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About Me


"I don't believe in guilt, I believe in living on impulse as long as you never intentionally hurt another person, and don't judge people in your life. I think you should live completely FREE."
Success is a virtue... Failure is NOT an option.
For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you'll never walk alone.
I live for experience, I have always been a little more curious and a little less cautious ;). I charish all aspects of life, no matter what. I differentiate myself from others based on my own self growth and life experiences. I am in love with the feeling of things new and unfamiliar! I NEED excitment. I feel like I constantly have to be doing something, even if I have nothing to do. With that being said, I know how to have a "good time", but I do not abuse it. I have found a balance. I am responsible and hard working, I can be wild and playful. I am a lot of fun ;). I am quiet... but that does not mean I'm "shy". Some things are better left unsaid, I do a little more listening and a little less talking. I am interested in seeing what I can get away with. I love my dogs! I love my family, through all the tough times. I have met a man who makes me happier than I have ever been, he is something special... but I don't need to tell you that here. I would bend over backwards for the person who means the most to me, "bend over backwards" in more than one way ;). I am a "people pleaser", I would do almost anything to see someone I care about experience true happiness. I get along with everyone. I am overly friendly, and trust everyone unless given reason not to. I have a big heart and I've been told that I am the definition of a "good girl". I try to maintain a optimistic and hopeful outlook. Some say I can be a little naive, but as far as I'm concerned, it's never brought me down. I am confident and happy with myself, and that's what matters. I love to run, and just free my mind. Love music, but who doesn't? I have worked full time at an Animal Hospital in Santa Clarita for 3 years, completely in love with my job. I used to be a vegetarian, but it made me very sick! I like to eat. I like to cook... and then I like to eat some more. I enjoy cleaning! Put me in the kitchen where I belong ;). I love camping and being outdoors! I enjoy writing... I enjoy drawing! I am always reading a new book, most likely based on TRUE CRIME... murders, serial killers... you know, things that other people may be disturbed by. I LOVE BASKETBALL!!! LAKERS FAN!!!! I love football BUFFALO BILLS FAN, because of Daniel :). I love flaws. Perfection is just an opinion, I think imperfections are what makes people REAL. I love a lot of qualities that most people would not generally find attractive. I love scars, I want to lick them ;). I am an extremely physical person. I am passionate and loving, intuitive and imaginative, protective and sympathetic. I take care of the people who are important to me. I have had discipline in my life... I expect nothing, and appreciate everything. I know what I want, and I work at it until it eventually works itself out. I always get what I want, not because other people hand it to me... I get it myself. Hard work pays off! I'm independent (financially and emotionally). I do not need another person to make me happy, but that does not mean I do not want another person to be happy with ;). I strongly believe in karma. I love to smile, and I love to make people smile. I do not believe your religion should define you, I believe your character should define you. So many people think they are better than other people... and it's those same people who are the most worthless to me. I am good at taking away worries. I will try anything TWICE! I do not believe women and men should be treated equal. Woman have too many crazy and slightly scary emotions. I will take control, in certain situations... but ultimately, I believe that men should be in charge. A little old fashioned when it comes to that, I guess. I hate annoying people... which is probably you haha. Anyone who takes the time to read all of this is annoying... and borderline creepy? I am not a jealous person. In my mind, jealousy is an emotion that only psychotics are familiar with. I am understanding, but not understandable. I think I contradict myself all the time. I say one thing, I do another. I have no explanation for the things I do, but I'm happy. Please don't take your time to waste my time. Life is way too short to have to worry about silly things! I looove to drink wine mmm. I wear high heels wherever I go... well, not at work. I am a "girlie girl", but a tomboy at heart. I don't mind getting my hands dirty :). I am very simple and easygoing. There are no complications and no strings attached. I am a private person, my business is my business. I am goofy... I am serious... I am wild... I am mellow... I'm a dork... I'm outgoing... I'm laid back... I am sarcastic... I am honest. I am a mean ol' weirdo 96% of the time. I don't want to type anymore. I am generally NOT interested in meeting new people on here... but if you think we will hit it off feel free to send me a message. Probably won't respond, but that's just me being honest ;).
I love stories. What is life afterall? The future is not here yet, and you cannot foresee what it will bring. The present is only a moment. And the past is one long STORY. Those who don't tell stories, and don't hear stories, live only for that moment... and a moment is not enough.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Usually I get bored of people pretty quickly, I need someone who can keep my interest. I am in love with people who can make me laugh. I am attracted to people with strong confidence ;). I respect people who can put me in my place. I love sarcastic people who make every situation unbearable to the point where I want to rip your throat out, but then somehow have me smiling two seconds later. Love people who laugh their way through uncomfortable situations. I love people who keep me on my toes. Always expecting the unexpected. I love boys who love their mommies =). I'm a sucker for a guy who loves his dog. I love people who don't have much to say, but when they do... it's important. I love weirdos and people who do funny things when they think nobody is looking. I appreciate straight forward people. I am in love with aggressive people. I am most interested in people who leave me thinking about them at the most random moments, even if it drives me crazy to admit that. Love sexual and physical people. I want to find someone who is passionate about everything, just like me. I never want to be too comfortable or too familiar with someone. I want to learn something new every day. I want to try something new every day. I'm never going to settle. I want my space. I want to disappear for a week, no questions asked. I want to experience true happiness, and I want to bring true happiness to someone else's life. I love people who have had discipline in their lives, I cannot tolerate spoiled people who do not know how to appreciate or respect anything. Silly people are my favorite. I don't know if I believe in the zodiac signs, but I seem to always fall head over heels for SCORPIOS <3 (whether it be friendships or relationships). I look up to people who are not afraid to be socially unaccepted.. the ones who voice their opinions, and stick with it no matter what is thought about them. Cannot stand when guys lie... a man is only as good as his word. I charish the people who appreciate my kindness instead of taking advantage of it, those who will not walk all over me... even if given the perfect opportunity to do so. I am typically drawn to fucked up people... maybe this is because deep down, we're all a little fucked. :)

I DON'T DATE PEOPLE FROM MYSPACE. I DON'T MEET PEOPLE ON MYSPACE. STOP ASKING ME YOU MYSPACE PERVERTS. I do not accept "friend requests" from people that I do not personally know. Bye!

The loves of my lifetime...

My Blog

10 day old kittens in need of a good home!!!

 A client came into my work with 2 little kittens found abandoned in a dumpster :(. They are very young, 10 days old, too young to be away from their mother! They have had examinations done and appear...
Posted by on Mon, 18 May 2009 15:05:00 GMT

I just wanted to say....

That I love my close friends and my family. I feel that people do not hear those words often and people do not say those words enough. It seems to me that most people say "I love you" when it is too l...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Nov 2008 18:27:00 GMT

R.I.P. Jesse Surber. We'd all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime<3

I thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. Now all I have is memories, and ...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 21:05:00 GMT

probably THEE most important bloggy you will ever read..

I can tell you one thing. Thinking Paula Abdul and Janet Jackson are the same person is much better than thinking the KFC guy's tie is his little stick figure body...  P.s. if anyone knows of a tortoi...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 18:23:00 GMT

One of "those" days....

Sometimes I sit here and think this life altering event happened to someone else. I feel completely out of body... but more so completely out of my mind. It cannot be me. It cannot be my Daddy. He wil...
Posted by on Sun, 13 May 2007 06:21:00 GMT

R.I.P. Daddy..

10/5/50 - 4/11/07 My heart hurts. I can't breathe. I love you and miss you.. it's so hard, Dad. I will never understand why this had to happen... I will never be the same...A couple days before he ...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 12:21:00 GMT

The real Superman

If you asked me, I would not be able to tell you why certain things turn out the way they do. Why familiar elements have to end, and why unaccustomed beginnings take place at the most random points in...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 23:10:00 GMT

do it :)

1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you think we will be frien...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 20:38:00 GMT

Just thinkin'...

This is life. Things happen, not always for the best, and we can only learn from them... grow from them... and hope to never make that same mistake again. Pray that maybe others will not have to deal ...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 20:02:00 GMT

2006 MS 150 mile charity bike ride. PLEASE READ!!

Everyone always posts unimportant bulletins, relating to topics that should not be of concern. Yet it seems that those pointless bulletins and blogs are the only ones recieving any source of acknowled...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 12:47:00 GMT