.. Ev Baez  | Create Your Badge
..Well, I go by Ev, for short, not Eve, EV. I finally graduate this year with some of my best friends then going to continue for my Masters in Counseling.I am a native of AZ with 5 siblings with 10 nieces & nephews, so Christmas is crazy. I feel I am here for a reason and have been through what I have up to this point to understand and learn life. Nothing thrown my way has not stopped me yet. There were many moments of confusion from heart ache and felt literally like it was the end of the world. Love really does make you do crazy things. But what's even crazier is feeling that down for someone who is not worth it. I am no longer afraid to admit I have loved in a way that I never knew I could, where my heart 100% belonged to that person and they knew it. A life together was made then took a turn for the worst. Although now I know the that person was never truly loyal or gave me 100% of his heart. I know from that the love I am capable of. I had thought I was weak, but now realize how strong I actually was to love continuously even after years of emotional damage that person had caused. It's true that the first cut is the deepest and unfortunate that I allowed that cut to effect me so long even in the next relationship. Everything is rooted to something. There are no excuses, however there is understanding. I feel content and understand why people may be the way they are as well as myself. No one is perfect and now after finally taking the time to grow emotionally I understand every action I have made in my life good or bad and I want to help others get to that point of understanding with themselves and who they love. That's one of the reasons I want to go into counseling. I want to learn and know more about how to help people understand and move on from whatever is bringing them down from their past. Like they say, people in your past that have not made it to your future is for a reason and a blessing in disguise. For so long all my wishes where to be with that certain someone. Now, if those wishes would have came true there is no way I would be a happy person knowing how that person is. Sometimes you really cant help who you love but it should not have to hurt and if it does then its just not right. I have peace of mind and its a great feeling. Everyone has different situations and I really feel my life would be fulfilling if I could be there for people who need help understanding. I have NEVER looked forward to school but now cant wait to really learn something that is going to matter. My BA is in business and I have realized although i am good at it, it does not interest me and is really about money, politics and greed. I am thankful to know what I do about business to make a living currently but am more thankful that I finally discovered what it is I want to do."LIFE is too short to be unhappy! Grudges are a waste of PERFECT happiness! NOBODY is perfect, EVERYBODY deserves a SECOND chance! LAUGH when you can. APOLOGIZE when you should. Let go of what you can't change! LOVE deeply and FORGIVE quickly! Take CHANCES, give EVERYTHING and have NO regrets. If it changes your life, LET IT! You have to take the good with the BAD! LOVE like you have NEVER been hurt before! Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be WORTH IT! You NEVER know what you have till it's gone, so HOLD on to what is WORTH holding on too! SMILE when you're sad. LOVE what you got and ALWAYS remember what you had. ALWAYS forgive, but Never forget. Learn from your mistakes, but NEVER regret! People change, and things go wrong, but Always remember Life Goes On!"
