a person who can show me how beautiful this fucked up world can really be. someone that will dominate me during the day, but at night, behind closed doors, will let me have my way with them, with no questions asked. someone who will dance with me to the sound of our kissing. i want a bad boy, who will show me things and take me places i've never been before. someone to show me their side of reality. i want a boy with a dark side. i need a hopeless romantic. someone who will make love to me and look into my eyes, while pulling my hair. someone who will take me to shows and rock out with me, not caring about anyone or anything else during the moment. someone with style. i want adventure, excitement. i want a boy with piercing eyes and breathtaking lips. someone that will kiss me with passion at random moments. i want to fall in LOVE, and be LOVED back.
i tend to fall in love quickly, but keep those feelings to myself. i keep to myself most of the time, and have a hard time expressing my emotions to those i care for. i don't like leading people on or being lead on. i'm not looking for love, love can find me♥
w h a t ' s L O V E ?
are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing? and is your voice caught within your chest?
it isn't love, it's like.
you can't keep your eyes or hands off them, am i right?
it isn't love, it's lust.
are you proud and eager to show them off?
it isn't love, it's luck.
do you want them because you know they're there?
it isn't love, it's loneliness.
are you there just cuz it's what everyone wants?
it isn't love, it's loyalty.
do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't wanna hurt them?
it isn't love, it's pity.
are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
it isn't love, it's charity.
are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
it isn't love, it's unconfident.
do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
it isn't love, it's friendship.
do you tell them everyday they are the only one you think of?
it isn't love, it's a lie.
But do you accept their faults because they're a part of who you are? Do you see their true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret? Would you give them your heart, your life, your death and stay because a blinding incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you?
now that's L O V E...
I'll tell you a secret. Something they don't teach you in your temple. The Gods envy us. They envy us because we're mortal, because any moment might be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we're doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again. - Troy
They didn't agree on much; infact, they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time and they challenged each other every day. But in spite of their differences, they had one important thing in common. They were crazy about each other... - The Notebook
my family
i have the most amazing family in this world.
they never cease to amaze me in how loving they are.
i wouldn't be who i am today without them.
RIP GRANDMA
This woman changed my life. She was the most amazing woman i've ever met in my entire life. I miss her so much sometimes that it's unbearable, but i know she's looking down upon me & keeping me safe.