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many people dont like me but i could give a fuck less.theres just so much pain i could take even if i do call myself a demon or a lycan...what iam most asure of is iam not human or in a manner of seaking i dont want to be.i see how pathetic they are and i have felt the pain that they have givin me.iam a very strong peron and i use my gift in the most cruel ways.but thats who i am or more or less what i have become..my life is shit and always will be shit and by writeing this i have offended every one who cares about me.but the truth of it all is they can go fuck their selves..people insist on trying to help me but it never works.its not that it doesnt work i just like being alone and sadly to say iam better off alone...........untill i met anna.....she makes this life worth living and iam glad i went to the hospital because that made me see what kind of feeling she had for me....but i really didnt trust her feelings because in the past i have felt the pain of having my heart ripped through my chest and i never want to have that feeling again..to anna iam like her beast or her over protective monster and i would do anything just to see her smile she thinks she can tame the beats but sadly no one can..the day i get tamed is the day i die..to sum it all up shes the last piece of my heart, being with her is a blessing from hell and i mean that in a good way...i would devote my lfe to see that she is happy..i would slaughter any family or an one for that matter just to hear her say she loves me..i would give her my heart and soul if she didnt already have it..the point is i love u anna and i would never let go and i know u feel the same way.my life is a little less shity knowing that i can hold u in my arms and tell u i wil always be with u for all aternity.........oh... and i almost for got who ever has a problem with anna and threatens her life in way i will take your heart out and shove it down your pathetic throat.....dont fuck with the beast----LYCAN LAZARUS666