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Ryan

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About Me


The one thing that no one can take from me or make me lose is my hope. Life's thrown some pretty big thing's at me and I kept hope and made it through alive. I believe that everything happens for a reason and has a purpose for happening. Sometimes you just have to trust the forces above you that maybe it may not seem like the best for you however it may be honestly saving you from a life of unfulfilled dreams. I am at a point in my life where I refuse to die from an unlived life. There no reason to go through life living in anger and hate, If you live that life you have no time to love anything or anyone. You can't relax and take in the view, no matter how bad it is there's always a good in it to be appreciated and embraced. There's always a hope and a goal to move torwards, I failed at some but i'm taking the lessons and carrying on to the next. Everday I have to wake up look at myself and say " We're good and we're evil, but which one will I be today?" I have always been a person that endure's and stick's it out through the roughest of time's. I don't believe in throwing in the towel and giving up, but now I do believe in walking away from a situation if it doesn't have my best interest in it. Time's and people change the losers stay behind and the winners adapt to the new. Life is only as good as the person living it so I keep that in mind and see that it's heaven and hell here but which one will I live today?.
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My Interests

Skateboarding, Surfing, Playing guitar (Even though I suck), Meeting interesting people and doing new thing's. I spend alot of time on the water during the summer month's I grew up on the ocean so I stay by it still. Other than that I just roll with the flow and try to do the best I can.

I'd like to meet:

People that are into change, clean, sober people that are positive and supportive. My life just made some drastic change's and alot of my ability to change is by changing the people around me. People that are weak minded and spirited are one of my little things that tweak me. I know how far the human mind, and body can be pushed. I've personally known both of these point's, I hate weakness even though I am an alchoholic and that is my weakness I am doing something about it. I need people in my life that are intelligent and inspired, not the opposite. I need people that accept me for me and not what they can make me. Everyone has faults and a past. I'm not looking to get into a realtionship at any time in the near future so don't write me for that. My page was private but it's public now, why should I shut myself off from the world around me.

Music:

Social Distortion, Dropkick Murphy's, The Misfits, Danzig, Sex Pistols, Nirvana, The Ramones, The Pixies, Classic rock and if you want to know more than try getting to know me.

Books:

All stephen King he's my favorite Aurthor, The Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice. The death of the west by, Rep. Pat Buchannun.

Heroes:

My family and friends that have stuck by me through the time's both good and bad.