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eryca

It's not my business what you think of me.

About Me

Contrary, Opinionated, Left Wing, Depressive, Humorous, Photographer, Mother,Insomniac, Confused, Easily Hurt, Strong, Insane, Loyal, Smart,Creative, Stupid, Angry,Control freak, Intimate, Shallow, Addicted to coffee, Abrasive, Fragile, Dichotomy, White Trash house Wife!!! . . . . .I love that feeling when you know you like someone enough to breathe them in . . . I love the light before a storm when the clouds are black but the sun breaks through . . . I love good coffee . . . I hate bad coffee . . .I love being curled up in bed alone on a cold night with a good book . . .or not alone without a book . . . I really hate injustice . . .I love the silence of intimacy . . . I love cold clean sheets . . . I absolutely hate macdonalds, starbucks or any other crappy franchise multi national so called 'food' outlet! Can proudly say that, never have I spent my money in any of them and nor have my children. Hate people that don't vote - for gods sakes take responsibility! So, that's an example of me being opinionated.Right at this moment I really love the rain . . .

My Interests

Interested in everything committed to nothing!

I'd like to meet:

Creative people to stimulate my mind, Friends to chat with and broaden my horizons,Nick Cave because he Is, and Patty Smith - what a woman! Tom Waits because his music speaks to me.Not into the whole 'he who has the most friends wins' type scenario. Would rather have 5 like minds than hundreds of drop ins.( still not sure WHY I have more than 5 friends in this strange separate reality world, but hey, I'm running with it for the moment).

Music:

Tom Waits, Lou Reed, David Bowie,Patty Smith, White Stripes, Beastie Boys, Black keys, Bach, Vivaldi,The Eels, Jesus and Mary Chain, The Clash, Leonhard Cohen, Nick Cave, Antony and the Johnsons, Elvis, The Beatles, The Stones, P.J Harvey, Fiona Apple, LCD sound system, My son playing really baaaad piano . . . Me playing fuck off rock n'roll guitar in my rare dreams . . .

Movies:

Volver, Betty Blue, Don't Come Knocking, The Lost Children, Wings of Desire, Jarmusch, Almodover, . . . I sound like some try hard, arty, intellectual wanker (god forbid!), so I'd best mention my old faves, Lock Stock, The Full Monty, Four Weddings and a Funeral,The Sting,Pirates of the Carribean, and quite frankly and unashamedly (well almost),Cool Runnings!

Television:

Black Books, Deadwood, BBC Shakespeare, Absolutely Fabulous. Hate reality t.v with a passion, and am not too enamoured of american sitcoms either.

Books:

Cannot even begin . . . reading is the essence of life, of intellect, of escape! I'm having to get rid of some of my books to make space at the moment, and it is hurting my soul! Every year or two I re-read The Unbearable Lightness of Being - never ceases to amaze and move me; Steinbeck, Garcia marquez, Jane Austen, Oscar Wilde . . . the list could go on and on and on ad infinitum!

Heroes:

My children, People who live their dream even when it hurts,creative risk takers, couples who stay together,grow together and find joy in doing so - RESPECT.

My Blog

I will not be homogonized!

Am I alone in my horror of the way 'society's' expectations of beauty have gone out of control. Did Germain Greer and Naomi Wolfe and their ilk waste their words on us?It seems that everyone wants to ...
Posted by eryca on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 10:46:00 PST

Artist statement . . .

All art has elements of self exposure, and in much of it there is a voyeuristic circularity. The artist looks at their subject, comments on it, and by doing so exposes themselves to scrutiny. When the...
Posted by eryca on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 03:27:00 PST

Love . . .

I would like to be the airthat inhabits you for a momentonly. I would like to be that unnoticed& that necessary.Margaret Atwood
Posted by eryca on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 01:57:00 PST

What happens . ..

. . . when one is searching for the door inand one has already found the door out?It seems to me to be a design fault.So, do you keep the doors open, or bolt them firmly shut?Is there a choice?What I ...
Posted by eryca on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 08:35:00 PST

Chick power . . .

I have been struggling of late as those who are close to me know. I am not one to ask for help (all part of being the haughty cunt that I am, as also those close to me know), but I have needed it. Sev...
Posted by eryca on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 05:14:00 PST

Trust . . .

Needing to trustBut fearing to do soCreates a division in my soul . . . Am i incapable of trust?What an accusation that would beIf i found it to be the truth.Fear is a dark and heavy chain . . ....
Posted by eryca on Mon, 14 May 2007 01:58:00 PST

The deny option . . .

Oh how I love the 'deny' button. . . the exhilaration, the God like power!I find I deny a lot of people fo all kinds of different reasons - some of them fair, some of them not . . . - the 18 yr old bo...
Posted by eryca on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 08:11:00 PST

Why is it . . .

why is it that although we have never met I know - oh I knowthat to be held in your armswould make me feel smalland to walk by your sidewould make me feel tallis this a good thingI wonder . . . and I...
Posted by eryca on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 03:41:00 PST

My sons poem . . .

This is a poem by my 15 yr old son . . . Children of WarTheir smiles cover what lies withinA fear, A hatred that we could not comprehend.Victims of life or some terrible sin.Alone, Broken, their sorro...
Posted by eryca on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 09:32:00 PST

Tracking!!!!!?

What is the story with these tracking offers that keep cropping up? Why would anyone do that? I thought the whole point of myspace was so that anyone and everyone can see who you are - or rather who y...
Posted by eryca on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 11:54:00 PST