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I'm the one you run to when you have a bad day. The shoulder you cry on, the one you yell at to let out your anger. I'm the one who is always there for you. The one who will never give up on you no matter how bad things get.
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My day consists of the regular struggles of a teenage girl. I work hard to achieve my goals, yet I set my standards too low. I need to aim higher . I'm confident in myself and .. well pretty much blunt and to the point. You get what you see and if you don't like it.. you can leave. Honesty is something I cherish in a friendship or relationship. Without that, there is nothing. Cross me wrong once, I'll forgive you, but again and I'm done. Everyday I try to prove something new to myself. The littlest things keep me entertained. I randomly start laughing at things that were funny last week. My memories keep me safe. When I think back, I realize that change isn't always good. But everything happens for a reason. I've grown into my skin and learned to like myself for who I am not what others perceive me to be. Some would say I let people walk all over me, but their perspectives and mine are completely different . Humor is essential in my life. Without it, I'd be a bitch all the time. I get mad too easily, but recover just as easily. Long walks and hugs calm me down. I like to play around a lot. Never take anything too seriously.. loosen up and enjoy life. I hate to be tickled, though I love the sound of my own laugh. I'm a people watcher. I like to observe people and try to understand their daily routines and how they live. WHY? I don't know. Writing helps me escape my mind. Sometimes I just need to let it go. I believe deep down inside I'm crazy. But heh.. I also believe that that is a great attribute to have. I do not like it when people break promises. If you can't keep your word.. you're absolutely good for nothing. I dislike chocolate and it makes me sick when I think about it, though I still eat it on occasion. I'd rather eat sauerkraut, which is delightful. I love to cook. I'm happily taken. My man is black , I am white. Get over it. I'm very open-minded, and opinionated. I will stand up for what I believe in and fight for it until the day I die. Well. this pretty much sums me up in a nutshell.If you want to know anything else.. Message me or email me.. [email protected]
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This nigga right here is the main person in my life. We been together for a lil over a month now and already I've fell. Me and him are completely different; that's why I care for him so much. He balances me out, and keeps me in check. When I aint doing something right or get an attitude; damn right he's gonna make sure Ima get that straightened out. That's what I need in my life.. some type of direction. For a long time I've felt held down... but since I've been with Nick, I feel like I can be myself and not care what the hell anyone thinks. He's got me and I got him 100% No matter how things go, Ima always be down for him. There aint nothing I wouldn't go through to make this man happy. Already our struggles would knock half these lil puppy love couples out the way. All I got to say is you wish you had somebody like this. He knows how to make me happy. He definitely knows how to piss me off. We push each other's buttons. But somehow we still manage. =]

My Blog

The Game Of Life

Forever is impossibleTake a risk.. so improbableTime munipulates the mindA sign of the unstoppableEternity; a life time?To live, or to achievePromises of tomorrowSuch lies; a fool to believeA meaning ...
Posted by on Tue, 26 May 2009 20:21:00 GMT

For those who don't know

Sometimes I sit and wonderWhat could I have doneIf I would have walked through lifeInstead of trying to runMy wishes turned into realityEverything came so fastThere's things I wanted to savorThe times...
Posted by on Wed, 20 May 2009 19:40:00 GMT

Swing high

when i put you first..my hearts skips a beatintentionally?the words.. they come out wrongi smile--but for how long?the day is shortand they..they keep telling mejust move onmove--onhold your head high...
Posted by on Mon, 18 May 2009 18:41:00 GMT

Dip..

Hard to comprehend...Understand.. What is Life?Try to make it through the strugglesThe tribulations and the strifeConstantly on the goOn a road... unknownI left myself for deadToo scared to be aloneSi...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Apr 2009 17:36:00 GMT

Primary Reason

A life given reasonThe date; unsetBut I promise this, my angelYou aren't a regretSalty tears and a comforting embraceThe look in your eyesI see it in your face; You are your own disguiseA life promise...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 17:42:00 GMT

Color Me Happy

What is this? Like 1960? What the FUCK is going on? What are you people thinking? It is 2009. WAKE the FUCK UP! We don't live like this no more. Your morals should be updated, your beliefs and intuiti...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Apr 2009 22:24:00 GMT

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Broken--Confused--Mentally Abused--Satisfied?--How?Change...inevitableIt makes you think "Wow"Smile on your face--Rip in your heart--Everything you want--Takes you back to the start--No It's not okayM...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Apr 2009 22:15:00 GMT

STFU

There's no wayAbsolutely; there is notI can't be held backSo what if I'm caught?I love him;What you gonna do?Tell me I can't see himWell then hell.. I'll moveHappiness;Essential? No but stillI want to...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 19:33:00 GMT

& you know;;

SO hatedInfuriatingMy mind is deterioratingWhat to saySo complicatedBut my love for youis not debatedLying to be with youSomething I said I'd never doWhat it comes down to is who's whoBut really I kno...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Apr 2009 16:02:00 GMT

Very old poem I wrote;I love it

God I am down on my knees,Listen to my prayer, I am begging you,Please.I lost my faith,I lost my soul.My heart is beating fast, it's my time to go.Dear GodIt hurtsI can't see at allMy vision is blurre...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Mar 2009 18:41:00 GMT