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a wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left-mari

About Me

~*~I close both locks below the window. I close both blinds and turn away. Sometimes solutions aren't so simple. Sometimes goodbye's the only way. And the sun will set for you, The sun will set for you. And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in grey, And the sun will set for you. Pink cards and flowers on your window, Your friends all plead for you to stay. Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple. Sometimes goodbye's the only way...... And its been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And its been awhile Since I first saw you And its been awhile Since I could stand on my own 2 feet again And its been awhile Since i could call you And everything I cant remember Its ____ up as it all may seem The consequences that i render I stretch myself beyond my pains And its been awhile Since I couldn't say that I wasnt addicted And its been awhile Since I could say I loved myself as well And its been awhile Since Ive gone & _____ things up, just like I always do And its been awhile But all that ___ seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember It's _____ up as it all may seem The consequences that i render I've gone & ______ thing up again, again. Why must I feel this way. Just make this go away. Just one more peaceful day And it's been awhile Since I could look @ myself straight And its been awhile Since I said I'm sorry And its been awhile Since Ive seen the way the candles light your face And its been awhile But I can still remember just the way you taste And everything I can't remember Its ____ up as it all may seem I cannot blame this on my father, he did the best he could for me And its been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I said Im sorry I WALK ALONE THINK OF HOME MEMORIES OF LONG AGO NO ONE KNOW I LOST MY SOUL LONG AGO [LIED TOO MUCH SHE SAID THAT SHES HAD ENOUGH AM I TOO MUCH SHE SAID THAT SHES HAD ENOUGH STANDING ON MY OWN REMEMBERING THE ONE I LEFT AT HOME FORGET ABOUT THE LIFE I USED TO KNOW FORGET ABOUT THE ONE I LEFT AT HOME] I NEED TO RUN FAR AWAY CANT GO BACK TO THAT PLACE LIKE SHE TOLD ME IM JUST A BIG DISGRACE [] SO NOW IM STANDING HERE ALONE FORGET ABOUT THE PAST I'LL NEVER KNOW FORGET ABOUT THE ONE I LEFT AT HOME~*~

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My Interests

~*~im the type of person that u either hate or love. theres no inbetween. ive got a bad temper, im strong, stubborn, and not afriad to speak my mind.people cut me down on a daily basis, but i dont let that get to me. ive learned that blood is definitely not always thicker than water,and that best friends are more apt to backstab than ur average joe. im not preppy or girlie in anyway. i love 2 have fun with friends and be loud, but that doesnt mean im happy with my life. i never open up 2 people anymore. i have major trust issues. so i close myself off and dont allow myself 2 become attached and be best friends with anyone. i make more mistakes than the average person, but still i live my life with no regrets. i do A LOT of things that i shouldnt. and if u dont approve of me, i really dont care. ive accepted myself for who i am and i dont want to try to be anyone different. so if by some miracle, i sound like ur cup of coffee, feel free 2 b my friend. cuz im the type thatll be there for u through frozen and melted ice cream!~*~

I'd like to meet:

~*~johnny depp~*~

Music:


~*~music is my favorite thing in the world. i love about every type, but alternative rock is my favorite. lately ive been listening a lot to three days grace, the red jumpsuit apparatus, paramore, pink, avril, and keith urban. my favorite song CURRENTLY is somewhere out there by our lady peace.~*~

Movies:

~*~any johnny depp, mandy moore, and julia roberts movies. the breakfast club, sixteen candles, fried green tomatoes, mr wonderful, napolean dynamite, enough. almost any lifetime and animated disney movies. ps i love you, dirty dancing, lord of the rings 13 going on 30, terms of endearment, grease, crossroads. anne of green gables series, beaches, the notebook, farris beaulers day off, how to lose a guy in 10 days, the man in the moon, elvis and me. gone with the wind. pretty in pink. true women, mermaids, buffalo girls, cold mountain, it takes two, hope floats~*~

Television:

~*~one tree hill, the bad girls club, the hills, gossip girl, drake and josh, i love lucy, friends, sweet 16, what i like about you, tyra banks, that 70s show, golden girls and many others.~*~

Books:

~*~even now, ever after, halos, sisterhood of the traveling pants series. ella enchanted, harry potter and princess diaries series. starry starry night, twilight, full moon, and eclipse.~*~

Heroes:

none

My Blog

MITCHEL

fun w/ jewelry box MITCHEL featuring chris and brittani, filmed by melanie.donations to the special ed mitchel foundation would be much appreciated.thank you....
Posted by on my own on Sat, 31 May 2008 09:08:00 PST

Kayla and Leanna's Volcano

Kayla and Leanna's Volcano very random and short...
Posted by on my own on Sat, 31 May 2008 09:04:00 PST

sweet dreams

sweet dreams 2 my friends melanie and leanna...
Posted by on my own on Sat, 31 May 2008 09:03:00 PST

lol freshmen suck. specially these ones

Freshman mel secretly video taped this dumb freshman we hate singing miley cyrus. very great! features me and leanna...
Posted by on my own on Sat, 31 May 2008 09:01:00 PST

more friends dancing

Crank That including brittnee, andrea, chanda, and other people. filmed by melanie...
Posted by on my own on Sat, 31 May 2008 08:59:00 PST

my friends dancing

Crazy ppl dancing andrea, chanda, melanie...
Posted by on my own on Sat, 31 May 2008 08:58:00 PST

brit and kays reasons why women love men

*remember this, brit? lol!* 1.)unless they just got out of a game, practice, or the gym, they always smell good2.)they're absolutely adorable when they try to impress you3.)they end up letting you win...
Posted by on my own on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 12:56:00 PST