Laurel

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In Feminist Literature I stow my snakeskin boots
under the desk and watch the girls. Call me a sleaze:
I say all’s fair in Marx and War. Darcy, Macy, Mary,
Vespa, while you consider yourselves surplus labor
and fondle Firestone's ideal of sexless sex and sexless
work, I’m peering through your thin tank top, hoping
someday we duel death with your bare breasts and my
drag race skills, and I don’t care what Freud says about
your hole, your little lack, that you want the sex of Dad
doesn’t freak me out, I eye the meat of your ear lobe,
or the width of white strap where I could slip the restrictive
shirt in your third-story dorm room. Young perfection,
did my mother’s God make you this powder-scented,
plump as new rain at five AM, untouched moon terrain,
wax god in the garden, waiting without knowing, without
your mind, that old bear having been busied with 70 cents
on the dollar and Calcutta? Monica, your waist is speaking
volumes and you don’t even know how it’s crying "take me,
Leonard, like a double-fisted fox out of theory’s bandstand
into a car with excellent upholstery." You don’t even know
what generations of learned fainting will do to a woman,
how it ain’t the hole, it’s the dead rib we gave you,
collapsible as dominoes. Let me pay you back with
dinner under a striped umbrella at the beach. Gloria,
I’m a born lover; sleepy Alice, who else will notice
the way a woman’s wrist turns when at a loss for
words? Your skin needs no sanding. Your hair,
plaited copper. As you chew the end of a pencil and
murmur yes, centuries of patriarchy have buckled
your shoes, yes you are feeling a collective wildness,
the urge to jump up, shirk the generous dress made by
women in maquiladoras off your young, young, blushed-up
body, yes your father beat the ladies with a wooden spoon
over his knee, yes you have been the Other, always, the vessel for
seed and bloodshed, centuries have passed your grandmothers
from clan to clan down the dark enduring river with mewling
sheep and pots for dowry, and who knew love, then, who knows it
now, under the mortgage, do you hate your mother and her gagging
diaper pans, what pain is this that comes from being commerce?
Body, body, body, come back from your frozen stance.
RayBans at noon cannot hide the purity of my lust. I am
the boy who wants to lay you down on my soft double bed
and eat each plush digit like separate characters in need of
such personal tending. Which I will give. I will refrain
from pitching the yoke around your neck. I know your plight.
I do the readings too. I’m certain Paglia would approve.
You’ve worked so hard under this role. The scoop of bright
flesh dimpling above your elbow says why not take the
shirtless backrub for what it’s worth? Cherubic, studious
Gladys, in the middle of revolution there are still natural
positions. They’re the reason I enrolled.
(Published in "Margie" 2006)