when i can;;i take a quike wish at 11:11! far from being even close to perfect. i dont really know how to put most of my thoughts into words. when i smile there usally is a pretty good reason for it(: My youth is basicaly scattered along the highway. im loved by many but also hated. butt dont hate untel i give you a reason to. laugh and often cry. have friends butt im not a peacemaker. i love ppl with ALL i have to offer. GOD!!!!is my bestfriend.(we talk all the time) Ximena(:truthfully understanda me for me! briley is my rock. taylor monroy;its complicated(: my brother is my #1 hero. boo is my older sister,she's a dork lol(: aaron kubicek;the man in my life(: im easlyyy broken;; dont take goodbyes so great. life is my own feel good drag. i curse like a dam sailor!so F bombs are normal around me! i believe life is to hard to handle most. my passion is in sports. i play at my own risk. im a guarantee fuck up! i am miss Fantasy of queens pagant. first runner-up.
2008

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In this world, cutting helps some heal, everyone is getting fat. No one is telling the truth, lying is consistent, self-made tears can be blue tears or red droplets, war goes on every day to try and achieve peace and people are starving to death. Charity is a thing of the past, we all lie to ourselves and everyone around us, nowhere is safe, everyone has phobias and multiple fears. We all lose hope, money controls us all and friends all carry knives in order to stab you in the back when you aren't looking. Disease runs wild, relationships are harder, hook-ups and one-night-stands happen more often, underage drinking is popular, illegal drugs are being taken, smiles are fake, homes are broken, life-spans are shorter, material things are a must and abuse is high. Sex is meaningless, boys are jerks, girls are the equivalent of the devil, chivalry is dead, nobody cares, everyone fends for themselves, animals are being eaten, and forests are destroyed. Health is getting worse, STDs are common, rumors are spread like wildfire, trust is slim, honesty is disappearing, and crying is a daily activity. january 28, 2009 well as you might know the man in my life is aaron kubicek[: im most positive that aaron know's alot more then he should about me and he's still here so tht most mean somthing[: (he didnt runn) he's pretty much there for me when i need him[: we spend more then enough time together[: we telll each other mostly everything. im very wild and aaron's nnot like tht so we complete each other. beleive it or not aaron yells,gets mad and bits...but i think im the only person that gets him tht way sometimes. im almost totaly convenced he's the one. we throw baseball together now.ha it's kinda cute... i've been hit twice[: im not gonna lie to myself we fight but im sure thats normal! we wresle in the mornings. we play cards and aaron loves to cheat! we swim alot and aaron gets darker and my ass stays white. so i wrote this to be better then yours ha[: you know i love you babe.

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how i feel right now:)))

-recently i've come to realize that maybe my unhappiness is my own fault. when i lose someone close to me, it's the end of the world because i become so dependent on people. so when they leave i don't...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Jan 2009 15:07:00 GMT

for britteny!

this chicks name is britteny.and i think she spells her name a lil wrong but thts cool.and she is a lil blondi but shes a brinett its a lilwierd tht it takes her a lil while to get things.she laughs a...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jan 2009 13:52:00 GMT

boo breanne=p

boo breanne mischelle burttcshell..its never too late for anything.i hope you never give up on anyone or anything.i hope all your dreams and embishense come true.i hope all the bad things in life go a...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jan 2009 13:51:00 GMT