i am almost 18 years old and recently lost my mom to cancer in august,its definitly hard, but i like to think it happened for a reason although im running out of reasons why. She will always be with me forever and always, she taught me everything i need to know about life, how to be strong, live and love. i try my best but there is no way i can amount to half the woman my mom was. For anyone who new her you understand what i mean (she was the SHIT)i miss her like crazy, but i know she lives in me and all though she wont be there physically when i get married or have kids i know she will be there in every step i take in life always and forever until the day we meet again. I got two beautiful sisters who i love lots and the cutest neece and nephew youll ever meet! I work with the mentally handicapped and i love it. you get way more back than just a paycheck. i wouldnt change that for the world. They show me the little things that matter in life and i couldnt ask for more than that!