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the_jeriness

About Me


i am... jeri
i am... moody
i am... jealous
i am... possessive
i am... short
i am... a nerd
i am... just kinda glad im me
im a nerd. im in rotc. i love chemistry. i want to be a csi. i want to be in playboy someday. this is me. im just a girl. nothing special.
YOU'VE BEEN HACKED!!!...LOL...BUT IM NOT GONNA TELL U BY WHO CUZ THIS WAY IT'LL BUG YOU...MWAHAHA...LOL...lena???
Rules... Obide:
Rule 1 : Life is not fair - get used to it!
Rule 2 : The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.
Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.
Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.
Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.
Rule 6 : If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.
Rule 7 : Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bill s, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.
Rule 8 : Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.
Rule 9 : Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time.
Rule 10 : Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.
Rule 11 : Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:


ForBiddeN AKA Christin Dolce... DUH!

Music:

FIRST COME FIRST SERVE
.listen.

A
A Perfect Circle
AFI
A-Teens
AC/DC
Adam Sandler
Aerosmith
Akon
Amy Winehouse
ANTHRAX
Aqua
Aretha Franklin
Ashley Tisdale
Ataris
Avenged Sevenfold
Avril Lavigne

B
Backstreet Boys
Bad Company
Bad Religion
Baha Men
Barenaked Ladies
Beach Boys
Beastie Boys
The Beatles
Bee Gees
Beyonce
Big & Rich
Billy Idol
Billy Ray Cyrus
Black Eyed Peas
Blind Melon
Blink 182
Blondie
Blue October
Bob Dylan
Bob Marley
Bon Jovi
Bowling for Soup
Brad Paisley
The Bravery
Breaking Benjamin
Britney Spears
Brooks & Dunn
Bruce Springstein
Buchcherry
C D E F

Heroes:

The Bestie

...Steve...
AkA... FiShY...
there are few ppl who kno just what this guy has gone through in his life, i can say i kno about quite a bit of it, bcuz we've been thru it together... no1 knos just how lucky they are to have him in their lives quite like i do... for three yrs he's been there, answering the phone at 3 o'clock in the morning, just cuz i cant sleep... it is completely impossible for me to look back on a happy moment in my life, and not see his face... half the shit ive made him put up with, i wouldnt even take from sum1... he's the greatest person in the world, and no girl will ever be good enuff for him, so u guys might as well just stop trying... i am so completely proud of him... he just graduated from boot camp, and his life is so different now than from when i met him... he's one of those ppl that tries to make themselves better, for themselves, not for other ppl... he's the father of the most amazing little girl in the world... it may seem like im always disappointed in him... but i think thats just becuz i want sumthing better for him than the things he is resigning himself to...

My Blog

*...i’d like to mean it...*

when i say that this isn't worth the pain... sadly, it is... it still is... after all of this, i just want him...
Posted by .out.of.contol.[falling] on Wed, 28 May 2008 08:44:00 PST

*...honesty...*

i never really realized how important it was until everyone i thought cared about me started lying to me. I wish that people cared enough about me to tell me the truth. Just for like two seconds. If h...
Posted by .out.of.contol.[falling] on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 01:18:00 PST

*...update on me...*

1) the only thing i’m sure of in my future is him, and i’ll follow him anywhere...2) i don’t know what i want... but i kno i need him...3) he really is my whole heart 4) i&rsquo...
Posted by .out.of.contol.[falling] on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 04:55:00 PST

*...another poem...*

There's a monsterDeep inside of youThat dwells within your heartAn emptiness that overcomesTearing us apartIt seeks her outTime after timeAnd holds her in its gripI've seen her faceI know the sin...
Posted by .out.of.contol.[falling] on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 10:46:00 PST

*...poem [finished]...*

I can't escapeThis steel blue cageYou've wrapped around my heartJust let me fallInto your worldBefore I fall apartCatch me withThat tender kissAnd free me from the darkLet me believeThe words you sayC...
Posted by .out.of.contol.[falling] on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 01:46:00 PST

*.....edith tagged me...*

1) when i grow up... i plan to live in a house made of cheese...2) i have a tendancy to want things i cant have...3) i wish i could tell him "you're my whole heart..." and it be true... but there's so...
Posted by .out.of.contol.[falling] on Thu, 10 May 2007 09:22:00 PST

*...poems by jeriness...*

Miss CelophaneJust like an open door You see into my soul Yet you miss the point You're what makes me whole Just like a window pane You look through and never noticed That this once happy heart Is now...
Posted by .out.of.contol.[falling] on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 06:32:00 PST