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About Me


Got My Cursor @ 123Cursors.com
"I love only those who deserve to be loved, and I hate all of those who need to feel a little fear in their lives."
I am not an intellectual nor am I a fool... I am who I am, though, so accept it. I am the Ice Queen... I am as cold as the frozen snow and my ice cold eyes will let you know, I play no games and have no shame... or at least I feel I choose the right fate. If you hate me for who I am... sorry, fuck you. I have no religion or belief system, so do not lecture me, inform me, or make useless attempts to conform me. I live my life to the fullest and so should you. If you wish to comment on how I live my life... SHOVE IT and make your own life. I am a very angry (not mean) person, who just wants assholes to leave me the fuck alone. I love having no drama in my life so keep yours to yourself... I will help you if you need it... but, do not involve me in your childish bullshit. About me... I will only tell you the things everyone else knows and nothing more. I can be your picture perfect dream of a best friend or your worst nightmare of an enemy. To those who say I am unique, I am and so are you ... everyone is in their own way. To those who say I am like everyone else think what you will, Just hope you do not die a horribly inhumane death, involving a hot metal rod, shoved up your ass, so that your intestines burn and melt as you scream for your life in the most excruciatingly frightening shriek that could ever occur in your life... because, I will laugh with no pity for you. Fuckers... so about me... I love anime and manga!!! A LOT! For all of you people who look down on yourself... Listen up! Look at the people you love, how do you know it is still the same one you love and not a clone or a fake, you cannot read there mind... you are you, you can only trust yourself, and understand yourself... no one else. Do not let anyone make you change who you are, you are you for a reason. Do not pretend you are someone else to impress others, you do not even know if they are actually worth it to impress, or if they are just an illusion. Love yourself... if someone hurts you, who cares, they are insignificant to you, because you perceive only what you think, feel, touch, taste, and hear, you do not need to hurt inside because off someone else insults you with their opinion. People can change the world, but not you. There will always be at least one stupid asshole in your life that bothers you, we will never get rid of those fucks, but you cannot let them get under your skin and be a burden, or at least try not to care how they view you, and go on with your life. There are better people out there who will understand you and befriend you anyway. Then again what do I know? I am against drugs (accept alcohol every now and then) I hate them and I do not want them in my life or my future. It ruins so many peoples lives and they just do not see it until it is too late. No, I refuse to lower my standards for anyone!!! I am a fan of alcoholic beverages... I love a nice glass of champagne, a shot vodka, some whiskey, bottle of tequila or a Miller Highlife or chill, in moderation ofcourse.
I have lived many places and have been to many schools:
Smith Road Elementary- Syracuse, NY
Wheeler Elementary- Tucson, AZ
Booth-Fickett School- Tucson, AZ
Ferrucci Junior High- Puyallup, WA
Benton High School- Benton, AR
How would you like to get your eyes ripped out?
"Tell me, when the snow melts... what does it become?"

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



I would like to meet people who are not fake, I do not really like girls except the few old friends i have. Girls tend to be total fucking whores, or two-faced dirty bitches. I hate girls for the simple fact that they slut around and make us honest and faithful WOMEN look like piles of dog shit like you. You piss all my guy friends off and I have to hear about it. Fucking learn your place! Filthy fucking whores... I really am on hear only to talk to my REAL friends and family on this site. Seriously, though, are we doomed to live in a society where moronic people are trying to be who they are not for attention? Who gives a fuck, you do not necessarily need to impress people or friends to fit in. Just be yourself, that is how you make TRUE friends. I have a reason for who I am, I grew up the way I did and never changed for anyone. I learned to love the more unique things in life and even though I look strangely morbid (and I love strangely morbid things) it does not change the fact that I am a good person. Honestly, though, if you are a girl and you are fucking fake, fuck off and don't waist my precious time. If you are a female in general... FUCK OFF, unless you have been told otherwise. If you are a Danny Elfman fan or an Oingo Boingo fan, cool, but do not get your hopes up... that does not mean I like you. I am not really a bitch, it just seems I can only tolerate one out of every ten-thousand females, but hey, maybe you are one of the lucky ones who is not a dumb cunt...

Moon Cosmic Power!!!

My Blog

Love in Dreams...

I had a most delightful dream the other evening.  I had run into the most amazing man in my dream.  He was amazing, he was so sad, but when I asked him what was wrong...  he smiled just for me...  I h...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 16:42:00 GMT

Well, well, well....

I live the life I have chosen to lead.  Constant disappointments and changes cause me to have to carry certain burdens.  I have no regrets only the pain I bare because of the events that I have allowe...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Apr 2009 13:41:00 GMT

R.I.P Mason Galvin- An Amazing kid!

I really hate how drugs take peoples lives... and people still do them. I fucking HATE drugs!! Drinking occasionally, it is not a big deal, but why the fuck our people destroying their lives, bodie...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 19:07:00 GMT

Why so serious? Or maybe the question is, why aren’t you serious enough?

I find it rather amusing, to say the least, that the appeal for such nonsensical activities even exist... or, maybe I am the "fool" for my lack of comprehension for such an idiotic act. I bare burd...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 20:51:00 GMT

The End

Do not shed tears of pity,You were only my ride home, I can get back on my own,By walking on this broken glass,The lips that I once kissed,Were not that of an angel's,I surrendered to my lonelines...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 00:07:00 GMT

Lost

Oh, please forgive me, I must confess... There is a method to my madness. If only you could feel this pain, then I would not need to explain. The emptiness inside my soul, hath helped me grow a gia...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 03:17:00 GMT

I am blinded by the veil...

I thought it queer the contact had started losing touch... and oh, how I missed it so very much. It seemed as if he lacked the once burning desire, I would guess that our tears have put out the fire...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 07:54:00 GMT

A poem for the suicidal =)

THE MAN AND THE MOON"I sit here and I cry alone,My prince will be here soon,Please save me my sweet love,While I wait I shall watch the moon,"The moon hath come and gone once more,She awaits so patien...
Posted by on Sun, 25 May 2008 21:50:00 GMT

PISS LIPS BITCH!!!

I wish you could actually fathom how stressful it is to be this bored. I wish something outrageously, spontaneously, exciting would occur. I need to get a new job, I need to see my friends more, I n...
Posted by on Sat, 24 May 2008 00:45:00 GMT

A Date?!?

I am going on a double or triple date tomorrow. I have never really done anything like this... I know it's for Chris to do something sweet for his new lady friend and for us to get to know her [and ...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 23:13:00 GMT