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Kayla Babeh♥ [FE] R.I.P. SLICK

I am here for Friends

About Me

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff♥.
KAYLA MARIE ♥
my 4 besties + 5 brothers = LIFE
we OWN you kidsss.
i'm not cocky, i'm confident. :]
do not judge me.
i get along with almost everyone.
EXCEPT sluts && cocky bitches.
please don't be offended by my sarcasm.
it's really not intentional.
i'm a pathological flirt,
but i'm not interested.
I'LL ROCK YOU SO HARD, YOU MIGHT NOT MAKE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT.
you think i'm anorexic?
join the crowd of jealousy
i crave passion.
i love with all my heart.
if you're drama, stay the fuck away from me.
i enjoy kissing, cuddling, and holding hands more then sex...call me crazy.
i live for the moment.
i've learned to embrace vegas ways.
SO DON'T GET IN MY WAY.
i don't tolerate shit talkers.
i have manyyyy imperfections..
but i don't use photoshop to fix them. :]
i'm myself, so don't try to classify me differently.
i wanna hurt you just to hear you
SCREAMING MY NAME
i learn and grow from all my experiences.
i have Loved...Lost...and Learned.
DONT fall for me, UNTIL i fall for you, you'll end up with a BROKEN heart.
i'm not a bitch or a whore...i think that classifies me as a good person.
if you use me in any way, you'll get ghetto stomped.
I'M SPONTANEOUSSS♥
if you disrespect me or my friends.
you can bet i'll be up in your shit so fast.
i will leave your mind aching.
and you feeling like a lost child.
SO DON'T MESS WITH THE ONES I LOVE.
for those who think they can handle me--
♥ aim trish340

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



a person who can show me how beautiful this fucked up world can really be. someone that will dominate me during the day, but at night, behind closed doors, will let me have my way with them, with no questions asked. someone who will dance with me to the sound of our kissing. i want a bad boy, who will show me things and take me places i've never been before. someone to show me their side of reality. i want a boy with a dark side. i need a hopeless romantic. someone who will make love to me and look into my eyes, while pulling my hair. someone who will take me to shows and rock out with me, not caring about anyone or anything else during the moment. someone with style. i want adventure, excitement. i want a boy with piercing eyes and breathtaking lips. someone that will kiss me with passion at random moments. i want to fall in LOVE, and be LOVED back.

i tend to fall in love quickly, but keep those feelings to myself. i keep to myself most of the time, and have a hard time expressing my emotions to those i care for. i don't like leading people on or being lead on. i'm not looking for love, love can find me♥

w h a t ' s L O V E ?

are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing? and is your voice caught within your chest?
it isn't love, it's like.

you can't keep your eyes or hands off them, am i right?
it isn't love, it's lust.

are you proud and eager to show them off?
it isn't love, it's luck.

do you want them because you know they're there?
it isn't love, it's loneliness.

are you there just cuz it's what everyone wants?
it isn't love, it's loyalty.

do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't wanna hurt them?
it isn't love, it's pity.

are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
it isn't love, it's charity.

are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
it isn't love, it's unconfident.

do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
it isn't love, it's friendship.

do you tell them everyday they are the only one you think of?
it isn't love, it's a lie.

But do you accept their faults because they're a part of who you are? Do you see their true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret? Would you give them your heart, your life, your death and stay because a blinding incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you?

now that's L O V E...

Books:


I'll tell you a secret. Something they don't teach you in your temple. The Gods envy us. They envy us because we're mortal, because any moment might be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we're doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again. - Troy

They didn't agree on much; infact, they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time and they challenged each other every day. But in spite of their differences, they had one important thing in common. They were crazy about each other... - The Notebook

Heroes:

my family

i have the most amazing family in this world.
they never cease to amaze me in how loving they are.
i wouldn't be who i am today without them.

RIP GRANDMA

This woman changed my life. She was the most amazing woman i've ever met in my entire life. I miss her so much sometimes that it's unbearable, but i know she's looking down upon me & keeping me safe.

My Blog

Im sorry...

I love you. You're everything to me. You make me so happy. I'll always love you.I'm going to fuck up any guy I see in your life. You're not going to have any friends. You said all these things to...
Posted by Kayla Babeh♥ [FE] R.I.P. SLICK on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 04:27:00 PST

2.5.08

i hate that feeling of emptiness..and that i could have prevented it.but i think i'll be better off this way...no matter what my heart says at this point...my brain tells me i made the right decision....
Posted by Kayla Babeh♥ [FE] R.I.P. SLICK on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 08:20:00 PST

two special people

most of the day i've been thinking about the past.thinking about what could have been changed...thinking what could be different now...i realize my first two loves are still in my heart completely.i l...
Posted by Kayla Babeh♥ [FE] R.I.P. SLICK on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 06:02:00 PST

mississippi

i'm going to be leaving for mississippi in a few days...i can feel it.i can't help but regret the past years...and it just brings me down more.ever since the wreck in kindergarten with my granny thing...
Posted by Kayla Babeh♥ [FE] R.I.P. SLICK on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 10:58:00 PST

summmmmer 07

this summer has come and gone so quickly.but i was ready for it..and anticipating school starting up again.school begins on thursday for me. :]i'm sooooo excited to be in a new environment.& to wa...
Posted by Kayla Babeh♥ [FE] R.I.P. SLICK on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 08:19:00 PST

letting it out...

for once i am at my lowest point.everything that could go wrong has gone wrong.next thing i know i'll be told i have cancer or aids to complete the pyramid of misery.i have been battling depression fo...
Posted by Kayla Babeh♥ [FE] R.I.P. SLICK on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 04:24:00 PST

ups and downs

life keeps bringing me up and down.i don't know how to classify all my feelings anymore.they are completely awol.i can't comprehend anything these days.and it makes me feel weak and lost.i am still in...
Posted by Kayla Babeh♥ [FE] R.I.P. SLICK on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 08:34:00 PST