Bad Seed

I used to walk with my head up
now i walk straight ahead
all those things i looked up to
to me those things are dead
in closer expection
so much turned out fake
let down so many times
caused part of me to break

as i grow older
my heart grows colder
and i hate to feel
that part of me is over
i can't waste another day
i can't let my spirit slip away

so growing up is over
what now accept my fate
i don't know what to do
with these choices to make
i can't stay in bed
it's just not good for me
sometimes i feel like
there's nothing more to see

as i grow older
my heart grows colder
and i hate to feel
that part of me is over
i can't waste another day
i can't let my spirit slip away

i wanna have faith
i wanna wake up and smile
i wanna feel alive
because its been a while
i wanna be proud of the things i did
i wanna love things
like when i was a kid