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♠ MISERYlovesME ♠

+THE ONLY THING I EVER REALLY LOVE IS HATE+

About Me


i ♥♥♥...
...photo manipulation
...black hearts & falling stars
...tattoos & piercings
...gut-wrenching screams & growls
...lovebites & razorlines
...the "slit-wrist" theory
...booze & cigarettes [the perfect combination]
...death thru poetry
...scene
.this is me.
...I EFFIN' HATE STOLEN SHOTS
...I THINK I AM SUFFERING FROM BODY MORPHIC DISORDER (GO FIGURE)
...I AM NOT ANTI- SOCIAL, PEOPLE ARE ANTI-ME
...I AM NOT ALL DOOM AND GLOOM, I CAN HANGOUT AND HAVE FUN
...I AM HYPERLY-SENSITIVE SO DONT MESS WITH ME
...I AM NOT A SNOB, I JUST CANT FACE REJECTION
...I NEED A CAFFEINE FIX TO BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY
...I DRESS IN AN ALL-BLACK ENSEMBLE MOST OF THE TIME (BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN THAT MY ENTIRE WARDROBE IS BLACK)
...I BELIEVE THAT SOLITUDE=BLISS
...MY BELIEF SYSTEM IS IN OPPOSITION TO WHAT OTHERS THINK OF ME
...I HAVE ZERO SELF-CONFIDENCE
...I AM NEVER GOOD AT STRIKING UP A CONVERSATION

My Interests

music.tattoos.piercings.accessories.books.horror flicks.poetry&proses.literature.hair dye.eyeliners.nail polish.black rimmed eyeglasses.mango apparel.starbucks coffee.venturing into dreamland.escapism.surrealism.being alone.making lacerations on my arms.wandering in bookstores.nights with the presence of a full moon.the shades of black, blue, violet, crimson red.latin language.gigs



I'd like to meet:


. y o u . h i m . h e r . h e r . t h e m .

Music:

my fundamental music of choice is HARDCORE-EAR BASHING- HEAD BANGIN'- RAW- STRAIGHT IN YOUR FACE ROCK MUSIC...*but then anythings goes*...~currently listening to~ [OTEP. WALLS OF JERICHO. EYES SET TO KILL. CATHERINE. KITTIE. MY RUIN. THE LVRS. IN THIS MOMENT. BLOODLINED CALLIGRAPHY. JACK OFF JILL. ESCAPE THE FATE. OPETH. CRADLE OF FILTH. ARCH ENEMY. BLEEDING THROUGH. AFI. LACUNA COIL. FLYLEAF. FEAR FACTORY. DEAD POETIC. UNDEROATH. 4 LETTER LIE. BREAK THE SILENCE. A DOZEN FURIES. CHIODOS. ZAO. ALOVE FOR ENEMIES.]

In oblivion-Love me til death™ i ♥♥♥...
...photo manipulation
...black hearts & falling stars
...tattoos & piercings
...gut-wrenching screams & growls
...lovebites & razorlines
...the "slit-wrist" theory
...booze & cigarettes [the perfect combination]
...death thru poetry
...noir couture
...scene

music.tattoos.piercings.accessories.books.horror flicks.poetry & proses.literature.hair dye.eyeliners.nail polish.black rimmed eyeglasses.mango apparel.starbucks coffee.venturing into dreamland.escapism.surrealism.being alone.making lacerations on my arms.wandering in bookstores.nights with the presence of a full moon.the shades of black,blue,violet, crimson red.latin language.gigs
.This Is ME....I EFFIN' HATE STOLEN SHOTS
...I AM NOT ANTI- SOCIAL, PEOPLE ARE ANTI-ME
...I AM NOT ALL DOOM AND GLOOM, I CAN HANGOUT AND HAVE FUN
...I AM HYPERLY-SENSITIVE SO DONT MESS WITH ME
...I AM NOT A SNOB, I JUST CANT FACE REJECTION
...I NEED A CAFFEINE FIX TO BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY
...I DRESS IN AN ALL-BLACK ENSEMBLE MOST OF THE TIME (BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN THAT MY ENTIRE WARDROBE IS BLACK)
...I BELIEVE THAT SOLITUDE=BLISS
...MY BELIEF SYSTEM IS IN OPPOSITION TO WHAT OTHERS THINK OF ME
...I HAVE ZERO SELF-CONFIDENCE
...I AM NEVER GOOD AT STRIKING UP A CONVERSATION

home photos add msg block diary notes loves films I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.

Movies:

the faculty, resident evil, resident evil: the apocalypse, house on haunted hill, nightmare on elm street, the exorcist, saw, the covenant, queen of the damned, cursed, the omen, ginger snaps, v for vendetta, fight club, crime in downtown suburbia, the butterfly effect, the craft, edward scissorhands, wicker park, prime, cruel intentions

Television:

SHOOT YOUR TELEVISION!!

Books:

Heavy Metal and You, The Virgin Suicides, The Lake of Dead Languages, Gingerbread, Shrimp, The Moth Diaries, Lovely Bones, Heart's Delight, Playing in Traffic, Violet & Claire, sloppy firsts, second helpings - [the works of christopher pike, r.l. stine, sidney sheldon, paulo coelho, anne rice, sephera giron, and the list goes on...]

Heroes:

Cyd Charisse (a charcter from the book "Gingerbread"), Otep Shamaya, Marilyn Manson, Christopher Pike

My Blog

A razor blade and a bottle of pills

A razor blade and a bottle of pills   The question wasn't "if". Or "why". The question was "how".              To be or not to be? Not to be....
Posted by ♠ MISERYlovesME ♠ on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 01:52:00 PST

FUCK YOU ALL!!!!!

this is a fucked up life...nobody undrestands me...fuck everyone....its all the same shit everyday...people dont even care about how you feel...they just go off thinking their the epitome of perfectio...
Posted by ♠ MISERYlovesME ♠ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

SLIPPING AWAY

Slip away into the dreams That you so call perfect Live the life you think you know Float into the clouds in your heaven's sky You'll never know what its like to be down here Rotting on the groun...
Posted by ♠ MISERYlovesME ♠ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

A TORTURED SOUL

So cruel...everywhere I go Arid eyes stare at me Foul mouths curse me with profanity I feel locked up Bound in chains that would never break loose No matter what I do I just can't please anybody...
Posted by ♠ MISERYlovesME ♠ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

PRAYER OF A FALSE GOD

All are doomed to burn. Love feeds the flames. Days of endless pains. And smoke takes in each turn. All are doomed to rust. Time destroys our lives. Nights cut like knives. And the wind carries...
Posted by ♠ MISERYlovesME ♠ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

untitled

GIVE IN TO THE DARKNESS AND BE ENTHRALLED BY IT LET THE BLACK CURTAINS CLOSE AND YOU WILL FIND THE LIGHT THE AMBIENCE WILL BE A CLEARING OF THE IMAGINARY A NEW ENTITY WILL ARISE WHERE ENDS SHAL...
Posted by ♠ MISERYlovesME ♠ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST