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hey everybody my name is spence. i just moved to phoenix a few months ago and i felt it was about time to update this thing so here goes nothing. im a musician and i will always be one. i came here to get into the music scene and for a change in my life. i needed to get out of california although i miss it terribly. it will always be my home and i can't wait to visit again. i work at guitar center sometimes as a salesman, sometimes as a warehouse guy and sometimes i don't do much accept look busy and get paid. i'm fairly laid back although if the wrong person gets me at the wrong time i can be a bit aggressive, but thats a rarity. i'm an animal lover and oh yeah did i say that i'm a musician? yeah i did but i had to get that point across again. i love music whether its relaxing and listening to it or smoking a bowl or blunt and having a jam session with friends. its how i unwind at the end of the day. i love the outdoors. love to go camping and all that cool stuff. well thats almost me in a nutshell. if you wanna know more or whatever hit me up.
Your Love Style is Agape
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

just some cool people. im pretty much open to anything so let me know. anyone that can show me the cool hot spots and the music scene in this city. and the ladies would be a nice perk as well. someone i can have a conversation of substance with.

My Blog

enslaved to the darkness

pulled out of my nightmare, dropped in prison without walls, trapped in my mind, this curse upon me, condemned to mortality. all i fear has come to haunt me, all i know to be true has turned up false,...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 12:30:00 GMT

yet to be answered

tantalizing, tempting, a fragrance so sweet, alluring, mysterious, it takes hold of me, something beautiful, tradgic, fear holds only so long. shall i cross the threshold? shall i cross over? the othe...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 12:22:00 GMT

love

something less than brainwashing, made of forced recognitions. guided by temporary rules, subject to change, all pay hommage yet, subjected to actions , humiliation, tossed around, sand in a storm, he...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 18:43:00 GMT

lest compassion ends

thoughts of this, mine! caress a slack mind, lack luster design, by no means exact, vague at best, burnt to the core, felt by none, feel it, TRY!!! hear the foot falls fate is calling, MINE! now sta...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 17:18:00 GMT

a feeling

a feeling so pure not described with cliche words, exagerations. unlike this world of chaos controlled, separation of mind and body, a product of society wrought with lust. we are hypocrisy at its per...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 17:12:00 GMT

my immoral pleasure

lying in my bed eyes wide countless nights counting every second my life slips away confiding forbidden secrets to the night i embrace whats amoral, sinful, to say the least, keep your prayers from me...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 10:04:00 GMT

know you (the words to the only love song i have written. took a long time)

why can i love you like i do why do i need you like i do why can't i breathe without you why do i feel nothing without you cause before you i could only see in black and white now if i were here with ...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 21:39:00 GMT

alone

i can tell what you're thinking by the way you look at me. i can tell what you're thinking cause your hug is so cold. i can tell what you're thinking cause your kiss is so bitter.and all i loved ...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 09:21:00 GMT

vulnerability

self taught pain, this aquired, paint this portrait and outline the view for me. open up, show emotion, like an open book with everyone looking in. why don't you just pry into my life, and make my pro...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Dec 2005 04:17:00 GMT

my only friend

its tearing me up inside, this reality I can't understand, feelings of malice and discontent, filling up this void inside of me. the spirit of depression, my only friend. the spirit of deception, the ...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Dec 2005 03:43:00 GMT