!xXxmisery{pains not enough}xXx!

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About Me

i got my friend back, only to lose her that sane fukn day...wow, what a friend, right? you know, i was sooo upset when i said goodbye, and, like, she didnt even fukn care, i dont kow what happened with her...i bet it had to do with yet another guy...o, and dont get pissed i wrote sumtin bout u on my page...i never mentioned ur nme, so, yeah, just, idk...fuck this shit sucks, i havnt been this fukn upset or miserable, since...idk, never...fuk, i guess ill see you(talk to) you all when i get back from my dads inna month... ..

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My Interests

skateboarding,burning things,cooking,reading,scaring kids on Halloween,taking care of my little sister and baby brother

I'd like to meet:

Janie boo...she makes me smile, she's been there, even when its her birthday, and its like 2 in the morning out there...i needed her, and she was there, and, i love her so much...she is one of the best friends i could ever ask for

Cant forget Mikela, we are alike, but in a good way, i think...but, shes an amazing friend, and, i'd be devastated if i lost contact with her, shes great

Jen, so many things to say about you, your great, i loved ya sooo much, and ur gone now, but, at least i still gotcha a lil...lol...i cant u outta my head, which is good and bad...but, yeah...lol..miss ya...

there are others such as

Liza-bat girl, shes more like family than a friend, like the aunt i never even imagined ever having, but, i want now...shes fucking amazing...i like how she understands me, i can tell her anything, and, yeah, she's great...

Penny, i love how she respects dime, even after he's been dead for years, we share emotion, over him, i have a lot of respect for this girl, not only that, but, she..shes just a great friend to have round, and like, she's that kinda person, u just kinda cling with, and wanna fukn go to a concert and mosh with...lol...GETHCHA PULL...

AND OF COURSE- brother dime, i never got to meet the man, but, i wish i had gotten to, the man plays killer guitar, and your never gonna hear that good of guitar playing, ever again... R.I.P BROTHER DARRELL 'DIMEBAG' LANCE ABBOTT forever legend,forever remembered,and forever loved -GETCHA PULL-

Music:

metal, black metal,heavy metal,techno, all that good stuff...lol...i also like, everynow and then, actually, kinda often, just rock, ill settle with rock, just, keep rap the fuck outta my life...lol...its crap...lol...

Movies:

I like horror movies, some comedy films,movies with jay and silent bob in them,I also liked the movie Phantom of the Opera.Go ahead laugh,i liked it and your opinion doesn't mean shit! i think my favorite movie of all time is the best movie ever fucking made, American history x...

Television:

i dont watch t.v anymore...unless when I'm going to bed,then i turn it on to hear something to keep my mind from going insane!muahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Books:

The only books i tend to read are astrology books,computer code books, dragon books such as the inheritance series,dragon rider, and black sorcery books...etc...

Heroes:

They know who they are

My Blog

my quote i came up with

okay, going through hell, i basically,got into an arguement, and, i came out, worse than i was before, but, i got my own quote from it alland here it isyou get earthquakes, that seem like the worst th...
Posted by !xXxmisery{pains not enough}xXx! on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 02:25:00 PST

MY JANIE BABY

my janie baby, she's a friend i know, will never turn her backi know, she'll always be there, always love meand i know, ill always love hershe's that girl, you always want, you always trust, you never...
Posted by !xXxmisery{pains not enough}xXx! on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 12:52:00 PST

im so miserable

slit my wrists and let them bleedtattered and torn, is all thats left of mehang from the raftersand dangle by throat"turn the page"thats all i wrotemissing chaptersin an unheard lifeno meaning or purp...
Posted by !xXxmisery{pains not enough}xXx! on Sat, 03 May 2008 11:18:00 PST

what jen wrote, what jen said, and what i have to say

what jen wrote...i read yer myspace.. && u dunno how bad i feel.yea, were drifting apart.. && u & i both know why. we didnt want it to happen but life is hard.. & i think uve f...
Posted by !xXxmisery{pains not enough}xXx! on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 02:17:00 PST

what janie wrote

I Hacked YouJosh, I love you baby.You mean the world to me.We've been through so much.And no matter what, you've been here for me.It's always nice to know that someone cares.I always want you to know ...
Posted by !xXxmisery{pains not enough}xXx! on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 01:56:00 PST

love, pain, and lonelyness

why is it i am the ghost in the mirrori sit there, watching, waiting for the reflection to showit angers me, each time i dont see the reflectionand upsets me, that i cant simply step awaybut why, why ...
Posted by !xXxmisery{pains not enough}xXx! on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 11:37:00 PST

misery

some say, hell is a place to go,when really we live itsome say we have love for eachother, but never give itit can be rough at times, when times are roughwe all have times we suffer, but youve got to ...
Posted by !xXxmisery{pains not enough}xXx! on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 09:29:00 PST

read if u wanna...don rele kno wat it is,jus wrote wat came to mind

It saddens me realizing what I actually did& I knew it was wrong, but, why did I do it& If I could go back, and just make things different I would change what I did Fuck, if I could go back, I wou...
Posted by !xXxmisery{pains not enough}xXx! on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 01:54:00 PST

jen

never in my life have i felt this waymy love for you indescribable,too strong to sayeach time i try to sum you up in one wordits impossible. the mere idea is obsurdyou seem as an angel, fallen from th...
Posted by !xXxmisery{pains not enough}xXx! on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 10:57:00 PST

same thing on my page, but easier to read...

i see that i could never be with herit can hurt but its not deathi can see shes way too good for me im lucky to even talk to heri see that we are friends this will never change i see t...
Posted by !xXxmisery{pains not enough}xXx! on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 12:48:00 PST