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tammyd

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About Me

neurotic. narcissistic. extreme. insensitive. hyper-sensitive. obsessive. compulsive. indecisive. externally cynical. internally optimistic. idealistic. romantic. hopeless. procrastinator. perfectionist. extremely imperfect. hater. lover. and everything in between.i'm a dichotomy of sorts.. two things at all times, passionate to extremes. i can be a variety of things, contradictory at times, but realistically existing at both ends of the spectrum equally and honestly so. i can be shy and reserved.. but just as much warm and friendly. i only open up when i'm getting to know people on a personal level.. i don't do well in crowds or in group settings. i take time to get to know.. but once i've accomplished letting someone in, my love and friendship is undying. i believe in relationships that don't need explanation or definition. i believe, like all good things, the things that matter are the things that exists simply and naturally. i think life is a journey and sometimes you just have to enjoy the ride.

My Interests

things that inspire: faith . beauty . music . art . literature . movies . quality of life . interesting conversation . passionate people . beautiful places . joie de vivre .i love: live shows [concerts, musicals, plays] . art museums . smart, charismatic, affectionate kiddos . cooking . eating well . lazy days . things that stir the soul . people who know what they believe in or what they stand for . subtle displays of very true emotion . people who just "get" you . people who exude a true sense of who they are . chivalry . romance (minus the cheese) . art that makes sense (even if the point is just beauty) . expression [music, fashion, words, art, dance] . watching live sports events (but not playing them) . the little things . people who do what they were meant to do . people who at least try to figure it out . rainy days when i can stay in bed . traveling to new and exciting places . being with the people i love . meaningful nothing . heated discussions . the comfort of the things i know . the excitement of the things i don't know . things that are dark and twisted . the piano . things with soul or substance . people who are at ease with themselves . warmth . genuine affection . perfectly crafted sentences . words that encompass a depth of meaning . movies that make you cry . songs that make you ache inside . pictures that capture moments that words fail to describe . people who love well . thoughtfulness . handmade gifts . magazines . organizing/organization . trying new things [at least once] . doings things people don't think i will/can do . hopefulness .

I'd like to meet:

people who are authentic: honest, passionate, good-hearted, and real. people who really know who they are. people who understand me as well as people who can bring something new into my understanding of life. people i can be real with. people that inspire...and simply to indulge: johnny depp, leonardo di caprio, chris martin, ryan gosling, oprah winfrey, julia roberts, gwyneth paltrow, princess diana, jfk jr, t.i., tupac shakur, sarah mclachlan, and barack obama.View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment




Music:

everything. music that makes you feel something.sarah mclachlan . coldplay . tupac . sade . anything with the neptunes . aerosmith . tori amos . bic runga . switchfoot . dido . mazzy star . interpol . ginny owens . portishead . radiohead . rachael yamagata . postal service . death cab . eisley . feist . metric . arcade fire . the white stripes . t.i. . notorious b.i.g. . snoop dogg . flaming lips . damien rice . aqualung . cocteau twins . tegan & sara . pink floyd . nouvelle vague . the cure . the strokes . anything box . blonde redhead . stars . the shins . imogen heap . catpower . yeah yeah yeahs . justin timberlake . timbaland produced songs . dirty south rap . emily haines . oasis . beck . keren ann . lil keke . rasaq boy .obscure and different sounds . i love anything... as long as it moves me.

Movies:

anything with some heart or a good story. movies that leave some lasting impression.meet joe black . gladiator . the crow . braveheart . moulin rouge . white oleander . pretty woman . lovejones . dirty dancing . eternal sunshine . garden state . cold mountain . lost in translation . donnie darko . pride and prejudice . brokeback mountain . legends of the fall . basketball diaries . the notebook . requiem for a dream . the girl next door . the piano . amelie . little miss sunshine . the last kiss . the professional . black snake moan . 300 . stardust . superbad .

Television:

F*R*I*E*N*D*S . sex and the city . OPRAH . food network . HGTV . NIP/TUCK . project runway . CSI:the original . miami ink . grey's anatomy . so you think you can dance . dawson's creek and felicity (*still*) ... but i watch everything... sad, i know.

Books:

a knight without armour . the lover . the color purple . white oleander . memoirs of a geisha . a catcher in the rye . running with scissors . the time traveler's wife . and the bible will always be the book to come back to.

Heroes:

my siblings. my mother. oprah winfrey. JC.

My Blog

the important things: reminders to myself.

  love is time. happiness is gratefulness. you are exactly where you are meant to be.  
Posted by tammyd on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 09:08:00 PST

damien rice.

he breaks my heart.  but it feels so good. so few artists are can captivate so completely with just their voice, a mic, and an instrument.  but damien lulls you with his ...
Posted by tammyd on Wed, 09 May 2007 01:00:00 PST

..2007..

..so close, but so far..   sometimes you just want to feel what it is you feel.  bask in it.  wallow in it.  revel in it.  it wouldn't be living if you couldn't do that. ...
Posted by tammyd on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 10:51:00 PST