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Alison

About Me

"She would not say of anyone in the world now that they were this or were that. She felt very young; at the same time unspeakably aged. She sliced like a knife through everything; at the same time was outside, looking on. She had a perpetual sense, as she watched the taxi cabs, of being out, out, far out to sea and alone; she always had the feeling that it was very dangerous to live even one day. Not that she thought herself clever, or much out of the ordinary. How she had got through life on the few twigs of knowledge Fraulein Daniels gave them, she could not think. She knew nothing; no language, no history; she scarcely read a book now, except memoirs in bed; and yet to her it was absolutely absorbing; all this; the cabs passing; and she would not say of Peter, she would not say of herself, I am this, I am that." ---Virginia Woolf

My Blog

Life is burning me out.

I think its time. Time for me to get out and do things. I think I'm going to quit school for a bit. Not forever. That much I'll say for certain. I'm just so down on college right now. I'm fucking over...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Mar 2009 16:27:00 GMT

so much for the scholarship.

it was horrible. i was completely misled into thinking that i was guaranteed a scholarship from the art contest i entered. but no. i get a call a month ago telling me that there's 11 "winners" who get...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 06:32:00 GMT

blacklisted.

I feel so incredibly blah right now. I feel like bland chicken noodle soup.I feel like I need something back in my life. Friends. School. God. ? Things just get muddled and pushed aside with me for so...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 23:46:00 GMT

my candle burns at both ends

I’ve decided that it’s time to start making some decisions about my life---as adult and blah as that sounds, it’s necessary for me to feel some sense of comfort and to give me a goal...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 09:01:00 GMT

just a thought.

ever have that feeling that if you jumped off a cliff somehow you would fly? i feel like i'm so empty i would just float away. on a breeze. on a chilly wind. i'd smack the tops of trees with my finger...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 21:49:00 GMT

coffee and cigarettes

i don't really have anything to say. i never do. my fingers are just moving. creating words. forming sentences. it appears that maybe i should have created words and sentences beneficial to my scholar...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 15:56:00 GMT

lucky me

well, if that wasn't the worst day ever! I woke up to get all my work done. I was totally going to finish my drawing homework but I had to run all these errands for my mom and then realized i needed g...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 22:26:00 GMT

hypothermia, insomnia, hypochondria...

i was in such a bad mood after i left work. its weird. i don't feel connected to anything or anyone. so i went to the pool and fell in with my clothes on. i stopped breathing for a moment because it w...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 00:13:00 GMT

I love driving.

i find myself just out driving aimlessly every night. its wonderful. tonight i drove to one of the savannah neighborhoods and did donuts in the cul-de-sacs all while screaming "strawberry wine" as lou...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 22:36:00 GMT

Meet me in st. louis

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!! That was the best fucking night of my life!! My friend asked if we wanted to go for a drive to get out of clarksville for a bit. maybe drive to ashland city and back. so we went ...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 08:33:00 GMT