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Paige|Sixteen|Single|Oban.
INHALE.EXHALE.
Who said you can't have fun if you're not happy? I also want to know who thought it was a good idea to place the town in which I live so far away from the city. I'm shockingly shallow when it comes to appearences and I'm sorry to say I have a habit of pre-judging people but hey, doesn't everyone? I'm pretty good at losing the people I care about most but then again, they seem to mostly be boys I've taken a shine to and they come and go. Just a shame the one I wanted more than anything in the world had to up and leave before even giving things a try. Next time you're gonna tell a girl you love them, actually mean it, thanks? I love my hair far too much, and my wardrobe and my camera and the list could go on and on and on forever & forever - I'm materialistic but it doesn't mean I don't appreciate the free things in life. So many things can never, ever beat the love I have for my friends and them for me alike. I suppose in some circumstances you can place a price on thrills, but cheap ones are often better than the expensive ones. Pass me someone I can sit and have an intellectual conversation with and I'll be happy. Keep my attention and I'll be thrilled. Make me smile and I'll more than likely remember you forever. I have a thing for bright blue eyes and it really gets me nowhere. I love perfect teeth unfortunately mine are not so; I have a gap between the front two and I've been on the NHS orthadontist waiting list for the last two years - stop fucking about, I want my teeth fixed? Also, when did Spotify start advertising how important condoms are? I rather enjoy photography, live music and philosophy. I get on well with those who have things in common with me. I'm not a jealous person normally, but if there's something I desperately want, I won't give up until I've got it or until I know for a fact that I definately cannot have it. I'm not the world's happiest person but I know that things could be so much worse for me. I can revel in that. I can revel in a lot of things because I'm lucky. Not in every aspect, but I'm lucky in that I've got a good life and honestly I wouldn't change much given the chance. I don't regret many things because what's the point in regret? Surely it's a mistake worth learning from - taking something good from - instead of immediately making it a bad thing? I ask a lot of questions but it's often for the better. I like long conversations, especially on the phone at night. My life doesn't have a lot of structure to it at the moment, nor does this long paragraph of words. Wouldn't it be easier if we could sum up our exact selves with a few words on the internet? Well, yes it would but it would take away the fun of getting to know one and other. Isn't that the point of MySpace, Facebook and Bebo alike? Finding your friends and making new ones? Chat to me, I like new people. Get to know me, I'm pretty alright most of the time. x
YOU'RE SO SENSITIVE;
I AM, I AM A MACHINE.

My Interests

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Take me to meet Ben Esser. I need to thank him. I need to thank him for putting everything into perspective for me.

My Blog

eight.

 Oh, tell me if your words were just a stall;To hold the ice,To break the fall.Tell me you never meant it all,And let me fall,Let me fall.Tell me and you wont regret a thing,Breathe and youll fix ev...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Jul 2009 17:54:00 GMT

seven.

 Ive tried so hard yet Ive recieved nothing in return. Yeah, I know you love me but maybe show it a little.You know its the kind of love to make my stomach churn.And yeah, though that love is britt...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Jul 2009 15:17:00 GMT

six.

 Intoxication,Its one relation,Well, I guess so.But its not like you to throw,To throw an opportunity away.So will your guilt grow?Will your guilt grow?Or will you keep your lips locked,And throw th...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Jun 2009 15:13:00 GMT

five.

Im the knife in your back,Youre the dagger in my side.Yeah its down to you to make up your mind.Is it worth it?Do you want it?Cause yeah you cant keep doing this shit.My mind is in a haze,It has ...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jun 2009 10:26:00 GMT

four.

 Its a simple start and all it ever takes is words from the heart,Meaningful, not fake,Because sometimes thats all it takes for a heart to break.A quick glance, a second chance,A second chance at ro...
Posted by on Tue, 26 May 2009 12:38:00 GMT

three.

leave it as a memory;that fragile concept of you and me,consider it remaining between the sheets.so don't expect to be the one to make my heart beat,unless you've got the right fitting key.i know it's...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 15:31:00 GMT

two.

admiration,expectation,we could work if we shared determination,however your lack of effort is clear,and i don't need that here.you're a lover and a liar,and with your ego rising higher,you've moved o...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Jan 2009 23:37:00 GMT

one.

blunt remarks,hurting hearts.it's obvious to me,but can't you see i'm still falling for you?i think you'll find it's your paranoid mind,your paranoid mind ruined this.you've left me mixed,you've left ...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 11:32:00 GMT