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queenss 66y.

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About Me


MYSPACE SIGN UP DATE: APRIL 30, 2004
I know being a teenager is about being confused and trying to find yourself, but I feel like I've already discovered myself and I know what kind of person I am. I'm a good person and very respectful, I'm trustworthy and I think that’s why people like me. I'm strong and I don't give anyone the chance to degrade me or control me. My family and friends are the people in my life, like anyone else, who have helped make me who I am. They are the people who I honestly care the most for and love the most;; they are the people I would do absolutely anything for. They keep me grounded and my world spinning. I can be a very defensive and opinionated person when it comes to the things I believe in;; which does include my family and friends. If fighting for them is what I believe is right, I will. I feel like I matured as a person faster than any kid should have had to. I'm not saying I dealt with things that made me grow up, I just have. I don't see myself as a child and I don't think other people should bother trying to treat me as one. I'm happy with who I am and won't change for anyone. I'm lucky to have such great parents and an amazing brother. I'm even luckier to have the friends I have;; they are the reason I get out of bed in the morning. I am a poet and I've fallen in love with writing;; which yes, I know is weird for teenagers. It keeps me from absolutely exploding from stress. Growing up I've learned tons, mainly I've learned no matter how hard I try, I can't change people. All I can do, is stick beside them no matter how rough things get between us. If not being a friend of mine is something you choose, then too bad. I can live with that because that is your decision not mine. You'll miss me;; but when you come back I'll still be the same person you didn't like.

My Interests



JAMES!!
So I'm sure I have tons of pictures of you by now, lol Anddd, you said I'd never get one pshh I had one before you even said I'd never get one ha.. Jamesss, you're a good kid.. n i know you know it, you keep shit to yourself :] but its straight. Even though you sometimes confuse me and make we worry about you, I know you're better off figurin everything out on your own. You've been through a lot and its just better that way -- I get that. You try hard to make thinks point blank-understandable in my head when I'm confused n pissed n shit anddd it actually does help and I really appreciate it.. Youre protective n I like havin guy friends like that.. but you're more than a friend bub, you're family. You're hilarious, hopefully you know that and I hate you for it cuz you make me laugh at the wrong times and maybe I just don't wanna laugh fucker! hahah But it's deffiantely good for me. :] Anyways, you've done more than alot for me and I'm sorry for any bullshit you might have had to put up with *cough* lol but idk... just, i guess, thank you. ily bub. sk^allday

I'd like to meet:



Matt
Meet my best friend.
[ :] ]
The kind of friendship you've given me, is unbelievable. All the awesome times we've had together, doin' absolutely nothing haha. I never knew friends as good as you came around being as young as we are, but I guess we changed that. You've taught me more than you'll ever know, about myself and life in general. You've made me and the world I live in so much better, and SO much more fun.. No matter the kind of trouble I might end, I wouldn't miss a beat of it. Dasnhkldadsmakl. Grr, lol it's hard to really explain how important you are to me and how great a best you've been to me. Anyone who can put up with all my shit and still be standing next to me is pretty amazing in my book anyways, so congrats bud :] cause you proved me wrong - real friends do exist. As long as you always no I'm gonna be here for you, we've got no problems. iloveyou andd again thank you sweets :]

sk^ all day
queens bby.

**Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground. The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties. Mom was your hero and dad was the boy you were going to marry. Your worst enemies were your siblings. race issues were who ran the fastest. War was a card game. Wearing skirts didnt mean you were a slut. The only thing you smoked were the tires on your bike. The only thing that hurt was skinned knees && the only things that could brake were your toys. Life was simple and care free, but what I remember the most was wanting to grow up. **

Music:



Books:


Mandy
Probably thinking "Books? wtf? why am i under books??" lol cause we have a history :] Lol I think the idea that me and you can not talk or hangout for months at a time and then one day when i randomly call you or something -- we go RIGHT back to where we were loll is crazy.. But it just proves to me that we have an ENDLESS friendship =]. I'm really really excited for the baby, hes gonna be a beauty :P decked in STRAIGHT name brand clothes ehh? haha iloveyou. always.

Heroes:


i love and miss youu Sassy
my heart, my best friend,
my grandmother

My Blog

schedule for youu :P school schedule

Hrmm First day wasnt that bad, but it was only an A day SO who knows :] I'm ready for tomorrow though -- gonna be so much more of a relaxed day. lol basically DANCE all day. Lemme know if you have any...
Posted by queenss 66y. on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 01:24:00 PST

heartache, i don’t wanna forget you.

heartache stabbed me repeadily   hungry for your voice tears for your laugh   a child lost in the world i need you now more than ever your sweets songs became my life savior   striving...
Posted by queenss 66y. on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 01:09:00 PST

Vacation plannsss -- READ TO KNOW WHEN IM HOME

HEY! err today's Fridayyy July 27th =] I just finished packing for Georgia and Florida..Heres the dates && stufffor when I'm leaving SC && returning.GEORGIA;;I'm leaving [today] around...
Posted by queenss 66y. on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 01:13:00 PST

i'm DONE with saying i'm sorry.

I'm Sorry!..   im sorry you dont trust me.   im sorry you can't get over the kind of person your daughter is   im sorry you dont understand me   im sorry im not like him   i...
Posted by queenss 66y. on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 10:01:00 PST

JORDAN!! I already miss you, sweets.

Even though you probably won't read this, ive got to say it. ::   ill miss you, i really will. and im praying to god that this is just some bullshit And you arent really going... but if you do g...
Posted by queenss 66y. on Thu, 03 May 2007 01:13:00 PST

I'll Just Fly

I bent over backwardsthrough gravel and dirtand as crazy as it isit never seemed to hurt. Of course there are scarsand bruises - my worstbut not much of that mattersbecause my heart comes first. Chanc...
Posted by queenss 66y. on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 07:46:00 PST

three thousand miles to nowhere // EDITED

three thousand miles to nowhere // EDITED.   And so life's changing, mood's swing. our dreams keep getting bigger people join new scenes.   He's cut his wrist, && she's pulling ...
Posted by queenss 66y. on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 11:47:00 PST

itss true, sown incomplete ~ the missing piece to you.

i'd make you happy and you know its true but you're scared to admit it.. keeping reality one step behind you.   i watch you and remember your steps following every zigzag noting the ways you wen...
Posted by queenss 66y. on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 11:33:00 PST

schedule bitchesss.

HOMEROOM : Barret A DAY : ENLISH 2  /  EDWARDS KEYBOARDING  /  GRAY ALGEBRA 2  /  PALOMBI SPANISH 2  / TRAPP B DAY : DANCE  /  ETHEREDGE   ill p...
Posted by queenss 66y. on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 12:02:00 PST

not.all.poems.rhyme.<3

I was never broken and I was never whole the seams to my journal unweave and the pages unfold wishes dreams and stressed moments become real, skin deep  time  spills   The ocean r...
Posted by queenss 66y. on Thu, 25 May 2006 11:18:00 PST