Influences in my life & people I would like to meet, Ann and Nancy Wilson of Heart, 3doorsdown, Matchbox20 Ok I really havnt wrote much about myself, I guess I am still searching to find who I am. I will start by saying that I am the mother of 3 beautiful children Larissa Ariana,Jaykob Jonathan & Ella Jane. All of which I had with my husband Jason, we have been together for 17 yrs and believe me those 17 yrs havent been easy.. We struggled with a meth addiction for many of those years after realizing that I would be heading to prison if I didnt quit doing what I was doing I threw myself into treatment said goodbye to people that I thought were friends and began my new life. Trust is a big issue that I have within myself it is very hard to trust people, I think that if people knew about this part of my life they would not see me for who I really am. Now almost 5 years sober I would like to (so to speak) PAY IT FORWARD. Do whatever I can for people that have an addiction to meth. Moving on...my life is all about my family. Larissa is 14 and has so much to offer this world she wants to be an author when she grows up and I think she will do very well at it, she has been writing stories since she was in elementary school most of them very good, Jaykob has always wanted to fly airplanes hes very interested in NASA I encourage his flight plan.lol. And miss Ella shes says shes going to be a princess. As for me I will always be an advocate for people with addictions & I will always be in recovery. My hope is to start a business called *helping hands* with my mother.I want to help older adults that cant get around to well with some of their cleaning. And from there my dream is to open up a no-kill shelter for animals Ive always loved animals and theres not enough help for them in this world..